a very wrong moved

told him something i shldnt have told him yesterday... haiz...

my mum n i were talking den suddenly she brought the issue that my relatives like dont have very gd impression of him... he used to be asking alot about how my parents thought of him and all.. so i decided to let him know abt that.. haiz.. i was a wrong moved...

because i told him that.. den he actually got very bu shuang abt my uncle.. cause it was juz recently that my uncle saw him~~ juz we brought this issue up~ haiz... dar use to say that he don't want to have any tea ceremony when we got married. dont even want to have any wed dinner.. i was quite upset cause to me that marks the start of our marriage and is when that i can announce to the whole world i found my mr right who will love me and dote on me forever..

not long ago.. he got to know a fren of mine.. changing his thinking of not having a tea ceremony and the wed dinner.. because he found out that it is a gd way to so call earn back the money we use for the whole wedding thingy. den he agreed to have all that.. i was so delighted.. because my dream of my wedding day is going to become reality again~~~

haiz.. but all things juz ruin in my hands... i actually told him abt the impression thingy making him dislike my uncle now and saying that no more tea ceremony and he will nto be invited to my wedding dinner... my that uncle is my god father as well.. he dote on me alot too.. i really hope to have his blessing for my marriage too.. n hope dar dar can get along well with him too.. but now things turn out to be otherwise.. dreams is back to dreams again~~ haiz.. i made the very wrong moved...

our third month~~

our third month falls on a friday.. dar dar normally will go home after he is release from his camp and we normally will only meet up on saturday morning.. but this day.. he came my hse!!! ekekeke.. so happy~~ we spent the whole night together.. din do much stuff.. but juz sit down talk talk... den exchange pressie~~

he was so so sweet.. he actually spending lots of his time doing cross-stitch for me~~ meltz~~ cant imagine the process.. a guy making a cross stitch~~~ wonder if he had ever made one for his ex... hmmm... oh!! and her gave me a necklace~~ kekeke.. to tie me up?? lock up my heart to be juz for u? kekekee.... nice necklace.. is a heartshape den.. but is like 2 heartshape putting together making up a 3 D effect~ dont know how to describe. dont have good vocab here.. ops! kekekee...

i gave him a book. juz a book that hopefully he is still interested in and help him in his interest~ yup!

love u forever!!! HAPPY 3RD MONTH!!! and the 4th is coming~~ what shld i do for him???

mum's operation~

ya~ as my title goes.. my mum really went for an operation not long ago.. she had some.. er.. chinese is called niao shi jing n if i m not wrong is some bladder tension thingy. ya...

she went to KK hospital and had her operation~~ it was a minor operation so wasnt that bad~~ she was admitted a day before.. den the next day she had a minor operation which lasted for think around 2 hours?? after which den she got to rest there for a day.. den the next day can go home le~~ dar dar went with me to fetch her back~~

we thought that everything is gonna be fine.. but when she's back.. she said that the problem still persist.. sianZ~~ den she went back for appointment and the doctor said that it is juz the initial state.. it will be better.. but after a few days.. the doctor called back and said that my mum got to be admitted again for a second round of operation~ she say that she will charge her lesser as she felt bad not being able to cure her for the first time too..

den another whole day spent in hospital again. luckily.. she is feeling better now.. no more leakage when she has cough or when she's sneezing.. initially she is not allowed to do a single hsework.. but now she's able to do some light job le~~ yeah~~ but now... haiz.. coz mummy din work for a month and is not allowed to work for another 2 more months.. sobz... our family is having a financial problem soon~~ hopefully i'm able to start work straight after my a levels so that i will be able to at least lighten their load by not taking money from dad or sis anymore~~

so long nv blog le~~

it's been a long time since i last blog in.. think.. is really long le la... cant track back.. so so so many things happened in the period of time.. dont know where to start too.. hmm... guess... er... i really dont know. i shall start from what i wanna write today.. will put in more entries with the events that happened.

tml is the start of my a level. scary isnt it?? tml is my chem practical... monday is my CLA!! oh man~~ how how how?? hmm.. anyway.. i guess i m more prepared than i m last yr. at least i know what is going on in sch and all.. tuition did paid off as i m getting better with more personal help. however, sad to say.. havent start working i m having debts le.. luckily is without interest.. gd teacher!!! kekeke...

tml is dar dar's last paper after the 3 months.. den he'll be moving on to tuas to work le~~ wonder if that is good or bad~~ wonder if he'll be more busy or less. wonder will we have more time together or not..

today saw TY(godsis) scary la~ she like slim down so so much till like a bone in skin ?! her diet is that she dont eat lunch n no rice for dinner~~ oh man!! n i told her that she needs to get on some weight yet she says she wanna lose 2 more kg~~ she is crazy la~~ looking so so bony n unhealthy la~ scary... i hope i won't be like her.. using the same diet but with a low fat n carbo lunch instead of none. i s till prefer her to be "Fatter?" ya.. not like now~~~

den today went ning's hse.. called the agency for a job in some bank~ that was ning's agency in the past. den sent my resume in n all her reply was thanks for the resume.. hope she's able to get me a job~~ heard that i still need to go for interview~~ scary~~ nv been to any interview in my whole entire work life~~ may god be with me~~

today got to prepare for tml's pract... cannot talk to dar dar.. guess he muz be missing me like mad~~(HE BETTER BE~~ lol) i'm missing him too~~