wat m i gonna do??

hai.. really duno wat m i gonna do? today nv go sch coz i over slept. den today think like got alot of things happened la. hai... dunno la.. is like.. our gp teacher said those we got worse den a D7 will haf to go see her den might kena kick out by her. hai. den i damn sad lor.. is like i m one of them la.. den our maths teacher oso say twice that he is worried abt me. hai.. i noe this time my maths got a little problem la.. i juz nv study lor. i noe i can do or not de la.. i noe wat to do de lor.. den i oso dunno how to face him. think i quite bad to him la.. i din mean it but juz realise this wk those days that i nv go sch are the days with his period la.. i din notice that only when my fren told me den i noe lor... hai.. dunno la... really feel very pressurise by the teachers. i noe wat i m doin n i really did try to do sth abt it le.. dunno la.. hai... can i juz heck care abt all stuff.. really feel like escaping from this world. feel like escaping from everything. i noe this is not the way to do stuff.. but i really need sometime to myself n not being pressurise by all teachers. i duno. i noe they meant to be gd. i noe they haf gd intentions. but.. i really dunno wat to do... where m i now? at a place that i dunno where i m heading towards. i m really dunno doin wat. i suddenly feel like quiting sch n juz get into society to work. i noe this is not the way to deal with all this problems. but.. i'm really scared. i'm really dunno how to face all the teachers.. i muz mug now.. i really muz.. but.. i really feeling so damn down now.. how? who can help me? who can save me? m i really haf to face all this alone? i seems strong.. but i really feel that i m damn weak now.. im damn vulnerable now. really dunno wat now? in a maze? at the junction of a rd. i'm lost. anyone by my side? ALOT! but who really can help me? none i guess... i haf to face all things alone in the end still...