hai.. daddy juz came in.. saying he had already took the leave on 8th aug le... SIAN TOTALLY LA... my first month with dar dar is on 7th.. the trip to msia is from 6th till 9th... OUR SUNDAY!!! gone!! sobz.. i dun wanna disappoint him.. he said he will throw away wat he made for me if i m unable to turn up.. but.. hai.. i really wanna see him i really will miss him too.. i really hope to spend my first month anniversary with her too.. i really want!!!! but.. hai.. why?? why always like dat??
sian la~~~
KILL ME!!!
4 days cant contact HIM!!!!!!! argh!!!!
KILL ME!!!
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
Monday, July 25, 2005
wat a wk
alot of things happened recently... really alot~
let's start with something not so pleasant. She disappoint me alot.. we treat her as our great fren. share all our sorrows and happiness with her.. trying hard to work hard together n go into uni together.. we really dun wanna see her juz give up at the very last lap.. we wanna help her.. but She juz cant see how hard we are trying to help her.. how much we are doin to help her and how much we really care for her.. She hurt her mum so so much.. She juz got so blind by all her personal thoughts that She duno how much her mum is worrying for her. She juz know that she is feeling very stressed up and vex by her own problem but She nv realise that She has hurt and disappoint so so so many ppl... She juz went missing.. juz missing... vanish in the world n no one can be able to reach her except HIM. i hate HIM. really HATE HIM. i use to have neutral feeling for HIM. treat HIM as a fren.. BUT NOW... i saw the real HIM. the selfish HIM the HIM that is always presenting a gd front ONLY! hai.. i'm realy very ANGRY at HIM.
She started my gear on the study an strive hard.. She scolded sense into us and worried for us when we are kinda off track and distracted... She pulled us all back on track. BUT NOW... She herself juz jump out of the track having a great berlin wall in between us not allowing us to even express how we feel abt it...
NOW all things have come to a conclusion.. she still MIA... sometimes i really cant stop myself to think that we are losing one great fren coz of HIM. HE bring abt all this problem. HE is the culprit of all.. if not for HIM. things wun turn out this way. is HIS fault! i will NV forgive HIM ever! NV!
( i might sound very much in my extreme mood.. but that's how i feel at this moment. i;m really very angry and disappointed. we really will accept all ur decision but think properly and pls... we are not fren becoz we are in the same sch and having the same aim and the frenship dun end with juz u leaving the sch.. but with u not wanting to contact us and trust us as ur fren anymore~)
forget abt that.. now abt my own thingy. mY parents know abt my dar dar le.. on sunday.. though i nv see much sign of approval but i oso see NO sign of denial. hahhaaha.. i love DAR DAR.. kekee... but sad to say.. our first month anniversary i have to go Msia!!!!!! i dun wanna go!!! first time lehz.. having a FIRST MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!! i wanna spent it all with dar dar. juz dar dar n no one else.. but.. hai.. hope my dream can come true...
we talked alot yesterday.. and i promise him i will score AAB or at least BBC for my A level this yr n i REALLY WILL! i have the motivation now n i will strive hard to get it there! love u dar dar.. i wun leave u n pls dun leave me... even u want to.. dun leave me in silence.. do let me know abt it~~ love ya lots.. 520 184 1314 3344...
let's start with something not so pleasant. She disappoint me alot.. we treat her as our great fren. share all our sorrows and happiness with her.. trying hard to work hard together n go into uni together.. we really dun wanna see her juz give up at the very last lap.. we wanna help her.. but She juz cant see how hard we are trying to help her.. how much we are doin to help her and how much we really care for her.. She hurt her mum so so much.. She juz got so blind by all her personal thoughts that She duno how much her mum is worrying for her. She juz know that she is feeling very stressed up and vex by her own problem but She nv realise that She has hurt and disappoint so so so many ppl... She juz went missing.. juz missing... vanish in the world n no one can be able to reach her except HIM. i hate HIM. really HATE HIM. i use to have neutral feeling for HIM. treat HIM as a fren.. BUT NOW... i saw the real HIM. the selfish HIM the HIM that is always presenting a gd front ONLY! hai.. i'm realy very ANGRY at HIM.
She started my gear on the study an strive hard.. She scolded sense into us and worried for us when we are kinda off track and distracted... She pulled us all back on track. BUT NOW... She herself juz jump out of the track having a great berlin wall in between us not allowing us to even express how we feel abt it...
NOW all things have come to a conclusion.. she still MIA... sometimes i really cant stop myself to think that we are losing one great fren coz of HIM. HE bring abt all this problem. HE is the culprit of all.. if not for HIM. things wun turn out this way. is HIS fault! i will NV forgive HIM ever! NV!
( i might sound very much in my extreme mood.. but that's how i feel at this moment. i;m really very angry and disappointed. we really will accept all ur decision but think properly and pls... we are not fren becoz we are in the same sch and having the same aim and the frenship dun end with juz u leaving the sch.. but with u not wanting to contact us and trust us as ur fren anymore~)
forget abt that.. now abt my own thingy. mY parents know abt my dar dar le.. on sunday.. though i nv see much sign of approval but i oso see NO sign of denial. hahhaaha.. i love DAR DAR.. kekee... but sad to say.. our first month anniversary i have to go Msia!!!!!! i dun wanna go!!! first time lehz.. having a FIRST MONTH ANNIVERSARY!!! i wanna spent it all with dar dar. juz dar dar n no one else.. but.. hai.. hope my dream can come true...
we talked alot yesterday.. and i promise him i will score AAB or at least BBC for my A level this yr n i REALLY WILL! i have the motivation now n i will strive hard to get it there! love u dar dar.. i wun leave u n pls dun leave me... even u want to.. dun leave me in silence.. do let me know abt it~~ love ya lots.. 520 184 1314 3344...
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