msn ***

msn giving me problem man!! cant sign in den re d/l the thing de cannot den change den d/l the older version den can. sian man....

yeah.. miss him.. alot.. haix.. but he doin assignment period.. mood swing.. easily get angry.. so scare.. scare next time marry le.. will he give me black face everyday if he got problem at work.. yet.. i'm thinking hard on how to make him happier whenever he is stress.. trying all means n ways. sometime tot maybe as long as i dont disturb him he will be happy. maybe dont meet him let him be alone. but i cant do it.. i need to see him.. n he also want to meet me..

sometimes i really dont understand. he says he miss me. den when meet, when he moody, he also dont talk much... i hug him... he also dont react... also dont know what he want.. dont wanna meet him thought might be becoz of me den he mood worsen, den he'll get more angry as i nv meet him... haix.. sometimes kinda dont know what he want. do i really understand him alot... i dont know.. all i want is stay by his side.. i want to see him happy, i want to see his smile, i can give up almost everything even if i have to give up him... as long as he is happy i'm happy. becoz i know at this point of my life at least i have one person who ever love me alot, who ever dote me alot, who ever think of me everyday, who use to be just mine, at least someone who let me know i m actually not that bad as there are someone actually go after me before!! hahaa.. yeah..

darling this is to u:
maybe i've said this many many times to u, yet i still want u to know, I LOVE U.