haix.. today is vesak day.. actually is a very happy day for me.. cause can go out buy com with DARLING!! but early in the morning i make him angry le.. everything actually starts yesterday.. haix...
actually yesterday was a wonderful day sia.. after his lesson he called me.. kinda rare case.. but he called n we chatted.. due to some different views.. he got angry n didnt wanna talk anymore.. but soon after.. everything was alright le.. but i still like scare next day meet him dont know how it will be...
today morning i woke up.. called him at abt 10am.. morning call. yup.. den we met up at abt 12... he called me when i was on my way saying that wanna meet me at sim lim square as he was hungry n wanna go find food. den i wanna him to eat pure vege food la. but he say that side dont have.. juz eat normal vege food lor... den i was kinda like unhappy as there are pure vege food around juz need to walk a distance. but didnt say anything as i felt that was a little too demanding for him. den he felt my unhappiness and was pissed by me.. in the end didnt eat a single thing. den we met, things go on well. den i dont know what went wrong with me today, juz wrong in everything thing. accidentally stepped on the back of his slipper lots of times till he got fedup n angry with me the 2nd time. when i reach his place, was closing the wardrope, there goes the third time but he didnt show it actually. cause i actually didnt get hold of a firm grip of that handle n it juz bang when closing.
den i didnt dare to do anything at all le.. the more i do like the worst it got. saded..
den juz now at my place, he was packing stuff for me.. wanna throw lots of things. but i say dont want. cause not all stuff mine. cant throw. den this n that. told him i no time to go n tidy the things n all.. den he got angry also.. coz he told me to clear up the place for new stuff like my laptop n the keyboard. but i didnt. haiz.. everytime no matter what i do like he also angry. also dont know how to be the best out of it.. dont know what to do... don't know how to make him love me more.. dont know how not to anger him anymore.. don't know.... haix....
only one thing happy today. GOT MY NEW LAPTOP!!! ya.. that's all...
