Monday, September 13, 2004

I know crying dun help but tears juz rolled down...

hai.. today studied for chem... finally i m starting.. it's too late.. to late to start n too late to realise i haf to start... hai.. dunno la.. hai... juz feeling so vex now. wat the hell why are there exams? freaking idiot lor.. when most of the things that we studied in sch will not be in use when we go into the working society. so why the hell we haf to study? really so irritating n it's like not helpin us lor.. NOW u noe why S system sux n y S citizen juz cannot excel the way other ppl from other country do.. really juz cannot make it lor.. memorise.. wat else can the ppl here do? u noe y they cant think?? BECOZ they memorise too much!! base too much n rely too much on info from ppl who haf brain n come out with all those stuff TT's Y!!! tt's y we juz cant be sth more!!! we cant think ourselves.. we can only imitate. we can only improve on.. but NOT comin out with great new ideas...

really cmi!! ARGH!!!!!! sorry for all those i haf said which dun sound nice.. i m juz very irritated now.. very tired.. very sad.. very depress.. very.. hai... i noe i m at fault.. not studying is my fault.. starting late is my fault.. i noe i m finding excuses.. i noe i m wrong... hai...ppl always tot i m always sooo cheerful.. OH MAN.. u r wrong.. when i m DOWN.. tt means i m REALLY DOWN... so... ya... end!

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