hai.. my mum.. today i told my dad i'll be back by ard 8++ den in the end i reach home at abt 9+ den in the end.. kena black face again.. for the past few days.. she's been giving me this black face all the while.. since the day that i went tuition from 11pm till 1am.. she's so so so unhappy abt it.. den till yesterday shes still not very much talking to me.. only until last nite.. den she got talk to me a bit bit.. but today.. hai.. back to norm.. say i dun regard this home as my home. always not in at all.. wat is call i'm always at home den?? since monday till friday i've been coming back straight after sch and all.. din go out. din stay out till late nite. only ytd went out studying with ning n mark.. den today went dar's hse.. tt;s all!! is that too much?? my only 2 wkend i only want it to be days where i can do wat i want!! but den.. she juz unhappy abt it.
wat ever i do .. she''s always bu shuang.. i did the hse work.. i did do watever i can to help.. though at times i'm really lazy or tired.. but if i can.. i wil help.. but she juz dun see it.. when i have the money.. i dun ask from them.. i even will get things for them.. but she dun see it.. well.. i dunno why.. she's juz so so against me~ ever since she know tt i'm attached.. she's becoming so so weird.. i dun like this her!!! she says i dun like to come home.. so she;s giving me black face wanting me to realise that i'm at fault. isnt that funny!! i dun haf the ability to read mindS!!! moreover.. i dun see that i'm wrong!! in addition.. the more black face i get.. the more i'm unwilling to be at home.. so.. conclusion.. the vicious cycle will juz go on n on!!! juz hate it!!!
Sunday, July 31, 2005
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