I dont understand~~~

after a long long while. ya... been busy with school work recently. hard to have time to blog it even it is something that bothers me alot. hai... now it is nearing my exam and kinda have more time to myself rather to the school or the hall.. so i can start blogging again. yup.

can see from my tone, my title and my words that i am not very in a great mood today. yup.
my grandma went to the hospital recently. initially she came to singapore. then she kept asking for food from us.. this and that. you knOw.. when old ppl start to behave abnormally, ppl will feel that it might be that she is leaving us soon~~ then she got kinda sick. couldnt eat. keep vomiting, then diahorrea...

then she went back to malaysia, stayed in my uncle's hse. she fell and went to the hospital. luckily she was fine.. nth much... not long after, she sick again. then went to hospital for a check and found out that there are 14 stones in her stomach. hence, she needed an operation. after the operation, she was very weak and all. then couldnt really walk. still cant really eat. problem still persist. she sounded very weak and start to talk quite abnormally. she dont really have much energy to talk too. that makes us more worried.

past few days, called back home and realise that doctor found something clogging her brain that caused her to not able to walk. she need some help to walk not like before anymore. it might be some blood clog due to the fall that she had, or might be some stuff in there. that we dont really kNow.

now she is back to yong peng. initially mum said nOt going back. but now~~ hai... they are gg back from friday evening till sunday morning. gosh!! had a tiff with my bf for saying that i am going back to msia on saturday. i went my way despite him being unhappy that i go oversea during exam period. now saying that i need to go on friday???? moreover when my mum said nOt going, i still msg him and told him that. hai...

sometimes i really dont understand him. why is he so strong on certain stuff yet so flexible on others. haiz.. i respect him therefore i told him in advance. but he in turn got angry with me and demanded for As for my result. doesnt mean if i stayed on for the weekend i will score an A isnt it? moreover, almost whole saturday is for tuition~~ including friday night too~~. sunday most likely meeting him. so? why is he so strong on it? i dont understand and couldnt understand....