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my parents and sis went back msia le~~ on last saturday.. and from that day till now i'm alone at home.. saturday went hospi see XH mum. so scary... the moment i saw i really cant stop myself to tear lor.. she turn so so skinny~~ hate to see that lor~ den she semi conscious.. sad scene...

after tat went to religious class with CW.. stupid ger.. in the end make use of me den go out with her bf.. win liao la~~ owe me a life le ar~~

den the next day is 7th aug!!! me n dar's 1st month!!! kekeke.e. he gave me a bottle with stars and capsule supposedly with some strips of papers with words on it inside.. in the end.. accident happened.. he took back that bottle say pass me next time.. he gave me a box with a nice smelling little.. er.. pillow? inside. hahahaa.. kinda china.. but is nice~ coz from dar dar ma~~ den we went simei that pet safari to see see look look.. den lots of cute dogs lo.. the husky so nice~~ but the eyes very scary.. den got one very carpet looking dogging.. so furry and soft like dat lor.. very cute~~ hahahaa... after that we walk ard that east point. den came back.. preparing to go kick boxing.. in the end nv go.. haahaa.. den stayed at home.. talk.. den he use com.. den i went to watch tv.. haha. shang hai noon.. nice wor... den he came out watch with me a while.. den went into the kitchen dunno do wat.. in the end he was cutting fruits for us to eat~~ kekeke.. nice fruits.. sweetest ever.. felt so great!! like newly wed couples like dat!! hahaha.. died!!! got a sudden urge to marry him!! ops.. hahahaha

actually was some unhappy thingy ytd too.. coz i need to be back home to pray by 5pm.. den he plan actually to bring me see pets den go his hse watch initial D de.. in the end.. coz of me having to come back den spoil his plan.. sorry dar dar.. he got quite worked up.. hai.. see him like dat i oso duno wat to say.. den i suddenly tot i might loose him some day some how coz of my religion and believe.. or coz of my mum or wat ever.. my wonderful future of living with him suddenly seems so blur.. hai.. keep thinking shld i gif all out in the relationship.. coz i really scared. scared that if one day he turn to me n say.. "i cant take it anymore!! let break up!" wah!!! kill me man!! i really duno wat i will do then la~ suddenly thinking i shldnt love him so much anymore~~ but i still cant keep all my love that i've already given out.

but later the day.. he said he's at fault too.. shld be more understanding twd my life and learn to adapt to it.. Lao Gong~~ love u so so so much.. thanks for all u are doing for me and gg to do for me~ cant wait for 4 yrs later... he reassured me that we will love till eternity!! love ya boy~~