*shame shame*

the weekends!!

saturday was a busy day!! yes... early in the morning woke up abt 8++am trying hard hard to wake darling up becoz i got to go to send in my time sheet!! no time sheet no $$ kekeke... after which we met xiu hui at hougang mall at 11.15am or so to do some marketing.. it's cooking day!! hahaha.. we went her house to teach her to whip up some simple dishes. bought long beans, lotus, peanuts, xiao bai cai, and a kind of mock meat. yup yup. went to her house to do some preparation, rest a while, tied her hair nice nice for her.. keke.e.. listen to some songs, chill out a bit den went straight off to bernard's hse for rehearsal for our youth class. that was the funny one when thry rehearse their sketch n all.. hahaha.. i was juz an audience laughing my way.
at abt 4+pm, we go xiu hui hse n start the cooking lesson. everything was fine n nice till the rice was done! we found out that we put too much water n the rice turn out to be kinda too soft. still edible though. kekeke... after dinner went for a religious class n off we go heading home. dar dar was so so tired.. said wanna watch incredible but in the end both of us was juz so tired den didnt watch. kekeke...

sunday!! woke up at 8++ around 9 am as usual. haix.. wanna slp more de~~ juz couldnt stay in bed, so juz woke up , wash up n had my chee chong fan for breakfast. after which we watched bewitched. keke.. nice funny show. sweet too!!! had chee chong fan for lunch too.. den head off straight to youth class.. keke.. today's half an hour session suppose to be conducted by me la~ was so so so so so nervous that i actually finish off everything within 15 min. OH MAN!! such a failure. but happy that everything ended.. hpe next time will be a better one~ yup!!!
gor gor, xiu hui, mei hui, darling n i went for dinner together!! gor gor got car!! hahaha.. so got transport there n back.went lao di fang to eat. 55 bucks in total. gor gor trat 50 bucks, darling chip in the rest. kekee... nice food. i like the thousand island prawn so so nice~~ kekee... den cuttle fish ball was a challenge. hahahaa...coz dar dar cant use chopstick keke.. poke here poke there, the cuttlefish balls juz fly all over. hahahaa... n everyone was shock by his great appetite. 3 bowls of rice! hahahaa... then we went on to shop around at suntec. coz mei hui wanna get the doraemon key chain that she saw on gor gor's car! hahaha... shop ard n was fun!!
den when we abt to go home, den i was kinda alone when gor gor talked to xiu hui n darling was trying to open the box with the doraemon. den i looked into the "mirror" den suddenly realise why i have such low self esteem n feeling so insecure. becoz i juz dont feel compatible enough with dar dar.. so juz look ard kept quiet. felt that i look so so BIG while he looks so small. i juz not good enough for him, dont really feel that i'm up to his standard. den darling walked over tot i felt jealous or what. den i told him all that n he was trying hard to assure me that he dont feel that way n all. i KNOW. really.. i know he loves me alot. i juz wanna look more compatible to him so that i feel gd standing beside him being proud of myself when he ever intro me to his frenz. i dont feel that i through his face. ya.. den he actually held my hand for a moment. juz got a chu dian feeling running thru my body. felt so so gd!! really very gd! love the feel!

conclusion!! today is a great day!! i'm so happy!!! love it!!!