death

-dEaTh-

hmm... yesterday was a busy day. my dad nv go work coz he got slight sore eyes... see he keep using tissue to clean his eye see liao oso xin tong.. haiyo.. mummy sick he sore eye.. wat more can there be?? suddenly realise they really getting old n all sorts of stupid stuff coming up le.. hai.. scared scared.. recently dunno is coz of wat.. keep thinking wat will happen to me if one day daddy mummy leave me... hai.. damn sad.. jzu think of it will make me cry lor... really lehz.. is like dunno lehz.... we are sooo close n such a cozy sweet family n if one day... something happened... think i really really will cry non stop lor.. really dunno how those ppl who had lost their love ones able to settle down their feeling n get on with life. DADDY MUMMY I LOVE U!!!!

anyway... i suppose to meet alan xu to go get pressie for mr chan den go sch to gif the presents de.. den in the end.. hehee.. not feeling well la.. den kinda dun feel like gg anymore but cannot la.. den in the end change the time from 11 to 4pm. in the end oso nv go sch la... juz get pressie only. BTW... i can eat M&M lehz!! can eat mac ice cream lehz!! wah!! suddenly realise sooo many things can eat de i oso duno... haha.. sooo damn happy lor! hahaa... ok.. back to topic... we got a tea set for him ya.. den went back home. eat den went for a funeral le.. sad... hai... y muz there be death???

anyway, i went to meet meihui straight after i reach the funeral area coz she got sth wanna gif me ma.. so went sr area n meet her lor.. actually haf to bring her stuff to her de.. in the end i forgot! blur queen here! saw her le.. very very happy! hehee... she got us alot of perfume n stuff.. n gave me a very very long letter.. see le oso happy the card got nice nice smell somemore! kekee... miss ya ger! come to think of it.. those who very close to me in my jc1 yr all left me le.. only left with alan now.. hai... sad sad... first is stephanie... once very close to her.. she is really very poorthing de lor.. haf to face soo many things n she takes things soo seriously n nv let go of the past. see her like suffering den dunno la.. suddenly change to another person n very hostile to us. from there.. our frenship juz end... Next is sulin.. hai.. she kena retain last yr.. den starting still got keep in contact den now she got her new frens new classmates somemore our lessons breaks n stuff at diff timing... very hard to haf time sit down n really haf a gd heart to heart talk. actually got alot to share with her de.. but when see her oso dunno start from where.. kinda sad too... Third one is mei hui... she too stress le la.. hai.. see her suffer like dat oso very sad for her. haf to face the sch's pressure, family prob, sch work.. worst still haf such a "gd" ct.. hai.. poor ger ger.. due to all factors.. she leave sch le.. though coming back for exams la.. but yet.. she now in working society le.. den she very busy lor.. work everyday de.. wanna meet her out oso dunno when le.. hai..... now our one big grp only left the 2 pathetic souls... hai... hai....MISS YA GERS..

back to topic.. today wake up early early to go sch n gif the teachers their pressie den come back home le.. din do much la.. reach home grab a bk den start readin it. quite nice la.. romance story again lor.. den quite cute de la.. the ger very pinkie de.. reminds me of sulin n mei hui. haha.. den after that had mian xian as lunch. din eat much. dunno y recently everytime see food den full le.. after the meal den starts to feel hungry again.. stupid stomach!