hai.. is ten yrs really that much... much to haf a generation gap?? it might for some ppl.. but i dun think it is for him.. anyway... hai.. always crush ppl i shld not crush.. hai... tot something might happen.. tot there might be a miracle.. but seems like not.. hai... he said he very scare ask gers out. coz they will misunderstand n he got one that tell him she like him n she scared the wits out of him... hai.. duno la.. juz realise he is really very gd to everyone n he will nv ever will like me de.. hai... who cares right? anyone of the right mind wun want me de.. so why bother go crush ppl n get myself so sad? actually not very sad la.. but.. kinda like disappointed.. den still haf to face him all the time... hai.... still haf to smile.. though it is not hard coz see him happy le.. but when haf the time. thoughts of him will appear.. den will start making me sad.. sad that we will haf no future.. sad that i fall for the wrong person again.. sad that.. hai... ten yrs... yeah.. i oso dun believe i soooo can take it... 10 yrs.. oh man.. take him as my BRO la.. dun think sooo much.. he is nice.. to EVERYONE n tt's gd!! yeah!!! great bro i haf here.. yeah!
Saturday, September 18, 2004
Monday, September 13, 2004
I know crying dun help but tears juz rolled down...
hai.. today studied for chem... finally i m starting.. it's too late.. to late to start n too late to realise i haf to start... hai.. dunno la.. hai... juz feeling so vex now. wat the hell why are there exams? freaking idiot lor.. when most of the things that we studied in sch will not be in use when we go into the working society. so why the hell we haf to study? really so irritating n it's like not helpin us lor.. NOW u noe why S system sux n y S citizen juz cannot excel the way other ppl from other country do.. really juz cannot make it lor.. memorise.. wat else can the ppl here do? u noe y they cant think?? BECOZ they memorise too much!! base too much n rely too much on info from ppl who haf brain n come out with all those stuff TT's Y!!! tt's y we juz cant be sth more!!! we cant think ourselves.. we can only imitate. we can only improve on.. but NOT comin out with great new ideas...
really cmi!! ARGH!!!!!! sorry for all those i haf said which dun sound nice.. i m juz very irritated now.. very tired.. very sad.. very depress.. very.. hai... i noe i m at fault.. not studying is my fault.. starting late is my fault.. i noe i m finding excuses.. i noe i m wrong... hai...ppl always tot i m always sooo cheerful.. OH MAN.. u r wrong.. when i m DOWN.. tt means i m REALLY DOWN... so... ya... end!
really cmi!! ARGH!!!!!! sorry for all those i haf said which dun sound nice.. i m juz very irritated now.. very tired.. very sad.. very depress.. very.. hai... i noe i m at fault.. not studying is my fault.. starting late is my fault.. i noe i m finding excuses.. i noe i m wrong... hai...ppl always tot i m always sooo cheerful.. OH MAN.. u r wrong.. when i m DOWN.. tt means i m REALLY DOWN... so... ya... end!
Sunday, September 12, 2004
Aaron's Bday Celebration In Advance!!!
*HAPPY BIRTHDAY AARON!!!*
happy birthday to my dear di di.. he is turning 17th on the 13th of sept. hehee.. words to di.. muz grow up le ar.. haha.. cannot soo kiddish childish anymore. though u got times where u seems to be mature.. but kinda seldom huh? hahhaaa... anyway.. happy bday n may ur wish come true!
okie.. let see wat happened today.. went sch in the morning.. hmm.. this suppose to be on aaron's bday celebration.. so i shall skip all those lame stupid boring stuff that happened in the morning.. yup... we suppose to meet at 6.30 at orchard mrt.. den in the end.. all end up at the starbucks in paragon.. den i haf to go there all alone!! worst thing is that i m really an direction idiot in orchard lor.. is damn machiam crowded n cmi lor.. so i was like trying to get out of the underpass den so heng(lucky) lor... saw huining n shelia.. den they bring me to paragon.. actually they not gg de.. juz tt i met them den they know abt the ccelebration stuff den go there say happy bday only.. hehee.. after that left me there le.. hong an, peiyun lynnette, aaron n another ger.. dunno her name la.. was there le.. feel soo weird at first la. maybe too long nv see le.. den all one yr younger den me de.. den kinda... extra.. but in the end got beta.
we first were at starbucks slacking, den a while later they gg for food. actually wanna go restaurant. den in the end.. ALOT ppl.. i mean ALOT really ALOT.. den we move on the cathay den they go cartel eat lor.. THE FOOD DAMN EX!!! juz a drink coffee ice with some whipe(dunno how to spell la...) cream on it.. is $4.60 lo.. den di chao gd.. he treat all of us sia!!! charis came at this point of time...hahaa.. got a very nice seat.. SOFA!! nice nice but after sometime quite warm la.. coz the light there very hot de.. den the food waited for damn long.. after that..arif came.. got a banana split only.. haha.... dun think he eat sooo little.. it;s all becoz he ate pizza earlier.. kekee... den they start eating took alot of pics.. after that pei yun n lynette say go toilet.. actually is go buy cake la.. kinda last min but.. we still manage to get all things done k!! hehee.. den they took kinda long... den aaron was soo impatient la.. den almost gone lor... heng we manage to make him stay. den they came back.. got the cake.. sang bday song for him at CARTEL!! somemore is kinda LOUD!! den we are like the AA grp there.. haha.. den we make aaron lick out the tiny thingy that use to poke the candle in de.. den he make it like sooo disgusting lor!! he lick it.. den got a hole on the cake.. den it's.. yuckz!!! hahaa.. den got lots of photos on that.. hahaa...
after that we got a ger working there de to help us take pic... haha.. she is sooo cute!! her voice oso damn sweet!!! hahaa... den after she took we got so much cakes left so we gave some to her! den this fren of hong an they all came (ehz.. dunno his name! hahaa.. sorry boy!) gave him some too!! hehe..he reminds me of alphon. hehee
Next!! we went to take NEOPRINT!!! hehee. CMI lor.. that stupid machine so difficult to take pic de lor.. is like so damn tirin n hot!!! 7 of us squeeze in that tiny winy rm den with that stupid movable machine.. KILLING ME sia.. haha..den so sad.. got one pic is cant see me de.. sobz,.. hahaa... after that all go home le... ya...
went back wth lynette n charis.. really enjoyed today!! so cool! hope to haf more outings next time!! cool!! ZEAL ROX, AARON ROCK, PEI YUN ROX, HONG AN ROX, LYNETTE ROX, CHARIS ROX, ARIF ROX, I ROX.. HAHA.. ALL ROX.. HAHAA... (kk.. getting lame.. hehee)
happy birthday to my dear di di.. he is turning 17th on the 13th of sept. hehee.. words to di.. muz grow up le ar.. haha.. cannot soo kiddish childish anymore. though u got times where u seems to be mature.. but kinda seldom huh? hahhaaa... anyway.. happy bday n may ur wish come true!
okie.. let see wat happened today.. went sch in the morning.. hmm.. this suppose to be on aaron's bday celebration.. so i shall skip all those lame stupid boring stuff that happened in the morning.. yup... we suppose to meet at 6.30 at orchard mrt.. den in the end.. all end up at the starbucks in paragon.. den i haf to go there all alone!! worst thing is that i m really an direction idiot in orchard lor.. is damn machiam crowded n cmi lor.. so i was like trying to get out of the underpass den so heng(lucky) lor... saw huining n shelia.. den they bring me to paragon.. actually they not gg de.. juz tt i met them den they know abt the ccelebration stuff den go there say happy bday only.. hehee.. after that left me there le.. hong an, peiyun lynnette, aaron n another ger.. dunno her name la.. was there le.. feel soo weird at first la. maybe too long nv see le.. den all one yr younger den me de.. den kinda... extra.. but in the end got beta.
we first were at starbucks slacking, den a while later they gg for food. actually wanna go restaurant. den in the end.. ALOT ppl.. i mean ALOT really ALOT.. den we move on the cathay den they go cartel eat lor.. THE FOOD DAMN EX!!! juz a drink coffee ice with some whipe(dunno how to spell la...) cream on it.. is $4.60 lo.. den di chao gd.. he treat all of us sia!!! charis came at this point of time...hahaa.. got a very nice seat.. SOFA!! nice nice but after sometime quite warm la.. coz the light there very hot de.. den the food waited for damn long.. after that..arif came.. got a banana split only.. haha.... dun think he eat sooo little.. it;s all becoz he ate pizza earlier.. kekee... den they start eating took alot of pics.. after that pei yun n lynette say go toilet.. actually is go buy cake la.. kinda last min but.. we still manage to get all things done k!! hehee.. den they took kinda long... den aaron was soo impatient la.. den almost gone lor... heng we manage to make him stay. den they came back.. got the cake.. sang bday song for him at CARTEL!! somemore is kinda LOUD!! den we are like the AA grp there.. haha.. den we make aaron lick out the tiny thingy that use to poke the candle in de.. den he make it like sooo disgusting lor!! he lick it.. den got a hole on the cake.. den it's.. yuckz!!! hahaa.. den got lots of photos on that.. hahaa...
after that we got a ger working there de to help us take pic... haha.. she is sooo cute!! her voice oso damn sweet!!! hahaa... den after she took we got so much cakes left so we gave some to her! den this fren of hong an they all came (ehz.. dunno his name! hahaa.. sorry boy!) gave him some too!! hehe..he reminds me of alphon. hehee
Next!! we went to take NEOPRINT!!! hehee. CMI lor.. that stupid machine so difficult to take pic de lor.. is like so damn tirin n hot!!! 7 of us squeeze in that tiny winy rm den with that stupid movable machine.. KILLING ME sia.. haha..den so sad.. got one pic is cant see me de.. sobz,.. hahaa... after that all go home le... ya...
went back wth lynette n charis.. really enjoyed today!! so cool! hope to haf more outings next time!! cool!! ZEAL ROX, AARON ROCK, PEI YUN ROX, HONG AN ROX, LYNETTE ROX, CHARIS ROX, ARIF ROX, I ROX.. HAHA.. ALL ROX.. HAHAA... (kk.. getting lame.. hehee)
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