Tuesday, February 15, 2005

A level result...

got to know this yesterday at sabri hse actually. heard from dunno who say that o level result will be out on 28th of feb. n a level on 2nd of march. a wednesday. upon hearing that.. i suddenly felt so lost. though i had think of the paths that i can choose after i got my result be it bad or gd. though i haf been telling myself i will not do well n pls be prepared to go poly or gg NIE to take childcare course or wat so ever. when i got the news that my result will be out in ard a wk time. i really dunno wat to do.. i'm still feeling lost n alone. i see no one in front of me.. i see no one behind me.. i see no one ard me.. i see no one is able to reach out their hand to me. i'm told to be all alone. i m told to be independent. i m told to decide my future myself n be responsible to it. i cant see myself entering Uni. i cant see myself gg poly. i dunno where i will be. i dunno wat i will do. the result is out one day after my bday. who will haf the mood to celebrate with me. who will haf the mood to enjoy that day? how m i suppose to really enjoy n play all my heart out? how? i've really come to a t junction where i dunno where i can go. dunno wat i can do. dunno .. dunno.. dunno....

Valentine's Day

Monday, February 14, 2005