stupid yesterday

yesterday was a stupid day.. i went out after work den reach home at abt 10pm la.. den my mum ask to watch the news coz the earthquake is like very jia lat la.. i mean very serious causing alot of neighbouring country to haf disasters too..den i was like tired lor... den ar... i went to bath ma.. so hair wet wet lor.. so i juz go my rm slack n read comic books till my hair dry ma.. who noes my mum dunno why maybe i nv talk to her much or wat.. den she face black black lor.. hai.. den ar.. i juz slp lor..

today tot everything will be fine n back to normal. who noes.. my dad msg me in the morning ard 11 saying wat ask me dun make my mum angry la.. wat shld help my mum la.. den dunno wat shld be nicer to them la.. dun disappoint them la.. wat the H!! wat did i do?? i dun even noe wat is wrong with coming home at 10 when i already said i'll be home late. wat is wrong with feeling tired n stay in my rm in my comfort zone. wat is wrong with slpin when i feel like... anyway.. i juz reply.. "i'm sorry. i was juz not in very gd mood n juz tired. i'm sorry" den wat he reply?? he said " u are not the only one tired. we are tired too n stuff.. say wat my mum having high blood pressure so muz treat her nicer dun make her angry n stuff"... argh!!! i really dunno wat wrong did i do.... when my sis reach home at 11!!!!! hai... spoil my mood at work. make me so so sad. dunno wat to do.. almost cried. rush to the toilet n sobz.. ...

gd thing i haf sally with me.. haha. den i became very very crazy after my stupid terrible feeing.. hahaa.. den sally haf to be there tolerating all my nonsense.. haha.. den she told me got this scary movie abt a ger long hair de.. she playing that er.. some kinda gymnastic stuff that like monkey bar.. one bar de.. den ar.. she turn herself round n round the bar till her hair got tangled with the bar den she struggle. den dropped from the bar den head the floor n died. haha. the scene seems so ridiculous. den i luff all my way from pasir ris to seng kang. den she told me her cousin surname is huang. the huang di(emperor) that huang. den i luff!!? haha.. funny surname. den i tell her ask him to name his children as huang di( emperor ) huang shang ( ur majesty ), huang fei (concubine) huang hou(the empress) huang tai zi (emperor's son) etc.. den ar.. the whole family will be royal family le.. hahaa.. lame la.. i noe.. but.. kekee...

stupid yesterday

yesterday was a stupid day.. i went out after work den reach home at abt 10pm la.. den my mum ask to watch the news coz the earthquake is like very jia lat la.. i mean very serious causing alot of neighbouring country to haf disasters too..den i was like tired lor... den ar... i went to bath ma.. so hair wet wet lor.. so i juz go my rm slack n read comic books till my hair dry ma.. who noes my mum dunno why maybe i nv talk to her much or wat.. den she face black black lor.. hai.. den ar.. i juz slp lor..

today tot everything will be fine n back to normal. who noes.. my dad msg me in the morning ard 11 saying wat ask me dun make my mum angry la.. wat shld help my mum la.. den dunno wat shld be nicer to them la.. dun disappoint them la.. wat the H!! wat did i do?? i dun even noe wat is wrong with coming home at 10 when i already said i'll be home late. wat is wrong with feeling tired n stay in my rm in my comfort zone. wat is wrong with slpin when i feel like... anyway.. i juz reply.. "i'm sorry. i was juz not in very gd mood n juz tired. i'm sorry" den wat he reply?? he said " u are not the only one tired. we are tired too n stuff.. say wat my mum having high blood pressure so muz treat her nicer dun make her angry n stuff"... argh!!! i really dunno wat wrong did i do.... when my sis reach home at 11!!!!! hai... spoil my mood at work. make me so so sad. dunno wat to do.. almost cried. rush to the toilet n sobz.. ...

gd thing i haf sally with me.. haha. den i became very very crazy after my stupid terrible feeing.. hahaa.. den sally haf to be there tolerating all my nonsense.. haha.. den she told me got this scary movie abt a ger long hair de.. she playing that er.. some kinda gymnastic stuff that like monkey bar.. one bar de.. den ar.. she turn herself round n round the bar till her hair got tangled with the bar den she struggle. den dropped from the bar den head the floor n died. haha. the scene seems so ridiculous. den i luff all my way from pasir ris to seng kang. den she told me her cousin surname is huang. the huang di(emperor) that huang. den i luff!!? haha.. funny surname. den i tell her ask him to name his children as huang di( emperor ) huang shang ( ur majesty ), huang fei (concubine) huang hou(the empress) huang tai zi (emperor's son) etc.. den ar.. the whole family will be royal family le.. hahaa.. lame la.. i noe.. but.. kekee...

stupid yesterday

yesterday was a stupid day.. i went out after work den reach home at abt 10pm la.. den my mum ask to watch the news coz the earthquake is like very jia lat la.. i mean very serious causing alot of neighbouring country to haf disasters too..den i was like tired lor... den ar... i went to bath ma.. so hair wet wet lor.. so i juz go my rm slack n read comic books till my hair dry ma.. who noes my mum dunno why maybe i nv talk to her much or wat.. den she face black black lor.. hai.. den ar.. i juz slp lor..

today tot everything will be fine n back to normal. who noes.. my dad msg me in the morning ard 11 saying wat ask me dun make my mum angry la.. wat shld help my mum la.. den dunno wat shld be nicer to them la.. dun disappoint them la.. wat the H!! wat did i do?? i dun even noe wat is wrong with coming home at 10 when i already said i'll be home late. wat is wrong with feeling tired n stay in my rm in my comfort zone. wat is wrong with slpin when i feel like... anyway.. i juz reply.. "i'm sorry. i was juz not in very gd mood n juz tired. i'm sorry" den wat he reply?? he said " u are not the only one tired. we are tired too n stuff.. say wat my mum having high blood pressure so muz treat her nicer dun make her angry n stuff"... argh!!! i really dunno wat wrong did i do.... when my sis reach home at 11!!!!! hai... spoil my mood at work. make me so so sad. dunno wat to do.. almost cried. rush to the toilet n sobz.. ...

gd thing i haf sally with me.. haha. den i became very very crazy after my stupid terrible feeing.. hahaa.. den sally haf to be there tolerating all my nonsense.. haha.. den she told me got this scary movie abt a ger long hair de.. she playing that er.. some kinda gymnastic stuff that like monkey bar.. one bar de.. den ar.. she turn herself round n round the bar till her hair got tangled with the bar den she struggle. den dropped from the bar den head the floor n died. haha. the scene seems so ridiculous. den i luff all my way from pasir ris to seng kang. den she told me her cousin surname is huang. the huang di(emperor) that huang. den i luff!!? haha.. funny surname. den i tell her ask him to name his children as huang di( emperor ) huang shang ( ur majesty ), huang fei (concubine) huang hou(the empress) huang tai zi (emperor's son) etc.. den ar.. the whole family will be royal family le.. hahaa.. lame la.. i noe.. but.. kekee...

she juz sux to the core

she juz sux to the core!!! who?? still got who?? my idiotic sister!! i hate her la!! why muz she always do this to me?? i already hate her so much... already trying to like her n respect her as my sis... but i really find nth in her for me to respect n love her as my sis!!! what authority does she has that she can juz ignore the activity we having today n juz go on with her own program gg out having fun n all those stuff when i haf to stay at home. listen to my mum's unhappiness... doin all the chores.. not having chance to go out with my frenz n count down... wat the hell!!! why ??? hai.. bein sensitive n soft hearted is really not a gd thing but who can juz leave their parents doin stuff there not helping n letting them having heart ache all the time?? worst still.. she killed her hp by droppin it into the toilet bowl.. den? she juz took my mum's hp n use it!!! wat the hell!!! she always like dat. the previous time i have to give mine to her!! now?? she using mum's!! ren shan bei ren qi ar!!! my mum love her so so much. treat her so so nice!! give her all her patience.. when wil she realise that n gif mum some in return?? doubt she will ever do that..., hai.. juz that.. she sux!! to the core!!!

she juz sux to the core

she juz sux to the core!!! who?? still got who?? my idiotic sister!! i hate her la!! why muz she always do this to me?? i already hate her so much... already trying to like her n respect her as my sis... but i really find nth in her for me to respect n love her as my sis!!! what authority does she has that she can juz ignore the activity we having today n juz go on with her own program gg out having fun n all those stuff when i haf to stay at home. listen to my mum's unhappiness... doin all the chores.. not having chance to go out with my frenz n count down... wat the hell!!! why ??? hai.. bein sensitive n soft hearted is really not a gd thing but who can juz leave their parents doin stuff there not helping n letting them having heart ache all the time?? worst still.. she killed her hp by droppin it into the toilet bowl.. den? she juz took my mum's hp n use it!!! wat the hell!!! she always like dat. the previous time i have to give mine to her!! now?? she using mum's!! ren shan bei ren qi ar!!! my mum love her so so much. treat her so so nice!! give her all her patience.. when wil she realise that n gif mum some in return?? doubt she will ever do that..., hai.. juz that.. she sux!! to the core!!!

here is one after a long long break!!!

hey hey,.. finally back to blog.. after so so long.. got lots to write... okay.. let's start.

firstly, i m working now le.. ya... forgot if i had mention that in my previous entry. ya.. i m currently working in SIAEC somewhere in far changi end. fun to work there coz the ppl there are nice but ar,.. the work very very boring de... quite slack too la.. so ... not so bad after all..

den... last friday my niece came over my hse to stay. quite gd la.. finally got someone to acc me all the time.. hahaa... den we like stick tog those kind la.. gd to haf someone stick to u at times la.. feel so much so wanted is quite gd sia.. hahaha.. den saturday brought her to escape theme park to play. hahaha.. went there at abt 2pm. den we played almost all la.. but that day bad weather.. keep raining so keep gg on n off. manage to put myself to try those new machine there la.. rainbow is kena cheated den play de.. den the flipper is observe very long realise is not very scary den play de.. but my niece first time play la.. got a shock n cried... ya lor.. poor ger.. vomitted after that too... den sunday had a chalet. went there n eat alot.. haha.. den carry some kid to the beach n play. very windy that day. feel so great. hahaa.. den we sat at the rock by the side of the beach listen to songs n enjoy the breeze. so great!!!! hahaa....

monday is a very blue day for me.. after so much fun over the wkend is work again!! oh man!! tiring.. den tuesday is bbq. band bbq la.. went of course.. not really great time la.. but yet.. not bad lor.. they did put in some effort to do sth for us.. juz that not all of us can make it there n somemore not all juniors are there too.. sobz.. that;s the sad part la.. den went home VERY late.. first time ever that i reach home at 12am!!! oh man!! cant believe it.. gd thing that my parents din really flare up on me. ya.. den the next day to work.. i almost died!! hahahaa.. so so tired n slpy. gd thing is that my collegue very nice to me coz they can understand. hahaa.. yeah!! ever since den i din haf any nice nice slp that i can get back all my energy de lor...

today.. is my dearest collegue's last day... we finally became gd fren den she haf to go le.. she is also another temporary staff there.. gg back to study coz sch starting.. so sad... she is a very nice person. fun to be with. funny n another joker too la.. hahhaa.. can get along quite well de lor... but now.. she has to go back to study le.. hope she will do beta next yr!! n hope we can still stay in contact!!!

yeah.. x'mas is coming.. here i wish all n myself!! n bloggy too!!! a very very wonderful merry xmas n may all dreams (hope mine too) comes true....

STUPID COMPUTER!!

hai.. my stupid idiotic computer kena a stupid idiotic irritating virus that goes.. FUNNY! sian.. stupid funny doc that coz my stupid msn to send virus to each n everyone on my list!! lame lor!! den i haf to keep shutting my stupid com down "illegally" in order not to get my frenz into trouble! wat the hell!!! is like u del the file, it'll come back itself de lor!! scan com oso not much use! dunno wat to do oso. sian sia... wah lao... hai... dotx..

tiring la.. ever since last tuesday i had nv really rest lor.. it's been ard one to two months that i m able to slack n slp late at home. since the end of my last paper which is chem paper1, i did not haf the time to really rest le. since last tuesday i started to work. work n work n more work till friday... finally the day which is a day before my rest day. den tat nite my fren bday. went to her hse. celebrated for her n reach home at abt 11pm. slp n the next day wake up at 7++ ard 8am. went to HN's hse.. slack n talk. den meet sebas at 10.30am in taka. den meet my dad at aljunied at 12.30pm. den meet XH, LZ n YS at little india mrt to go KK to visit MY at abt 2pm. stay there till abt 4++ den we move on to beach rd for a great dinner.. spaghetti, bake rice, bake potatoes, etc.. hahaa.. den move on to suntec to watch movie. we watched polar express.. not bad la.. but dun really haf any content. is the effect that's quite cool. reach home at abt 11 again..

SUnday! wake up at 545am. why so early?? coz i gg to my grandma's hse in msia to celebrate her bday. board the bus that we rent at abt 645am, went on to msia.. reach there at abt 10am i guess.. a little jam at the causeway. ya. den rest a while, move on to my 3rd auntie's hse to see her youngest boy.. din get the chance to see him coz he is asleep. den my 3rd uncle came n got us for lunch. had our lunch at abt 12.30pm, den move on to my dad's bro's hse at kluang. played with those little niece n nephews.. they are SO CUTE!. grown alot since the last time i went back. able to scream shout n run abt now.. so talkative n the whole hse is full of energy. den see some fotos of my cousin who went to many countries b4!!! thailand, hong kong, london, japan, korea, australia... ENVY!!! den abt 4.30 back to my grandma hse again. she got a very nice cake for her bday. ya.. den abt 5++ or 6 we are on our back to sg. had a smooth journey back n reach home at abt 9pm. den we had our dinner.

today!! work!! monday blue!!! yeah!! very BLUE!! i wore the whole set BLUE to indicate that it is a monday blue. hahaa.. but today quite slack. i manage to clear most of the papers that are suppose to file n they dunno wat can assign to me as they are busy with their own work n din haf much time to teach me new stuff. so i happen to walk ard, idle ard alot today. lunch only ate bread n little cakes coz tt vege stall had their food sold out! dun find the food nice yet.. dun understand y they always is the first to get all their food clear.

stupid computer!! hope it'll be fine by now....

START WORK LE!

i start work le.. at SIAEC ( Singapore International Airline Engineering Comapany ). kekee.. not bad la.. first day was yesterday, ber drove me there coz i dunno how to go. den after that when i reach the first gate is abt 8.10am need to use my ic to change for the pass to enter. den they say dunno wat haven approve den cannot gif me the pass den cannot enter. so haf to wait outside there. gd thing is that 2 of ber's fren who had work there before one is joanne and the other is christine (they are sister wor..) oso had to wait outside as we encounter with the same problem. haha... they are the first fren that i've made.

den abt 8.35am we able to get thru the first stage n enter the next part. had to take bus to the actual working place den need to use the pass to change for another pass. so troublesome right? becoz they haf high security ma.. ya.. den went in.. the two of them haf frenz all ard lor! so envy. ahha.coz they work there before ma.. went to the HR dept den wrote resume again!!! den that HR person told me i might be sent to IT dept de.. in the end.. i end up in Quality tech record. BORING place. though ppl there ALL VERY NICE!! got diana, aziza, halen, saphia, isha, siti, adeline, min qi, mr tang(supervisor), mariam.. many more la.. dunno name de.. so nice lor.. juz that the work is boring la.. haf to sort papers, n more papers n more papers. going in n out of the "treasure rm" where all the doc are kept n is where i haf to go n keep all the doc la.. ya.. but they working culture there very slack! hahaa.. 1pm suppose to be lunch break. but 1245 n ppl all gg down for lunch le.. 1.45 suppose to be back.. abt 2 den can see that the office is full again. official knock off time is 5.30pm, where 5.15 we can go le. but 5pm ppl start packing up n putting on make up le.. hahaa.. slack right? den i do the job ar.. they will be very caring keep asking me to do slowly, can rest can sit down n file slowly. this n that. hahaa. ask me to eat those kuay n biscuit tat they made. ask me to drink more water n stuff. caring huh? hahaa... envy right? kekee.. but one bad thing is the travelling time la.. 1+ hr bus journey. kinda tiring. ya.. haf to wake up early too. ya lor.. gd thing is only haf to change bus once. den can slp all my way there le. hahaa...

ya.. damn tired now le.. stupid com juz now kena virus.. sian diao lehz! heng is msn kena only.. now scanning com. okie.. shall fill u guys more tml! ( if i haf the time and energy to.. kekee... )

feeling weird without sch

wahhaha.. kinda contridicting myself right? feeling tt i'm like nowhere now in the society.. neither m i a student nor m i a worker. still haf the feeling that i'm still a part of SR, still having my exam like dat.. dun haf the real relief that i had when my o level was over.. dunno why too.. maybe i will score badly for my a level n i'll haf to be back for more torture! tt's bad!!! but i dun wanna think so much le la.. for the time being i wanna get into the real world. noe the real working society. learn more n putting all stuff into real practical le.. so excited abt the real world that we haf to face. so excited abt the new life that i m entering. i wanna live the best out of me! i finally can do sth that i want instead of doin sth by force! i LOVE it!!

i've got a job!!!

hehehe.. my exam is ending tml! tml last day le!! so happy.... kekekekkekekeek

hmm.. today went swimming with TY, actually wanna go with HN too.. but she cant la.. ya. hehee.. so.. went serangoon swimming. Ty cant stay too long coz got band, den there got sooo many guys swimming, tanning, n the pool soo small.. make me dun feel gd swimming alone. so went off too.. 12 laps.. haha. okie la.. tried freestyle.. difficult sia.. haha.a. den very easy out of breath. muz try again. hahaha... yeah!

came back home. ate lunch. den slp. haha.. den abt 4 i got a call!! haha.. it's from SIA. haha.. coz i got a job! hahaa. all thanks to Ber.. if not i wun get the job so fast. now trying to write a resume. haha.. dunno how to write lor!! den dunno wat to put in too. so sad lor!!

kk.. go back n write the resume le.. =D

2 more days!! 1 last paper!!!

hahaha. as my title goes... 2 more days 1 last paper.. means.. MY HOLIDAY LONG HOLIDAY IS SOOOOO NEAR LE!! hahahahahh.. so happy... cant wait u see.. when i was doin my paper today i was like giggling to myself for the last 5 min lor.. hahhaaa.. coz.. coz.. it is ENDING!!!! hahahhaa...

hmm.. juz now that my tang mei n her bf patch back le.. congrats! hope they will learn to treasure each other more n do take care!

recently really like to Huining hse.. dunno y hahaha.. juz like it. stressfree place. haha.. coz dun need to think abt cleaning up the hse, cooking dinner, doin stuff tt mum reminded us to do..all i do there is SLACK! hahhahahaa.. den her mum oso very nice.. so really can slack eat watch tv n do NTH!! hahahahaa....

yesterday was talking to someone abt frenship.. den talking abt all the ppl i noe.. all the frenz i've made.. den i realise.. the most lasting frenship i'll ever get is from CEDAR! i din say i dun close gd frenz in sr juz that .... hai.. as in like after i go jc.. i will sometime go out with cedar fren (from diff jc) to catch a movie, to walk ard, find a place sit down n gossip. even on the train when i saw cedar ppl... we can juz chat non stop. for those in sr like me.. we are obviously much closer, ppl like huining, sally... we might not be tog everyday, might not do all stuff tog, yet we are still close. once we met, we still pour out all our this n that, sorrow happiness to each other. but.. sad to say... really cant find many this kinda fren in sr.. last yr got lots of frenz de... den.. slowly... all gone... starting got HL got NC got first 3 months buddy (glad that we still do keep in contact), den after 1st three months come our class ppl, got SL got MH got AX... we were a clique. but.. hai... one gone.. got her new classmates... diff timing in lesson this yr.. seldom see each other.. some sort of losing contact le.. another one.. sth happened... working le.. a bit hard to get tog le.. last one... still quite close.. but is the only one le... today at the end of my paper.. i looked ard the hall... thinking abt the times i spent in sr.. seems like everything juz happened yesterday.. yet all are coming to an end. i was thinking wat haf i done in sr? dunno.. seems like alot.. yet like nth.. wat haf i learnt in sr.. seems like alot.. yet like nth... 2 short yrs.. seems very long.. yet like nth.. everyday busy doin whole lots of stuff busy here n there.. end up.. dunno wat i m doin.. ahhahaaa...

i miss cedar... i will miss SR too.. i miss my frenz.. i start to miss the gd old days we used to haf... doin silly things tog.. having lots of fun... i miss SL, i miss MH,i miss SS, i miss Joanna, i miss MZ, i miss TY, i miss mr chan, i miss mr ng, i miss mrs chong, i miss ms lee, i miss mdm tan, i miss 1s25, i miss 1s19, i miss sr band especially batch grad in 2004 i miss auriga, i miss zeal, i miss cedar, i miss cedar band, i miss gj, i miss wp, i miss letchimy, i miss aj, i miss jl, i miss hani, i miss ye, i miss sabri, i miss ty, i miss deb, i miss yuet ee, i miss sa, i miss my tuba section in cedar, i miss those seniors in cedar that made an impact in my life, i miss mr yau, i miss mrs lim, i miss guan lao shi, i miss mr chua, i miss mdm lee (tuition teacher), i miss... i miss... i miss so many ppl.. hai.. once everything is gone.. nth can be retain.. except the only memories we haf.

hai.. as time goes by alot of ppl come into my life.. alot of ppl made great impact in my life. i learnt alot from guan lao shi, mr yau, mr chua n all band teachers in cedar, i learn alot from mr chan, mr ng, mr kwek, mrs kwek, mr azahar, mr leonard tan, mdm tan, mr ang n ms lee from sr. i duno wat will happen to my future.. but i;m sure.. with those knowledge i got.. they will guide me thru till the day i can pass down all this wonderful knowledge to the next generation. i salute to all my greatest teachers. i miss all my greatest frenz.. i will think lots abt the schs that i was in.. n i.. will haf to move on...

last wk!!!

hhahahahahahah.. last wk n feedom with be with me!! hahahah.. cant wait for friday to come
cant wait for the end. oh man i juz.. very excited!!! hahahhaa....

Life

hai... juz read one of my fren's blog n really think that life is so unpredictable. haiyo.. coming to this life topic again. that huang na is really very poor thing lor.. she is juz 8!! oh man.. wat can a 8 yr old ger do?? y muz he kill her? haven read the papers yet la.. but even if is coz of anger? she is juz so young n noes nothing!! how can he be so angry that he kill her??? y can a person be so cruel. it is really true that the world has come to a point that mankind is really getting too much. while some doctors are struggling to keep a person alive n saving them from their illnesses, ppl on the other side are killing innocent kids like nobody's business. life is so precious. y cant they treasure each n every single's life more. even the animals.

talking abt animals. actually i find it kinda unfair for ppl to kill those animals to stop any epidemic. i noe this might be a very absolute n subjective statement bu yet it is really true. u see.. an animal has a life juz like us human. when a human is dying.. ppl will try all ways n means to save them. for example SARS. it is an epidemic that will spread easily like the bird flu n such. once ppl found the first case they start to find ways n means to save them. however, when bird flu is first found. all they do is KILL all the poor chickens n ducks. cant they do something similar?? n worst still is.. it is human that cause the poor animals to contract all this weird diseases. they force them to take in things that they dun take. they cramp them in small little places that they cant move. they inject terrible stuff into their body that juz reject. so why instead of blaming the human, the human juz KILL THE INNOCENT??? arent they juz like the person who killed the little ger? ppl might say that i haf no rights to say this coz many ppl eat the animals so they are meant to be killed, sooner or later. BUT i haf the right to comment on all this cruelty as i m a vegetarian. ppl feel sad abt war. ppl feel sad abt someone's death. ppl even feel sad that their beloved pet is dead. BUT HAF ANYONE EVER THINK ABT THOSE POOR ANIMAL THAT U ALL TAKE IN EVERYDAY?? they suffered under much misery once they are born. yet they haf to go thru the fear n face the death juz for the ppl out here who want to haf a "delicious" meal which is optional? guys.. think.. u will nv noe the fear the pain untill u feel it. can u imagine only a cut on ur finger will hurt, wat abt the killing of those little lifes???

okie.. i m not trying to promote vegetarian here. juz to write out my feelings. ya.. think that's abt all. ya...

WTH

wat the.. stupid idiotic hansheng!! he is an idiot. stupid!!! no brain.. empty vase. juz ask him to be nicer to my cousin only ma.. juz see my cousin very sad ma.. den juz say "BE NICER TO MY COUSIN. STUPID BOY" is this very offending?? is this scoldin him?? wat the hell lor!! n wat he reply??? " dun act smart! F**KING u!!" WAT THE HELL!!! who is he on earth to scold me that? he gd!!! i tot he is a nice person!!! no matter how angry u get... u shld not be saying that ma!!!! wah lao!!!! hate this kind of person!!!!! wah!!! damn angry!!! argh!!!

k... enuff liao.. vent all my anger le.. shld not be too angry n waste too much of my blog space on childish person like him. heheheee.... yesterday.. mummy bought some slimming cream stuff.. hahahhahahahaa.. den can use!!! hahahaha.. heard that it will show some effect after 2 wks. hahahaa... anyway.. i havin a level soon!!! my practical over le.. alright lor.. but the last part no time n cannot do. hahaha.. i stupid ma.. so too bad la!! but except for the last 10 marks. the rest.. can la.. not bad la!! hahaha.. 4th will be my Gp le.. God pls bless me! =D den after that is CLA!!! kekekee... after that will be chem den maths den chem again den maths again!! haha.. coz after Gp n CLA i only haf maths n chem!hahaa.. suddenly think is gd! kekekee... yeah!

???

lots of questions has been gg thru my mind. alot!! but yet i dunno i really duno how to solve them.. den kinda stress recently with my A's. actually i really dunno how to tackle it. all i can do is juz think far n think ahead. i really not in the mood of study le.. see the family state now.. my sis is damn sick for the pass few days. actually is really nth. she juz sprain her leg a little. den she blow up the thing n went to see doc twice. dunno is subconciously she wants the attention n care from my parents or wat. she juz blow the things till very big lor. den after that duno that stupid doc gave her wat medicine. she ate it had a bad diarrhoea n keep throwin out wateva she ate. real bad. den suddenly become damn skinny. yesterday juz went to see doc again. n the doc say she kena stomach infection or sth like dat lor. kinda bad. but today beta le. though happy for her la.. but she damn irritating lor. today i look more sick den her n yet i have to do all the things all the hse work n all she does is sit in front of the tv n laugh. worst still is she is a patient!!! i cant say anything. juz haf to swallow everything down i guess.

being a ger.. juz feels that being a ger is really a torture. we are expected to be gd with hse work n helpl. we are expected to stay at home whenever needed. we are expected to accept all the torture that comes along (menstrual cramps, giving birth.. etc) that we haf no choice in!! we haf to do hse work even if we are working outside. arent the world working towards equality?? but y are there still gender stereotypes?? hai.. i cant blame ppl for that coz i m stereotyping genders too. hai.. coz the society is like dat. being a ger haf to be more conservative n demure. cant go for the person u like, even if u do.. the person might not like u n even if u two get tog. u wun get ur happiness. this is the world today. really wonderin will there be a day that gers will be the one in control of everything. wonder wat will happen if one day gers become like a guy n guys become like gers?? as in... instead of guys gg for ger n gers waiting to be loved, the gers will be the one choosing who they want n the guys only can wait to be loved try get all ways n means to get the attention of the person they like n yet they cant tell how they feel. wonder wat will it be like when the gers will be in control in a family n after work will juz wait for meals to be serve n enjoy while the guys haf rush home to prepare meals, to do all the hse work. wondering.....

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4 more days

4 more days to my a level chem practical... ya.. juz to note it here.. yup.. no more!

Ah Ma is HERE

yeah... my real ah ma came singapore the day before yesterday n came my hse yesterday. quite happy la... yet is kinda hard for me too.. coz i haf to stay at home to look after her when all is not ard. den i can do my own stuff coz i cant possibly throw her aside to do my own stuff lor.. hai.. i oso duno wat to do. i dun wanna be bad la... i oso like her alot. care for her. the worst thing is i actually pon my GP CONSULTATION AGAIN!!! hai.. coz no one at home ma.. all got to work. mummy scare ah ma at home alone. so.. i haf to do this la.. actually is also becoz i dun wanna go la.. den ar... my fren called this morning.. i actually dun dare to pick up the call.. ahhaha.. kinda stupid right? hahaa.. ya la...

yesterday my mum made vege prawn dumpling. i helped her.. hehee... as usual she will knit the dough n i will do the wrappin part. kekee... den ah ma came n say i wrap till very nice!! hahahahahaa.. so proud of myself! THANK U AH MA!!!

nOw i tRyinG tO tYpE tHe wAy tHaT mY cOusIn liKe tO tYpE iN... sOoo mA fAn.. hAhAHhHAaaA.... CMI! kekee... okie la.. she coming later.yuP... yeah!!! yup

dream

why snakes always come into my dream?

i got a dream today.. abt snakes again.. terrible.. always haf bad dreams on snakes. really suspect that i kill a whole lots of snakes in one of my previous yrs, n they cant do anything to me this yr. so they disturb me in my dreams.. hai.. okie here it goes...

i dreamt that i was out with my sis, to some jungle area or wat so ever la. den dunno how n dunno why, i fell into a very deep trap i guess. den is very very muddy in there. den i saw lots of snake. REALLY ALOT! den is so disgusting n scary la.. i'm really SCARED of snakes lor. den is like i was trying to move out of the place. but is so wet n muddy that it really makes it very hard for me to move. den i was moving ard in that area n seems like there is a way as in a "underpass" to somewhere. so trying to escape i went in deeper la.. den land up in a dead end, where there's a way out only if i m able to climb up la.. ya. den all i saw is snakes of all shape n size n all types de la.. they are like very fierce lor. trying to dunno scare me or get me or wat. den one of which in front of me is VERY BIG! only can see the head lor and really dunno where it ends. ya. den think i got hold of some. without me knowing why. den the rest of the snake ard me was very angry with me i think coz i killed their "frenz" den they were like wanna kill me la.. but somehow it seems like i m protected by something or they are block by a layer of glass or wat so ever i can see them clearly as they could too but yet they cant do anything to me lor.. den i think my sis come to my rescue n the place is drying up too den i think i escape le.. or wat la.. den move scene le. move to me "waking" up in my dreams telling my mum abt it. n she said maybe i m somehow or rather related to them ba.. i guess so too... duno la...
that's all abt my scary dreams which seems kinda adventurous here rather den scary. haha.. coz u cant see the scary reaction of the snake.

now abt today. ya.. tot KT will kill me.. but she turns out to be rather nice today. yup. den today had lots of lectures la.. maths chem n wat so ever. den cla. we had our cla lesson "outdoor" today. haha.. is like we wanna haf an early lesson so that we can end early today lor. went to look for our teacher but he was preparing notes so cant start early lor. but he still came earlier den normal in the end la. he told us that wed is our grad, by right we haf to go.. by left. he dunno. haha... but he say my fren YM n i muz go. tot wat happened. den he say coz i top in CLA n YM got the most improve in CLA. so we haf to go. haha.. so surprise. tot will be the china guy or the hong kong one get it.. maybe they are foreigner so they nv gif them. haha.. dunno la.. or they haf other top le? haha.. dunno la.. very happy le! kekekee. yeah!! more motivation to move on le!!!

wat m i gonna do??

hai.. really duno wat m i gonna do? today nv go sch coz i over slept. den today think like got alot of things happened la. hai... dunno la.. is like.. our gp teacher said those we got worse den a D7 will haf to go see her den might kena kick out by her. hai. den i damn sad lor.. is like i m one of them la.. den our maths teacher oso say twice that he is worried abt me. hai.. i noe this time my maths got a little problem la.. i juz nv study lor. i noe i can do or not de la.. i noe wat to do de lor.. den i oso dunno how to face him. think i quite bad to him la.. i din mean it but juz realise this wk those days that i nv go sch are the days with his period la.. i din notice that only when my fren told me den i noe lor... hai.. dunno la... really feel very pressurise by the teachers. i noe wat i m doin n i really did try to do sth abt it le.. dunno la.. hai... can i juz heck care abt all stuff.. really feel like escaping from this world. feel like escaping from everything. i noe this is not the way to do stuff.. but i really need sometime to myself n not being pressurise by all teachers. i duno. i noe they meant to be gd. i noe they haf gd intentions. but.. i really dunno wat to do... where m i now? at a place that i dunno where i m heading towards. i m really dunno doin wat. i suddenly feel like quiting sch n juz get into society to work. i noe this is not the way to deal with all this problems. but.. i'm really scared. i'm really dunno how to face all the teachers.. i muz mug now.. i really muz.. but.. i really feeling so damn down now.. how? who can help me? who can save me? m i really haf to face all this alone? i seems strong.. but i really feel that i m damn weak now.. im damn vulnerable now. really dunno wat now? in a maze? at the junction of a rd. i'm lost. anyone by my side? ALOT! but who really can help me? none i guess... i haf to face all things alone in the end still...

sad?? i dunno

hmm.. today i mean now i kinda down suddenly. liking a person is real sucky. is like u will be very much be affected by them. juz little act they can make u damn happy n oso coz of little act u will be very very sad. hai.. juz like now la!! hai....

yesterday coz of a little testimonial.. i was really damn happy lor.. tot i m the only one get a testi for him. den kinda expected that he will write for another ger la.. den din see coz she haven check her testi. den now.. hai.. coz of a little testi that i tot i only haf.. hai.. is like i noe she oso has one le la.. den now.. i sad sad liao.. kinda wu liao i noe.. but juz sad lor.. ya...

miss me???

hehee.. so long nv put in any entry le.. do u miss me? haha.. anyway.. coz of prelim i nv write entry for lots of days le.. sound like i m very hardworking huh? wrong!! juz that too tired n too busy to put in any. anyway.. i shall start.

on mid autumn festival that day went to wp's hse to eat den to play!! haha.. starting a bit awkward la.. coz like that stupid wy nv talk ar.. den late ar.. den this n that. den got that dog(jackie). it's cute la. ya.. fury de.. den like very nice to hug like dat. but ar. i scare la. so kinda stress to play at the beginning. den later we move to her hse rooftop! COOL.. haha.. we cna see lots of places n oso haf a "peaceul" time to play. no dog no parents. haha.den we light all the candles all the lantern n hang it ard. den we oso burn whole bundle of fireworks. haha.. powerful sia.. den whole thing stuck tog. hehee.. but that's cool la! kekee.. so long nv go out with guijin n wanping le. so very happy to see them. talk alot. ya... den plan to go home at abt 9 la.. den play until forget abt time le. end up we only go home n 9.45. reach.home kena scolded la.. as usual. ya.. kekkee...

den.. yesterday. friday. went out with letchimy n ai jia! MISS THEM SOO MUCH. hahaa.. they nv change lor.. really nv change at all. that let ar.. still as auntie as before. still as cheerful as chatty as before.. miss the gd old days. hehee.. den we talk alot of rubbish. gossip alot. talking who's attach who is still as irritatin as before n such lor.. kekeke.. so cool huh? kekekee... ya.. tt's abt all.. oh ya.. I GOT MY 6230 LE!! kekeke. so happy cool hp!! love it! =D

GARFIELD!!

went watch Garfield yesterday with mei hui n alan.. oh man.. SO FUNNY!! haha.. garfield is sooo cute lor!! chao funny n witty.. den lazy too.. but always li yong ppl.. haha..so bad!! but i like it!! ahhahaaa...

ya.. yesterday went raffles city.. den very funny... saw this guy.. CHAO GAY LOR!! he put on lipstick, mascara.. wah! everything that gers put on the face de lor.. still put hair band lor! CMI leh.. he sell perfume de.. GUYS de somemore.. which guy on earth of the right mind will wanna go n buy from him?? sure scare ppl off de!! hahhahaa...

hmm.. actually yesterday not watching garfield de.. is cinderella story or 13 goin on 30.. den in the end we decided to watch new police story.. BUT!! STUPID ALAN XU!! dun want la... make us walk from lido to cine to see whether got cinderella anot.. den dun haf la.. end up watching garfield..gd thing that it is NICE!! if not he DIE!! hahaa.. btw.. saw K in lido yesterday. last time crush him b4. now no more le la.. but ar.. dunno y.. see him still blush!! hahaha.. so funny!! lekekekeke ... k.. end... hehehe...

Down on LUCK!!!!

wat can be more SUAY?? went out yesterday.. waiting for my fren.. den walk ard see whether she reach le anot.. den this boy... oso dunno how he walk.. dunno is my fault of his fault.. den he kena trip n fall flat on the floor.. den his mum scolded him say he nv walk properly.. den i apologise n got him up... den feeling so guilty yet dunno wat to do.. juz walk away.. on the way back with my frenz saw that boy grandma i guess.. she pointing at me dunno say wat.. hai... feeling chao guilty lor.. den after that went into the mall.. was looking for my other fren waiting for us upstairs.. nv see the rd in front den knock into this old indian lady.. sian... den she chao bu shuang me la.. dunno wat she mumbling all in tamil.. hai.. all i can say is sorry... so sad...

TOdAY?? slpt very late last nite.. so hopin can slp a bit later.. den my mum EARLY in the morning go make mooncake.. those who know how to make mooncake will know u haf to knock that stupid mooncake out of that mould de... den is chao noisy lor.. den kena force to wake up unwillingly... sickening lor.. den ar.. nth to do.. juz woke up nv eat haf to help her prepare things for lunch de.. den ar.. juz now ar.. went to help my dad get the clothes down from the bamboo stick.. he was holding the clothes under his armpit n trying to get the bamboo stick up den i go get it.. he dunno how lost the bamboo in his hand n BOMB it landed on my shoulder den on the floor.. knock onto a little pail with some water.. n the water spilled on the floor..unknowingly... i almost slipped n fall... shiok HUH?

10 yrs

hai.. is ten yrs really that much... much to haf a generation gap?? it might for some ppl.. but i dun think it is for him.. anyway... hai.. always crush ppl i shld not crush.. hai... tot something might happen.. tot there might be a miracle.. but seems like not.. hai... he said he very scare ask gers out. coz they will misunderstand n he got one that tell him she like him n she scared the wits out of him... hai.. duno la.. juz realise he is really very gd to everyone n he will nv ever will like me de.. hai... who cares right? anyone of the right mind wun want me de.. so why bother go crush ppl n get myself so sad? actually not very sad la.. but.. kinda like disappointed.. den still haf to face him all the time... hai.... still haf to smile.. though it is not hard coz see him happy le.. but when haf the time. thoughts of him will appear.. den will start making me sad.. sad that we will haf no future.. sad that i fall for the wrong person again.. sad that.. hai... ten yrs... yeah.. i oso dun believe i soooo can take it... 10 yrs.. oh man.. take him as my BRO la.. dun think sooo much.. he is nice.. to EVERYONE n tt's gd!! yeah!!! great bro i haf here.. yeah!

I know crying dun help but tears juz rolled down...

hai.. today studied for chem... finally i m starting.. it's too late.. to late to start n too late to realise i haf to start... hai.. dunno la.. hai... juz feeling so vex now. wat the hell why are there exams? freaking idiot lor.. when most of the things that we studied in sch will not be in use when we go into the working society. so why the hell we haf to study? really so irritating n it's like not helpin us lor.. NOW u noe why S system sux n y S citizen juz cannot excel the way other ppl from other country do.. really juz cannot make it lor.. memorise.. wat else can the ppl here do? u noe y they cant think?? BECOZ they memorise too much!! base too much n rely too much on info from ppl who haf brain n come out with all those stuff TT's Y!!! tt's y we juz cant be sth more!!! we cant think ourselves.. we can only imitate. we can only improve on.. but NOT comin out with great new ideas...

really cmi!! ARGH!!!!!! sorry for all those i haf said which dun sound nice.. i m juz very irritated now.. very tired.. very sad.. very depress.. very.. hai... i noe i m at fault.. not studying is my fault.. starting late is my fault.. i noe i m finding excuses.. i noe i m wrong... hai...ppl always tot i m always sooo cheerful.. OH MAN.. u r wrong.. when i m DOWN.. tt means i m REALLY DOWN... so... ya... end!

Aaron's Bday Celebration In Advance!!!

*HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON!!!*

happy birthday to my dear di di.. he is turning 17th on the 13th of sept. hehee.. words to di.. muz grow up le ar.. haha.. cannot soo kiddish childish anymore. though u got times where u seems to be mature.. but kinda seldom huh? hahhaaa... anyway.. happy bday n may ur wish come true!

okie.. let see wat happened today.. went sch in the morning.. hmm.. this suppose to be on aaron's bday celebration.. so i shall skip all those lame stupid boring stuff that happened in the morning.. yup... we suppose to meet at 6.30 at orchard mrt.. den in the end.. all end up at the starbucks in paragon.. den i haf to go there all alone!! worst thing is that i m really an direction idiot in orchard lor.. is damn machiam crowded n cmi lor.. so i was like trying to get out of the underpass den so heng(lucky) lor... saw huining n shelia.. den they bring me to paragon.. actually they not gg de.. juz tt i met them den they know abt the ccelebration stuff den go there say happy bday only.. hehee.. after that left me there le.. hong an, peiyun lynnette, aaron n another ger.. dunno her name la.. was there le.. feel soo weird at first la. maybe too long nv see le.. den all one yr younger den me de.. den kinda... extra.. but in the end got beta.

we first were at starbucks slacking, den a while later they gg for food. actually wanna go restaurant. den in the end.. ALOT ppl.. i mean ALOT really ALOT.. den we move on the cathay den they go cartel eat lor.. THE FOOD DAMN EX!!! juz a drink coffee ice with some whipe(dunno how to spell la...) cream on it.. is $4.60 lo.. den di chao gd.. he treat all of us sia!!! charis came at this point of time...hahaa.. got a very nice seat.. SOFA!! nice nice but after sometime quite warm la.. coz the light there very hot de.. den the food waited for damn long.. after that..arif came.. got a banana split only.. haha.... dun think he eat sooo little.. it;s all becoz he ate pizza earlier.. kekee... den they start eating took alot of pics.. after that pei yun n lynette say go toilet.. actually is go buy cake la.. kinda last min but.. we still manage to get all things done k!! hehee.. den they took kinda long... den aaron was soo impatient la.. den almost gone lor... heng we manage to make him stay. den they came back.. got the cake.. sang bday song for him at CARTEL!! somemore is kinda LOUD!! den we are like the AA grp there.. haha.. den we make aaron lick out the tiny thingy that use to poke the candle in de.. den he make it like sooo disgusting lor!! he lick it.. den got a hole on the cake.. den it's.. yuckz!!! hahaa.. den got lots of photos on that.. hahaa...

after that we got a ger working there de to help us take pic... haha.. she is sooo cute!! her voice oso damn sweet!!! hahaa... den after she took we got so much cakes left so we gave some to her! den this fren of hong an they all came (ehz.. dunno his name! hahaa.. sorry boy!) gave him some too!! hehe..he reminds me of alphon. hehee

Next!! we went to take NEOPRINT!!! hehee. CMI lor.. that stupid machine so difficult to take pic de lor.. is like so damn tirin n hot!!! 7 of us squeeze in that tiny winy rm den with that stupid movable machine.. KILLING ME sia.. haha..den so sad.. got one pic is cant see me de.. sobz,.. hahaa... after that all go home le... ya...

went back wth lynette n charis.. really enjoyed today!! so cool! hope to haf more outings next time!! cool!! ZEAL ROX, AARON ROCK, PEI YUN ROX, HONG AN ROX, LYNETTE ROX, CHARIS ROX, ARIF ROX, I ROX.. HAHA.. ALL ROX.. HAHAA... (kk.. getting lame.. hehee)

our grp photo!! haha.. i look soo damn ugly inside!!! behind he ger is charis the guy is arif. front row from left to right... me, aaron(bday boy), hong an, lynette, pei yun 

hehee... he n his cake!! nice right?? haha..  

wow... see aaron soo lang bei! haha.a..but look at the smile!! hahaa 

*SWIMMING*

hehee.. today went swimming with ning ning.. wai ling suppose to come la. but in the end she slp like a "pig" (kidding ar...) den nv come. we went there,.. not alot of ppl.. swim a while.. dunno y.. today both of us like no mood to swim.. swim a while den sian diao le...but can tan la.. still alright! getting darker n darker le. hahaa.. so happy.. yesterday sulin see i become darker den say i become prettier le wor.. haha..*flying high*

ning ning finally see my new hair style le.. haha.. den she was like.. finally sees something real different.she say i everytime cut hair like nv cut like dat. this time can see a diff me le. haha.. but ar.. like dat next time no more surprises for them le. coz no more new thingy to cut le.. unless i cut till damn short. hahaa...

gui jin suppose to come my hse study today de lehz.. but her mum dun allow her coz dunno wat auntie wanna take stuff or will bring stuff to her.. duno la.. hahaa.. den nv come.. i knew i will slack if she nv come.. BINGO! i slacked le.. come back very tired den slp a while.. but slp from 1 till abt 3. hahaa.. tired lehz.. dunno y.. haha... duno how i go take my prelim with all this shitty attitude.. god bless me ar....

Surprise!!

I CUT HAIR LE!!


i cut hair le! hehe.. got my fringe short.. den my hair length oso much shorter le.. v shape layer. hehe... go jean yip cut de.. coz tian ying say there cut nice den not very ex. she said 20.. in the end is 28!!!! sian diao lor.. so broke now.. still owe her 30 bucks... dunno when den can return le.. den got to see her bf on the same day to.. oh.. all this happened on tues.. ya.. her bf oso cut his hair tt day.. nice nice too!!! hehee... his bf quite not bad la. ya.. they quite sweet too.. ppl even mistook them as husband n wife. hahaa... this happened in long john la.. we went there den something happened den they chao angry with that long john ger. hahaa... coz they ordered some food den the person chao attitude to them la.. den in the end still got the wrong food for her bf.. den they very bu shuang den tot of all funny ways to complain n stuff.. hahaa...

today sulin come my hse!! haha.. she came here to do her chi stuff la.. den do quite long.. suppose to reach here at abt 10.30 but den end up here at abt 12+ haha.. nvm la.. den ar.. that ger ar.. dunno where my hse is.. den in the end.. call me den as me look down. lame right? haha.. den tot she noe le den will come up.. wait wait wait den not up yet.. feeling weird weird de.. tot she lost her way again.. den in the end is she was playing that playground with wen li down stairs. dotx right? she say wenli nv play that see-saw b4.. diao right? no childhood ar.. hahaa.... after she complete her work den we went online see see look look.. den see wenli's blog n stuff.. den after that we change blogskin.. today found quite a few nice nice de...tt's y i changed mine!! hahaa... yeah!! =D nice nice got star de!! kekee... wahhahaa..

Sulin rocks my socks off!!

I like LOVE miaoting!!


Thank you *hugs

Love truckloads of pink elephants and yellow moomoo cows,
Sulin and Wenli
9th Sept 04

MAKING CRYSTAL BUN

MAKING OF CRYSTAL BUN

hehehee... i made crystal bun today!!whahaa.. so nice!! so damn nice!! wahhahaa... taste gd look gd n is MY FIRST TIME!! whahahaha.. mummy oso very happy coz it is nice! hahaa... basically today i woke up at abt 10am den all i do today is crystal bun. den do house hold chores den nth else lor.. basically juz a house wife life today! hahaa... okie end!

FIGHT!

FIGHT!!!

heard abt an inccident not long ago.. abt a fight... not really a fight la.. but someone almost get into a fight not long ago in our sch... one of them is a jc1 n another jc2. the jc2 guy very cunning lor.. wanna make that jc1 de fight den in the end he not planning to fight back lor.. juz wanna get injured den go report n make the jc1 de suffer lor.. SO BAD!!! gd thing is that jc1 de not that stupid.. n is cool enuff not to get into hot soup. if not.. dunno wat will happen to him ar!!!

NO MOOD!!!

now chao not in the mood.. hai.. thinking of something.. hai.. why is there "fan nao" on earth?? make me think think think so much in the end.. the more i think the worst it gets... so dotx.. no mood to write le.. hai...

death

-dEaTh-

hmm... yesterday was a busy day. my dad nv go work coz he got slight sore eyes... see he keep using tissue to clean his eye see liao oso xin tong.. haiyo.. mummy sick he sore eye.. wat more can there be?? suddenly realise they really getting old n all sorts of stupid stuff coming up le.. hai.. scared scared.. recently dunno is coz of wat.. keep thinking wat will happen to me if one day daddy mummy leave me... hai.. damn sad.. jzu think of it will make me cry lor... really lehz.. is like dunno lehz.... we are sooo close n such a cozy sweet family n if one day... something happened... think i really really will cry non stop lor.. really dunno how those ppl who had lost their love ones able to settle down their feeling n get on with life. DADDY MUMMY I LOVE U!!!!

anyway... i suppose to meet alan xu to go get pressie for mr chan den go sch to gif the presents de.. den in the end.. hehee.. not feeling well la.. den kinda dun feel like gg anymore but cannot la.. den in the end change the time from 11 to 4pm. in the end oso nv go sch la... juz get pressie only. BTW... i can eat M&M lehz!! can eat mac ice cream lehz!! wah!! suddenly realise sooo many things can eat de i oso duno... haha.. sooo damn happy lor! hahaa... ok.. back to topic... we got a tea set for him ya.. den went back home. eat den went for a funeral le.. sad... hai... y muz there be death???

anyway, i went to meet meihui straight after i reach the funeral area coz she got sth wanna gif me ma.. so went sr area n meet her lor.. actually haf to bring her stuff to her de.. in the end i forgot! blur queen here! saw her le.. very very happy! hehee... she got us alot of perfume n stuff.. n gave me a very very long letter.. see le oso happy the card got nice nice smell somemore! kekee... miss ya ger! come to think of it.. those who very close to me in my jc1 yr all left me le.. only left with alan now.. hai... sad sad... first is stephanie... once very close to her.. she is really very poorthing de lor.. haf to face soo many things n she takes things soo seriously n nv let go of the past. see her like suffering den dunno la.. suddenly change to another person n very hostile to us. from there.. our frenship juz end... Next is sulin.. hai.. she kena retain last yr.. den starting still got keep in contact den now she got her new frens new classmates somemore our lessons breaks n stuff at diff timing... very hard to haf time sit down n really haf a gd heart to heart talk. actually got alot to share with her de.. but when see her oso dunno start from where.. kinda sad too... Third one is mei hui... she too stress le la.. hai.. see her suffer like dat oso very sad for her. haf to face the sch's pressure, family prob, sch work.. worst still haf such a "gd" ct.. hai.. poor ger ger.. due to all factors.. she leave sch le.. though coming back for exams la.. but yet.. she now in working society le.. den she very busy lor.. work everyday de.. wanna meet her out oso dunno when le.. hai..... now our one big grp only left the 2 pathetic souls... hai... hai....MISS YA GERS..

back to topic.. today wake up early early to go sch n gif the teachers their pressie den come back home le.. din do much la.. reach home grab a bk den start readin it. quite nice la.. romance story again lor.. den quite cute de la.. the ger very pinkie de.. reminds me of sulin n mei hui. haha.. den after that had mian xian as lunch. din eat much. dunno y recently everytime see food den full le.. after the meal den starts to feel hungry again.. stupid stomach!

OH MAN!!

OH MAN!!!

oh man.. my mum still sick lor.. not fully recovered when she finished her medicine le lor.. so poorthing lor.. see her like dat i oso heartache. but think much beta den the first few days le.. now at least she is eating more le... kekee.. see le oso happier le! =D

den i dunno is i went swimming got in the hot sun for too long or taking care of my mum n kena her sickness... i kena fever yesterday lor... IT IS STH REAL BAD. y? i had my prelim practical for my chem yesterday lor.. den is like juz b4 i go in den i realise i running a fever lor.. quite high somemore lehz.. den really CMI lor.. hai... den ar.. question one i died le. that VA ar.. hey say need to add dil H2SO4 den i dun see that they provide that ma.. den use the one on the bench de. den ar... till i do the last question den i realise they got provide lor... conc different lor.. dunno will die anot.. hai... worst still is i cannot finish the whole paper lor.. wanna use other parts to boost the marks oso cannot.. sian diao lehz...

today... damn funny lor.. go alan's hse to watch the se nu lang. coz yesterday not feeling well so slept early n ask him help me tape. after that we went compass point haf lunch n saw xiu qin. first time see her husband. haha.. heard that he last time from sr too.. haha.. but is soo many years back le. anyway, after that went to look for present for teachers coz teachers day coming ma... den actually wanna go IKEA de... den we waited at the taxi stand area for the bus.. den in the end ar... waited for 2 LONG hours.. no bus come... den realise no more service le!!! wat the lor... hai.... waste my time.. in the juz get all the pressie from compass point n hougang mall... after that went back sr to band. learnt a little of how to play a clarinet la.. den remember a few fingerings for a few notes le la.. hehee... den gave mr tan his pressie... he say he very touched. kekee... after that came home rest a while den go rong si's house for a gathering.. came out with soo many lame ideas n all.. den talking abt gg abroad n stuff.. hope really can one day go somewhere where need to travel by plane de... nv take plane b4... wanna TRY!!! kekee...

Mummy is SICK!!!

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this few days nv write anything le.. coz my mummy is sick!! kinda serious wor... coz she got fever den is up down up down de... very scary. den got cough. flu.. like everything all tog.. soo poor thing. see her slp all day... see le oso xin tong... but now BETA le!! yeah!! hahaaa... dun remember much too many days ago de.. shall write from yesterday la...

yesterday mummy still go work when she dun feel gd. coz she say if she dun go den he work load will increase the next time she go. see she suffer till like dat, i told her i'll cook porridge for her for dinner. den i went market to get vege, bean curd. ya... on the way i saw my neighbour. she tot i went to get lunch or wat. den i said i came to get vege n bean curd, den she kena shock lor.. dunno wat so shocking.. maybe she dun expect me to go market ba... hahaa.... make me feel a little auntie suddenly... kekee.... got back home... ate my lunch den rest a while. do all my hse hold chores den cook dinner. daddy come back quite happy. haha.. mummy oso quite xin wei. after that tog with daddy we manage to persuade mummy to see dr! yeah!! finally she go see dr le!!! den she will recover faster....

today... early morning.. actually not very early la.. 8am. woke up den went market again...this time is hougang green area de.. den ar.. last time went there with mummy to buy vege got ppl call me auntie lor!!! den i chao buay song.. today i was like thinking.. beta dun haf anyone call me auntie if not i wun buy from them... wahhahahaa.. indeed no one call me auntie.. one uncle call me xiao mei! hahahaa..... prove that i dun haf auntie look le!! hahaa.. cool! den after that went swimming with huining.. that sotong yang ar... really blur lor.. we gg swimming den she brought everything except her swim suit. den in the end late coz she went back to take. den in the pool ar.. all guys sia... still got abt 5-6 starfish at the side suntanning... sian diao k... can u imagine whole pool all guys only huining n i are gers? wah!! damn pai seh... den we came back at abt 1++ ate maggie mee den she go back sch to study le... kekee.... for me? come online n get all this down! heheehehe....

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bad tummy!

BAD tummy

hmm.. got 3 days nv write in le.. hai.. had bad stomach problem.. so cant be help. went to toilet almost 5-6 times per day. only got beta yesterday n i guess.. i'm fine now...

thursday:

woke up on time.. went sch sharp at 7am. BUT hai.. stomach ache. den i haf to stop half way to get to some nearest toilet. in the end... i ran to a mac with a sign board "we are closed". coz while i'm running towards that mac i saw an auntie came out ma.. so i juz heck everything ran in n yesh! haha.. in the end.. when i came out, i heard the workers inside was like saying.. someone came in is it? den the guy reply.. no only one came in for toilet. den when i walk out. he was like starin at me. den i got sooo pai seh juz rush off. haha... stupid right? after that went sch. had a bad day lor. suffering in pain... having lessons.. ya la.. den nth much. juz rush home after sch n haf my gd rest.

friday:

my stomach din get any beta so nv go sch. at home kinda rotting.. din do anything much la.. hai.. prelim coming n yet i dun haf much feeling for it.. dunno wat happen to me la. how to get myself motivated? dunno...

saturday:

wake up at abt 10. watch cartoons. den realise that liu xing hua yuan part one is showing from 12 to 2. hahaa.. den so happy.. had a great time luffing at that stupid zi nue kuang dao ming si. hehe.e... after that went back for band see see look look.. cool! haha.. seems like band rm look so pack. but still got alot nv go la.. zheng qiang jia hao jing hong n alan went back too. hahaa.. bu yue er tong.. went there wrote a compo. listen to their choice piece jericho.. not bad.. nice one.. a song abt war. the hard times the suffering the actual war n lastly the victory.. den after that kerui,sijun,yongjun,weizhen,poohee,alan n ME!! haha..we went HM for dinner. finally ate something decent after 2 days. hahaa.. den watched the table tennis match there. kinda disappointed that she nv win but still proud of her la. she ROX! kekee....

two days...

ok.. two days nv write in anything le.. let's see wat i had done for the past 2 days...

tuesday:

went sch( of course! ) was kinda early. very long nv reach sch at 715 le.. haha.. normally reach the gate right at the dot de nv kena late coming. hehee.. den had a chem lecture by mr ong! he is gd! really lor... only gd chem teacher in our sch lor.. the rest cmi de. den is our maths lecture. is the last lecture of our life in jc le!! haha.. coz they juz finished our syllabus yesterday!! hehee.. yesh!!! haha.... hmm.., but on this day had a very irritating test. on biochemistry. the topic very big lor.. den alot!! alot to study. den we haf to memorise alot of new terms new thingy. so all look very dead on tue. for me... dunno y... no matter how i think how i memorise how i read, nth can go in. hai.. so kinda fruastrated with myself. doze of in mr ng's lesson. kinda guilty la... he very nice lor.. whole class only got 5 of us. sure can see de. but he juz let me haf my dream. he is really a great guy! den took our test. not very easy lor.. yet.. if really got study n get all things into the brain is can do de la.. got a few mistake here n there.. still.. it's ok la.. dunno result yet. haha..
went home den kinda slpy.. got a call from jian hong.. dunno y juz dunno wat to talk to him abt. hai.. really feel bad for him lor.. but.. i really can feel nth... hai.. dunno la..

wed:
only had 4 lessons. so nth much. after that alan n i sneak to hougang mall n had our lunch. yum.. hehee.. den had a biochem lesson.. givin ans to the test we took on tues. dun dare to see my paper. haha.a.. after that we go YUAN MAO GUAN!! nice lehz! haha.. though kinda scary at first lor... really kinda scary! haha.. coz ar.. the staircase leadin to the second n third level realy kinda eerie la.. den very dark lor.. machiam lor.. can't see properly de. den after that got use to the atmosphere le den beta le. so walked ard n see alot of stuff.. those old stuff like the chairs the bowl the wok the charcoal way of cooking the toilets n all... den the rms that they use to live in is soooo small... only enuff place to slp lor.. nth else. poorthing lor... had a great time there. learnt alot!! yeah!!
came back home. BOMB! slept till 7+ den wake up! haha.. dunno y la.. juz so very tired. my mum oso said that. oso dunno y. hai.. k la.. think i really need to slp le.. come in again next time to write more! =D

SO WAT!!!

early in the mornin first thing i do is great my fren a smile. den wat happen next? when i told him that i m not in sch coz i m sick of those test n stuff.. next time he say is that i m hiding from reality. escaping from wat i suppose to face. saying that i m not sensible enuff.. sayin that i m not doin the right thing! SO WAT! i noe wat i m doin i noe wat i m gg thru i noe wat is there in front of me i noe i m too slack i noe i m bad i noe!!! i noe everything! gg thru this 2 yrs really isn't easy for me! who noes it? no one!!! everyday i go sch with a smile. everytime i seems so heck care abt everything. wat for?? juz to let myself haf a beta life. juz to cheer up ppl who are gg thru same fate as me!! juz dun wanna look dead when inside me nth is alive.

juz by skipping a day, missing 3 tests, i m already listed as a person who is not sensible. wahhaaahaa... how nice! my mum din even dare to say anything like this to me! he is juz someone whom dun really noe me, almost like a stranger. all he does is to assume that i m not sensible. i m too ren xin. oh.. that;s sooo fair to me. haf i nv put in any hard work? u can simply say yes! but is tt a fact! i myself noe it!

wat a day to be pissed of by someone unknow personel when i great him warmly. is it really that hao xin mei hao bao? thanks boy. thank u to let me see that i m juz a no sensible person whom is still far from growing up. thanks!!!!!

testing...

juz wanna test whether this is something new. keke.e.. testing one 2 three...

sunday!!

wah!! sian diao.. acutally wrote one le lor!! but all juz gone!!! pls dun kill me this time round.. maybe coz got some political stuff inside the bloggers dun dare to post so say got error. haiya.. waste my effort.

k la... shall start all over again. this morning got my family to go joggin in punggol park!! hee... healthy start of the day which lead to a slpy day! hahaa... anyway... not bad lehz.. jog abt 2 n a half rounds of punggol park. hehe.. drag my dad along n he jog n walk for abt 1n a half rd. mummy not feelin tat well so she walk abt 1++ rd lor.. piggy sis.. jog abt 2 rds but came much later den us. slp like a log.. hahaa...

den we went for our break fast!! hahaa.. ROTI PRATA!! but ar.. suay sia... the 2 in front of me ar.. one ordered 20 the other ordered 10. wait till i really pek chek sia.. but no choice la.. for ROTI PRATA... i will wait!! hahaa.. though is kinda unhealthy food la.. but yet.. once in a long long while ma.. hehee.. when i got back with my pratas ar... haiyo... all finish their food le lor.. dun care them i slowly xiang shou my meal! hahaaa

after that came back home help my mummy wash n hang clothes! hehee... had a tough fight with the wind n the bamboo stick! scary sia... i live at 13th level lehz.. wat if... i accidentally... i wun suffer lor.. the "lucky" one will lor.. so i struggled for 30 min n PHEW! got all out in the sun dancing in the wind!! kekee...

had a nap.. but it rained n that thunder scare me lor.. woke me up at abt 4!! hehe.. oso time to wake up le la.. still haf to sweep floor n mop floor b4 my parents is back. kekee.. den happen to catch the last part of ndp. the previous PM GOh part ar.. so touching lor.. really think he is gd!! yeah!!! salute!

tml got 3 tests lor!!! all the teacher can thinking of b4 our sch day end is tests n tests n more TESTS!!! it is really sth that can kill k!! Turning Exhausted Students To Skulls!!! that's wat tests really are!! so i m not gg to become a skull so soon!!! TML is a OFF day for me!!! muz study for tuesday's biochem lor... it is really tough topic k? especially when i haf no bio backgrd. really killing me!! that indian guy can he do sth??? u see.. this stupid system only train us to become a copying machine. memorise more n more. tt's all... they tot this can bring us far??? wanna fight with CHINA with this??? WAIT LONG LONG!! it is only killing all the creative minds lor.. all those info oso will hinder pure creative minds in coming out with great new ideas n logics n theories. see... like einstine(hope i spell correctly) he dun study at all!! but he is a genius. a scientist!! most scientist seems to be idiots when they are young n not sent to sch!! that's the Greatest Factor that contributes to their success sia!!!

sunday!!

today is a healthy day!! haha... drag my family to punggol park to jog! heehee.. den my daddy walk walk jog jog.. like very onz but ar.. only 1 rd den stop le.. my mummy not feelin too gd. den she juz walk lor.. that piggy sis... she slp till like a log. so she went later den us. yeah! i jog thruout wor!! hahaa.. abt 2 n a half rds. not alot la.. but coz daddy mummy all stop le.. den no one cont with me.. den i stop oso lor!! kekee..

went for breakfast after that! ate ROTI PRATA!! haha.. kinda waste all the effort of joggin la.. haha.. but long long time eat once.. nvm la. but ar!! CMI sia.. coz ar.. i line up till sooo long lor.. kinda suay lor.. the 2 b4 me ar.. one ask for 20 the other ask for 10.. wah!! den i haf to wait n wait n wait... almost feel like gg le lor.. when i go back ar... all finish their food le lor!! so sad case lor.... but still had my ROTI PRATA!! hehee...

after that came back home. wash clothes hang clothes. scary sia!!! i trying to get the bamboo stick out ar.. den ar.. wah!!! sooo damn scary... scared i will drop it lor.. i will nt feel anything but wat if got ppl down there? oh man.. after abt 30min of a war between me the wind n the bamboo stick. finally got all the clothes out in the sun!! kekee...

after a long tiring morning.. i went for a nap. that stupid thunder ar.. scare me sia.. spoil my wonderful nap. haha.. but oso time for me to get up le la.. haven do other hse hold chores ar... hahaa...

this few days... keep thinking of sth.. thinking n thinking n thinking.. but yet... dun think got any use la.. wun help the situation too.. haha.a.. so i shall juz stay happy!!

tml got 3 TESTS~ i dun wanna go sch le lor. not coz got 3 tests. is coz tue got biochem test!! siao one lor.. really mad man.. test after test after more tests. tot wat? we are machines for answering test ar? brains are created to think not to memorise. no wonder singapore kids dun haf a creative brains. coz we are force to use up space in our brain to memorise. den all the info inside will juz block the nerves to connect with the creative side of the brain. killing our creative mind indirectly lor.. really shld change the system ar.. but i dun think that indian can do anything much to help... ever since he got that post ar... opps.. shall stop here.. cannot say too much.. if not i kena sue den die.. xin guan shang ren san ba huo... muz beware!!!

my HP is BACK!!!

hahaa... wat a joke. wrote abt one para of stuff n accidentally del it myself!! wat the.. anyway.. shall summarise that. my HP is back. juz like wat my title is.. got back my hp le. coz my sis hp is ok le. den she can haf hers back n i can haf mine back!! keke.e. not that her hp is lousy n mine is not. in fact mine is the most LKK of all. 3315... but still my hp is my hp.. got feeling k?? hahaa.. ya..

morning went swimming with huining at abt 830. yeah. but in the end nv swim lor. coz huining accidentally kick water onto someone's face den she chao guilty den dun dare to swim le.. den we juz soak in water n chat chat. oso trying to be darker in complexion. hehee.. den after that i went back home

cooked lunch today. porridge, bean curd, bittergourd n cucumber with egg. simple stuff la.. hehee.. but not bad wor.. coz i cook de. hahaa.. still can eat la. hehe... after that watch mi tao nu hai.. so sweet lor.. last episode. xiao tao soo xin fu.. they so sweet n loving.. when can that day come to my life?? haha.. wait long long oso wun haf! hahaa...

went to slp a while.. abt an hour or 2. den help my mum dye her hair.. see mummy got so many white hair le.. time really flies... really so scare to see my parents getting older n older... hai.. really dunno wat will happen to me if sth happen to them. really dunno how to survive life without them... *touch wood* they will life longer den 120! yeah!! they can make it! got faith in them! yeah!

after i had my dinner watched yi tian tu long ji! not bad wor!! haha... nice nice! like it lehz.... den after that my cousin come le.. she told me she got a BF le wor!! hahaa.... congrats ger!!! hope that they will last for ever n ever... n he will treat her nice nice! yeah! gd gd.. ppl ard me found their xin fu le.. first is my AS den now is cousin. oh... my fren too... ya... so happy for them. you qing ren zhong cheng juan shu.. =D

FRIDAY THE 13TH!!

wah!! wat a day today lor.. start off quite smoothly like every other days. happen not to be late n got to class. den start with chem lesson... all that teacher announce is test test n more test!!! sian. den is maths lecture. today that teacher come walk in walk out. soo tired lor.. doze off n got caught. though he din do much to me juz woke me up. yet. kena spotted 2 times!!!
here comes GP. most scary teacher. had a test. last min one. den did it n all.. day still quite alright. after that had a presentation. tot will be died by then.. but she today very nice to us wor.. so still survive well.. tot my friday the 13th can end safely. BUT!!! hai... y there is this word but on earth!!!!
my sis came home. den she suddenly ask me whether pen ink can be washed off when i was bathing. all i tot was that she got her pen ink on her clothes. so i juz say no. nth can be done to get rid of that. guess wat!! she actually take her HP go under the TAP WATER n WASH the CASE coz it got pen ink!!! how stupid can a 23 adult get?????? i noe i m bad to say that! BUT!!! she actually make a din at 12 am n sayin tat why this why dat wanna go repair wanna get new phone den i scare daddy noe that so wanna help her get the fone repaired. den DAD came in.. SHE actually juz told him that her hp SPOIL!! my dad will explode lor.. den all i can do is juz to say the phone is ok n such will be fine n all. den she say wat she need the hp badly la say wat we will need to contact her la. etc. den wat i can do? LEND HER MY HP la.. hai... a bit the bu gan bu yuan.(all against my will) but juz hope that if she stops talking abt her hp dad will not be mad n everything will juz seems as if it is settled. ya!
hai.. now.. her hp spoil i haf no hp use. den i haf to suffer for 2 wks... for her to get her salary.. buy a new cool hp.. den get back my old patheric 3315!!! sobz.. kinda bu gan yuan... but wat can i do??? hai... thanks to fri the 13th!!! bless me.. hope that this can be a blessin in disguise!

boring day

today nth much la. woke up late. haha.. den decided to go sch during break. did my CLA work only this morning den go straight to sch at abt 8.35am. read some stuff that i've read b4 n printed it our coz i like it alot. abt the tree the leaf n the wind one. chi thingy. like that story alot. ya... it's abt a ger(leaf) n 2 guys (tree n the wind). leaf like tree n tree like leaf too.. but he took her for granted n tot that she will always stay by him no matter wat. so he went on with his life got abt 5 gfs n such. leaf din gif up on him n waited for 3 yrs. den this wind came along n see her suffering in silence. it; a love at first sight for him den he decided to woo her. in the end, he won her heart after thousands of confession. tree realise it is too late for him n there come this sentence which i like alot. "ye zi de li qu, shi yin wei fen zai chui, hai shi yin wei shu mei you wan liu" translate directly is that "the leaf left the tree is becoz of the wind that blows or becoz that the tree nv try to retain it." reach sch at almost 9.15 which is the time for my next lesson! hahaa.. went for maths. den more maths. first is lecture den tutorial. clear my doubts a little. den CLA!!! hahaa...

we had to do some setting question stuff den alan xu went to copy from past papers n alevel question. kena shoot till he almost died. hahaa...den got one question that mr chan shoot till like really cmi one ar.. another fren oso set the SAME thingy lor. funny sia.. den me n the other ger huijing set the same first question. hahaa... great minds think alike! hahaa... din haf time to complete all my quest. more to be shot tml. anyway, ya... den during maths tutorial... alan was saying... someone very long nv come sch le.. sounds kinda like miss her la.. (suppose to be someone we dun really like.) den during CLA lesson she CAME!! haha.. alan's thought of her brought her back! hahaa....

den after that suppose to haf a maths test den a chem lect. extra ones la.. den i actually had to go la.. but i din went. hahaa.. y? lazy la.. no mood. hahaa.. went heartland with alan to get his stuff in the end got nth. haha.. den went home.

juz watched Singapore idol! haha.. that banana man soo funny. lame lor.. ring ring ring~~ banana call.. hahaa... den soo act cute. hahaa.. funny la.. can be next william hung. but at least he cover his face la.. not as disgusting as willum hung. rather to see that watermelon head with banana on top den to see his face. hahaa... opps.. i so bad! hahaa...

happy Tree Frenz

today is a HOLIDAY!! den alan n meihui came my hse!! haha.. so happy. ya... anyway, den we walk down to ntuc to help my mum get something den came back n haf our lunch!! haha. nothing great la.. not any feast. juz simple food. den chat alot. daddy soo BHB den we luff till really no energy to do anything else. ya...

den we went online see see look look. meihui see until nth to see den sian liao. den she went to this web which is happy tree frenz thingy. oh man! that is a web that looks like for kids BUT remember it is a BUT it is not!!!! PLS dun let ur kids or whoever that is under 12 to watch it!! SOoooo violent!!! starting i still can take it.. den ar.. really getting really soo violent sia.. i really cant take it. din noe i soooo weak emotionally.. hai.. ya... i cried. it's like juz so cruel lor. seeing all those cute little character juz kena killed in all sorts of ways. wat kena cut by shaver la. den dunno wat cut into half by a bad magician la. den open n see all the intestines all inside. den wat car crush la. den dunno wat shaver put in mouth la.. all sorts la!!! juz sooooooo cannot take it. dunno la.. but i really juz can't imagine that. hai.. hope no kids are watching that. really dunno wat they will think. if this continues ar... ppl will juz think that being killed is something to laugh
abt n not a serious matter le lor. REALLY NOT HEALTHY!!! so.. dun watch!!

den we played cards. den more cards! haha.. poker uno this n that. den slack den came up with more stupid card games!! den they went home le. ya...

den we were talking n such den my mum was so call telling my sis some manners stuff n such. she really tis ear in that ear out one lehz!! hate her lor.. mummy was like talking to her n she can juz walk off without feeling that she is being very RUDE to mum lor!! wat the man.. really hate her la!! cant she juz be beta to mummy. she really hor... sometimes like sooo gd soo caring soo filial n all. but ar.. sometimes really very attitude lor. very RUDE too. dun understand y my mum still can haf such patience on her! mum is really very gd to her lor. hope she really can understand this n be nice to mum lor. really hope that i can go out n work NOW! den i dun haf to take her money den i can haf more say! so wat if she is elder den me!!! i heck lor! machiam she is WRONG! so i haf to right to correct her!!!!

BBQ!!!! With the SKY!!

hahaa...thinking wat is BBQ with the SKY right? haha... those shld noe will noe... it stands for Seng Kang Youth. U dunno? den too bad. i wun further elaborate on that! hahaa...

ok... today is a COOL n FUN day!! everything starts from 10.15. why is that so? coz i only wake up at 10.15. haha.. suppose to meet RK,RQ,YS,YR they all at RK's hse to do all the preparation of the food and stuff at 10.30 hahaa.. n ya.. I M LATE! haha.. but guess wat? i m not the latest! by the time YS n YR reach there ar... we had done all the stuff n slacking down there le. hahaa... den went to buy D batt at rivervale plazza or wat so ever. Met XH on the way so we went tog. den oso went to get ICE!! haha.. but in the end.. that CMI 7-11 dun haf!! NTUC oso DUN haf.. so haf to go all the way to the petrol station to get. next up we slack quite some time at RK's house den start our journey to EAST COAST!!! my fav place! hahaa....

when we reach there first thing we do is to fly layang layang!! wat is that? KITE!! haha... first time fly the kite successfully wor... ehz... k la.. not that successful afterall la... coz our shifu is RS ma... hahaa... k la.. he can fly it real high la not us la...but still we did get it up a while here n there coz it's so very windy today. cool flying kite wor. muz really succeed the next time! haha... den after that had some games. haha... RS kena sabo alot of times den that WR blur blur de. hahaa... oso kena sabo. dunno my name is too easy to remember or wat. all oso call my name. but that really warm all up! haha.. cool game! den after that had a dog n bone game. haha.. RS so laggy lor.. really very WOLS. haha... some cunning ppl like YS hahaa.. can get the "bone" real fast!

den.. here come our FEAST. hahaa.. had some food here n there. den din eat le. haha.. maybe play too much dun wanna too much food. ya. den after that we went slack here n there taught XH how to blade when actually i not very gd coz very long nv play le. hahaa.. ya. den she got a little of it. den we go ard kpo here n there. play eat play eat. den soon nite time! haha.. they wanted to go further down to see the fireworks. den actually wanna go with them at the start. dne this n that n some things here n there. in the end too tired to go le. den sit at the beach there chit chat with YH n RS. den RS kena me suan till nth to say. kekee... sorry la.. but that real fun! hahaa.... see alot of stars. soo cool soo nice! first time see singapore can haf sooo many stars n the sky. went to count! haha... got 42 that can be seen n i able to count one! hahaa...

den as the time get later, the sky get darker... we start to think of something cool... GHOST STORIES. haha... den 8 of us squeeze in one tent n start talking abt ghost stories.. not very scary la.. atmosphere not there. haha.. too bright too noisy le. hahaa... but got to noe sth abt J8 from YH. haha... eerie stuff... hahaa...

All the above are the great parts... sth not so gd happened too la.. hai.. i lost my 10 bucks!!! oh man... so sad k!!!! den got a few bruises here n there... dunno get from where one oso.. haha.. one at the wrist area, one near the knee abt 2 on the knee. hahaa... but still dun care la.. worth it!! coz i got more frenz now!!! whahahaaa

soon... it's time to go home... sobz.. really dun feel like gg home lor.. first time i feel sooo close to them. really is the first time. really hope that this kinda relationship can last! really... yeah!!!! hahaa.. SKY ROX!

to all the SKY member: if u all happen to read my blog. haha.. yeah! SKY ROX hahaa.. ya.. n we are the SKY so we ROX. ahha.. k... lame la. but sincerely i really enjoyed ALOT today n really had fun with u guys. know alot of stuff that i din use to noe. n noe another side of alot of ppl la... ya... juz realise that after all ppl in FT are not all soo guai so quiet n so no fun one. hahaa.. learn alot, play alot, n really got alot of deep feelings inside too!!! Special thanks to A, B, C... haha. who are andy(RK), bernard(RS), carol(RQ),(NOTE: they are not sis n bro, only RS n RK is bros, but they happen to haf sth either in sequence or in common) to Joash(YS), YR, XH,QM and many more who make this BBQ a success. looking forward to more gatherings either in this form or others i all dun mind. yeah! see u guys soon!! take care!!! may god bless u! (^.^)

note: actually got many more too say ... a lot of feeling is really cannot be typed out. juz all i can type. THANKS!!! btw, HAPPY NATIONAL DAY! HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE!!!!

Phew!

Hahahaahaa.... Y i sooo happy? Coz today KT not in sch!! Hence, we dun haf to present the GP thingy TODAY! hahaa.... those who pon sch juz to miss it? too bad haf to try again next time le! hahaa... i'm so luckY!!! our last min thingy can be improved and come out with something beta le! hope the others can come help help n do something beta than this ar.
today heard that something happened to S. though we kinda enemy this yr but yet dun really feel gd to hear abt this. told Janice n Jo abt it. hope that they can go see her n console her or acc her. but dunno is it a gd move or not.. shld go ask Mr Chan for advice tml. hm... hope she will be fine soon. rather to see her fine n quarrel with her in sch den can;t see her n dunno wat happened to her. hmmm... sr this yr really alot of thingy happening... ever since that accident at the rd outside sr till now.. hai... even got fighting case. nv seen in my entire life sia... hope things will turn out well n hope that PI JI really can TAI LAI ( note: pi3 ji2 tai4 lai2 is chi words meaning after sooo many bad things or unlucky things or wat so ever not to gd things happened, great happiness best luck and all will follow)

GP presentation!!!

Hai... I'm now in sch! Juz completed my GP presentation's handout! SOooo sickening. One kena gastric last, one dunno where the H*** he is. Now? Only left me n the other pathetic soul to do it! Really dunno wat to do lor. Machiam as if we take econs lor. Trade is they say wanna do one lor.. in the end? This two econs idiot have to face that tigeress to do it. That KT is sick today lor. All i wish is that she can juz stay at home to rest n not come n suffer from our lousy presentation lor! hai.. really kinda fedup. Let's see wat will happen next n i shall share the details later at nite.

4/8/04

today is a boring day!!! hmmm by right this post shld come before the previous entry but that one is a happier one la. so write that first. kekee....
hmmm early in the morning kena kick out of gp lecture. why? coz we haf the wrong lecture notes la! suppose to be lecture 10 we haf the notes for lecture 11. stupid k? den that KT nv tell us properly. but guess what? we are not the only one! haha... almost half of the LT was out! haha.a. lame la... but oso gd la. den we can do all the presentation stuff during that period den today wun be sooo stress... but tml siong lehz. 3 period of gp of which 2 is a makeup n den ar.... haf to do presentations lor! sick lehz.. that KT ask us do sooo many presentation den is damn stress lor.. see other class sooo relax so gd lor! will like her ALOT more if she dun gif those presentation stuff lor. so wat the lehz.... hai...
after that stupid gp lecture den maths lecture den maths lesson den cla den nth!! haha... wait for chem test den after test is BAND!! haha.. really suddenly like soo pro band when last yr i was sooo attitude towards this band! haha... can't imagine that.. bet the ppl then hate me alot! hahaa... think they will be think.. this ger ar... soo attitude.. soo arrogant, still play till this lousy standard... CMI ar. hahaa....
anyway.. haf to go do GP PRESENTATION le!!! sian.. off i go~~~