death

-dEaTh-

hmm... yesterday was a busy day. my dad nv go work coz he got slight sore eyes... see he keep using tissue to clean his eye see liao oso xin tong.. haiyo.. mummy sick he sore eye.. wat more can there be?? suddenly realise they really getting old n all sorts of stupid stuff coming up le.. hai.. scared scared.. recently dunno is coz of wat.. keep thinking wat will happen to me if one day daddy mummy leave me... hai.. damn sad.. jzu think of it will make me cry lor... really lehz.. is like dunno lehz.... we are sooo close n such a cozy sweet family n if one day... something happened... think i really really will cry non stop lor.. really dunno how those ppl who had lost their love ones able to settle down their feeling n get on with life. DADDY MUMMY I LOVE U!!!!

anyway... i suppose to meet alan xu to go get pressie for mr chan den go sch to gif the presents de.. den in the end.. hehee.. not feeling well la.. den kinda dun feel like gg anymore but cannot la.. den in the end change the time from 11 to 4pm. in the end oso nv go sch la... juz get pressie only. BTW... i can eat M&M lehz!! can eat mac ice cream lehz!! wah!! suddenly realise sooo many things can eat de i oso duno... haha.. sooo damn happy lor! hahaa... ok.. back to topic... we got a tea set for him ya.. den went back home. eat den went for a funeral le.. sad... hai... y muz there be death???

anyway, i went to meet meihui straight after i reach the funeral area coz she got sth wanna gif me ma.. so went sr area n meet her lor.. actually haf to bring her stuff to her de.. in the end i forgot! blur queen here! saw her le.. very very happy! hehee... she got us alot of perfume n stuff.. n gave me a very very long letter.. see le oso happy the card got nice nice smell somemore! kekee... miss ya ger! come to think of it.. those who very close to me in my jc1 yr all left me le.. only left with alan now.. hai... sad sad... first is stephanie... once very close to her.. she is really very poorthing de lor.. haf to face soo many things n she takes things soo seriously n nv let go of the past. see her like suffering den dunno la.. suddenly change to another person n very hostile to us. from there.. our frenship juz end... Next is sulin.. hai.. she kena retain last yr.. den starting still got keep in contact den now she got her new frens new classmates somemore our lessons breaks n stuff at diff timing... very hard to haf time sit down n really haf a gd heart to heart talk. actually got alot to share with her de.. but when see her oso dunno start from where.. kinda sad too... Third one is mei hui... she too stress le la.. hai.. see her suffer like dat oso very sad for her. haf to face the sch's pressure, family prob, sch work.. worst still haf such a "gd" ct.. hai.. poor ger ger.. due to all factors.. she leave sch le.. though coming back for exams la.. but yet.. she now in working society le.. den she very busy lor.. work everyday de.. wanna meet her out oso dunno when le.. hai..... now our one big grp only left the 2 pathetic souls... hai... hai....MISS YA GERS..

back to topic.. today wake up early early to go sch n gif the teachers their pressie den come back home le.. din do much la.. reach home grab a bk den start readin it. quite nice la.. romance story again lor.. den quite cute de la.. the ger very pinkie de.. reminds me of sulin n mei hui. haha.. den after that had mian xian as lunch. din eat much. dunno y recently everytime see food den full le.. after the meal den starts to feel hungry again.. stupid stomach!

OH MAN!!

OH MAN!!!

oh man.. my mum still sick lor.. not fully recovered when she finished her medicine le lor.. so poorthing lor.. see her like dat i oso heartache. but think much beta den the first few days le.. now at least she is eating more le... kekee.. see le oso happier le! =D

den i dunno is i went swimming got in the hot sun for too long or taking care of my mum n kena her sickness... i kena fever yesterday lor... IT IS STH REAL BAD. y? i had my prelim practical for my chem yesterday lor.. den is like juz b4 i go in den i realise i running a fever lor.. quite high somemore lehz.. den really CMI lor.. hai... den ar.. question one i died le. that VA ar.. hey say need to add dil H2SO4 den i dun see that they provide that ma.. den use the one on the bench de. den ar... till i do the last question den i realise they got provide lor... conc different lor.. dunno will die anot.. hai... worst still is i cannot finish the whole paper lor.. wanna use other parts to boost the marks oso cannot.. sian diao lehz...

today... damn funny lor.. go alan's hse to watch the se nu lang. coz yesterday not feeling well so slept early n ask him help me tape. after that we went compass point haf lunch n saw xiu qin. first time see her husband. haha.. heard that he last time from sr too.. haha.. but is soo many years back le. anyway, after that went to look for present for teachers coz teachers day coming ma... den actually wanna go IKEA de... den we waited at the taxi stand area for the bus.. den in the end ar... waited for 2 LONG hours.. no bus come... den realise no more service le!!! wat the lor... hai.... waste my time.. in the juz get all the pressie from compass point n hougang mall... after that went back sr to band. learnt a little of how to play a clarinet la.. den remember a few fingerings for a few notes le la.. hehee... den gave mr tan his pressie... he say he very touched. kekee... after that came home rest a while den go rong si's house for a gathering.. came out with soo many lame ideas n all.. den talking abt gg abroad n stuff.. hope really can one day go somewhere where need to travel by plane de... nv take plane b4... wanna TRY!!! kekee...