My bdaY part 2!!!

yup... den all the while was waiting for huining n marc n shelia to msg me, call me or meet me today.. but they din.. i expected it actually.. coz we did all this to ning too.. haha.. so.. waiting n waiting.. den after work... i tot qluite normal still.. den i tot they will come up to my hse.. so i waited n waited.. even told my mum they might come up. hahaa.. den here comes 8pm.. way after their knock off hour.. den waited again... haha.. but sth weird is.. wai ling called!! she called me when i was in the bus.. she said she need to borrow my sec 4 yr book from me.. coz she bet with her fren 1o bucks saying that there is joycelynn tay in tha yr book.. den she say she need to borrow from me.. den i shock la.. so juz say okay lor.. den she say she'll call me back later.. saying she outside now.. when she get back den she call me to get it from me.. by then i was suspecting that she was part of the plan. but really din expect her to be in it la.. so.. still wondering..

ya. back to the waitin part.. till 8.35pm.. wai ling called... she said.. hey.. i on the way home.. er.. need to meet my fren at 9pm at hougang mall.. but need to go home n change first.. so will call u after i reach home k?? den i was like..orh.. okay lor.. den 8.45pm.. hey!! i rush down to ur hse le!! come down k?? den i oso say alright lor.. den i went down.. carrying the yr bk. saw my neighbour at the lift.. she said:" gg out ar?? gg downstairs only is it?? ur fren down there waiting for u right?? down there le.. right at the lift there only!!" haha.. den i was like.. er.. really is them ar? haha.. den reach the void deck.. only saw wai ling.. tot hui ning really forgot EVERYTHING!! den... passed her the bk.. asked her how she gg HM.. she say other den 101 n 161 wat bus can i take ar? den i say 325.. but will take VERY long leh.. den she was like.. i need to buy lolly pop lehz.. where can i find heart shape lolly pop ar?? den she said she actually was trying to fake say wanna go HM meet his boyfriend. den she say she very late le.. only got 1 bucks to go to HM.. den i say like dat u can go. but cant come back le.. den she say he can send her back... as she say all this.. she walk n walk to the econ area.. den when she say he can send me back ma.. we were at a turning pt lor.. den suddenly i heard ppl singing bday song!! haha.. it was marc, ning, adeline n marc's bro. hahaa.. i shock lor.. almost cried!! hahaa.. had a great surprise bday today!! a very gd one!!

after that we were talking there.. they wanted to smash the cake on my face asking me to get the candle out of it wat so ever.. den marc tried.. haha. failed la!! hahaa. coz din really get it on my face.. only a little ard my mouth! haha... he tried the second time n i manage to escape that too!! hhahhaa.. lucky!! den after that they den told me they plan this very long le.. hahahaa.. juz yesterday if i m not wrong.. chatted with marc online.. den he told me he lost his yr book n such.. den i luffed at him saying i will NV loose my cedar yr book de.. then he luffed!!? i was like.. huh? why he luff? but heck him.. den today den i noe that it is to confirm that i sure to haf my cedar yr book so that wai ling can try get it from me n their plan can work! dotx lor.. but really touched upon hearing that.. din noe that they planned it so long ago!! HAPPY!!

yeah!! den chatted at the void deck from 9 till 11!! haha.. den get to noe that ade actually lost her way here.. walked a long way!! LOVE YA!! *muackz* marc actually sacrifice alot.. coz he din do his hw.. din complete his work which suppose to hand in today n all.. yet he came for the celebration!! touched!! marc!! LOVE YA!! *muackz* den huining rushed down to get my pressie from work n took cab down to my hse when she actually qutie broke!! darling!! LOVE YA!! *muackz* n wai ling.. actually think so much n had a great plan in getting me into a surprise celebration!! LOVE YA !! *muackz* -huggies all!!- really had a great day today!! had fun! had shock! had tears! had laughter! had great memories! best bday ever!!! love all!! love shelia too... though she nv turn up.. i noe she muz haf sth on tt;s y cant make it de.. i noe she wanted to come de.. love u shelia!! *muackz*

PS: thanks all n everyone who had made my bday this yr a special one. i will remember everyone of u!! THANKS!!

MY BDAY!!! part 1

today is MY BDAY!! alot ppl shld noe le la!! hahaa.. ya... so.. it did start VERY well... all started since 12am.

first of all ppl... joanna msg me n wish me happy bday!! i was so so touched!! she actually remembered n say got thingy for me!!! hahaa.. anyway.. ya.. happy n touched!! den up next is xiuhui wishing me happy bday thru msn.. think she come first b4 joanna.. forgot la.. haha.. sth like dat la.. den is my dearest niece jingyi.. wished me happy bday thru msn n msg too!! haha.. den you sheng.. hahaa.. kena me forced de.. hahaha.. wish me happy bday thru msn too.. haha.How dare him!! FORGOT MY BDAY!! sobz.. haha.a nvm la.. i nv expect him to remember either.. kekee... den one after another.. all msg me to wish me happy bday.. i shall list them.. kekee...

joanna, jing yi, lawrence, hong an, jialing, pei yun, letchimy, shawn, zhen hui,shelia, gracia, mei hui, ramzi, wan ping(called), wen yao, guijin (called),Gor (yaoming), tian ying(mei!), hakim, xiu hui, lizhu, li lian, rui qing, cai wei, arif, james,rong si. ( think that;s abt all.. shldn't haf missed out anyone la.. shldn't de..)

den.. first thing in the morning today!! my dad wished my happy bday!!! ahhaha.. so happy!!! den went to work.. overslept la.. den quite tired too.. so.. yeah.. hahaa. tired!! den my collegue helen wished my happy bday in the morning n gave me a cup for pressie. my "mummy" aka sapiah hugged me!! hahaa.. wished me happy bday too.. haha.. sally spread the news of my bday la.. den all wished me happy bday namely azizzah, diana, kala, adeline, mariam. yeah!! den.. after that worked whole day.. den finally time to go home!! haha..

we missed the first double deck!! den in the end squeezed in the single deck bus.. so so tired!! leg pain.. sally got a sit.. which is in front of the tv mobile... suddenly she turn n say.. is really on FRIDAY lehz.. wat is it? A LEVEL RESULT!!! sux!! i was like? HUH? where wat?? den she told me she saw it on the runnin script under the news de.. den i stare hard at it.. it repeated for 3 times!! but i din see that line.. den i told her is her illusion la!! den as i abt to gif up.. that line appeared!! " Singapore GCE A level result will release on friday, 4th of march at 2.30pm!! OH MAN!!! my heart juz sank lor.. i almost break down on the way home... den actually wanna go compass to withdraw money n such. den nv la.. den after that actually gg to meet my junior at compass too.. but nv oso.. coz she will be reaching quite late.. den i need to rush home. she stay quite near my hse too.. so she come to my hse there to pass me,... ya.. suddenly really no mood to do anything.. was very hungry.. but upon hearing the news.. juz felt so so full suddenly. den we went home.. ya.. reach home very sad!! duno wat to do.. juz wanna cry. dunno for wat to. dun even noe why i m so so affect by the news.. not even my result lor.. only the day of collecting.. den i rush into the toilet.. i cried!! let out all my tears, all my fears... really dunno wat i will do if i cant make it to Uni... den back to normal me again.. so.. pei yun( my junior ) called. so went down n get the pressie they had for me.. it is a note bk!! nice one!! with a post card!! haha.. hong an, arif(shock to see his name. din expect him to write anything down!) n of course pei yun wrote their wishes to me!!! she was very tired i can see.. din talk much.. coz i rushing to do sth too.. ya.. den she went back le.. thanks alot yun!! i noe u are very tired le.. still run all the way, get my pressie, get the guys to write things, pass it to me personally!! thanks ger! love ya!!!

results...

today o level results are out. got gd news got bad news. my collegue din do quite well.. she did subs n only pass 3.. den one of my fren oso quite sad.. coz she failed her eng,... in the end.. quite troubled coz cant go to the course that she want. my niece was the only one giving me gd news. her L1R5 got 13. very gd indeed.. beta den me that time. moreover she took trip sci de lor.. clever n hardworking ger.

after hearing all this.. i really dunno wat to do suddenly.. all the nervousness... the tense feeling,. all in me now.. so much so that it is affecting me way before i noe when i getting my results... me n sally both turn into a walking vampire suddenly.. the whole room seems soo out of our world suddenlyl. no mood to work. gd thing is boss is not ard.. went for meeting.. den we went to helen to chat a while.. chat with mummy.. chat with aisha.. chat with jolene.. they all noe that we are very scared n worried.. they noe that we are very affected by the result thingy.. gd thing is that they all understand.. so when we do things more slowly n dreadfully..they din blame us n yet console n encourage us.. i was really very glad to haf nice collegues like them.. really will miss them if i quit my job there one day.

hai... result.. everyone have been telling me that i can make it.. they got faith in me.. if i were them.. i will say that too.. but i m really scared this time.. whole education life has been a smooth sailing one.. wat if i fall this time? duno wat i will do...

today..keep on tripping n almost fell for alot of times.. but den nv.. however.. when i reach home.. i was rushing off to learn something (religion associated stuff)... den i slipped n fell at home right before i left.. minor one.. din hurt myself.. den went there. when it was my turn.. a moth came n disturb.. even land on my collar.. den it flew off.. the second time.. the lantern dropped on me.. hai.. duno y.. so many things happened.. maybe is coz i choose to be sad n coz myself to haf a bad day today.. or might be a warning to me that i will nt do well for my a level.. or might be trying to get rid of all my bad luck b4 i get my result n when i do get my result.. it wun be that bad.. dunno which is which.. i choose to forget abt all n look at it as a little bits n pieces of my life that is insignificant....

itchy itchy itchy!!!

argh!! allergy is such a terrible thing!!! my hand kena allergy lor.. den is like starting is red dots ard some area. den start to get very itchy. den start to spread den my finger area even haf it all cluster at a few spots. den is damn damn itchy n yucky!!! so disgusting!!! argh!! itchy itchy itchy!!! *scratch scratch*

A level result...

got to know this yesterday at sabri hse actually. heard from dunno who say that o level result will be out on 28th of feb. n a level on 2nd of march. a wednesday. upon hearing that.. i suddenly felt so lost. though i had think of the paths that i can choose after i got my result be it bad or gd. though i haf been telling myself i will not do well n pls be prepared to go poly or gg NIE to take childcare course or wat so ever. when i got the news that my result will be out in ard a wk time. i really dunno wat to do.. i'm still feeling lost n alone. i see no one in front of me.. i see no one behind me.. i see no one ard me.. i see no one is able to reach out their hand to me. i'm told to be all alone. i m told to be independent. i m told to decide my future myself n be responsible to it. i cant see myself entering Uni. i cant see myself gg poly. i dunno where i will be. i dunno wat i will do. the result is out one day after my bday. who will haf the mood to celebrate with me. who will haf the mood to enjoy that day? how m i suppose to really enjoy n play all my heart out? how? i've really come to a t junction where i dunno where i can go. dunno wat i can do. dunno .. dunno.. dunno....

Valentine's Day

REAL FIRE!

new yr is coming!!

wow!! so so long nv come update le.. been very busy lately... also tired la. dunno why too.. my wkend was real busy.

saturday started at ard 9am. haha.. had a great nite! very long nv slp till 9am le. haha. alright. den ate my breakfast. den slack a while start cutting veggies, bean curd etc n starting to prepare lunch le.. den start making dough for a kind of new yr goody called "see put" hahaa.. dunno how to spell la..is kinda spicy small n nice kinda food. very crunchy munchy de.. hehee.. yup. but cox it is small.. it took us ONE WHOLE day.. juz to prepare the thingy. ya... but got sense of achievement la! haha.. den after that help my mum with the curtain den bath den pack up a bit.. in the end.. 12.30 or so almost 1 am i guess den got to bed.

sunday work up at ard 8.45. den went out. do this do that. came back at ard 2 pm. ate some lunch. start with new yr goodies again!!! argh!!! make till ard 6.30 den finish. saded!! my wkend.. juz used up like dat. din do anything oh my own!! argh!!! sianded!!! cant wait for new yr to come. den can wear my new clothes, can haf all the slp i want. can play all i want! hahahaa

hai...

today.. actually got alot to blog in de... hai.. got things abt back in sr band... abt ppl.. abt nyp... abt alot.. but.. now.. no mood le la... hai...

juz got scolded by my dad.. say i change till like my sis... nv do things that i promise to. i was juz too engross in the comics n nv notice the time... den... he did the stuff... n say i nv do as promise... hai... hai... sobz... dunno wat to say le... hai....

Huining's Bday!!!

hehee.. today is huining's bday. lazy to write short form le la.. later so many ppl with S again... okay let's get into the topic of the day.

actually din noe wat to do for her de.. ya.. den was discussing with shelia that day. ya lor.. den thinking very very hard dunno wat to do... last yr got her a big shock n she touch till she cry.. this year very hard to the same thingy le lor.. ya.. so... thinking of getting her a baby G this yr actually.. but cant get enuff ppl to share lor.. as u noe.. baby G a bit the Ex la.. ya lor.. den actually starting we was thinking it may be a very fun bday nite for her. coz we tot of asking sabrina, shawn, jeremy col, jeremy xiao di, lionel, marc, sally etc la.. den in the end... sabrina haf to go back take care of her granny, shawn dun wanna come coz sab not gg, jeremy col is in ns, jeremy xiao di meet gf, lionel dunno got wat la.. den marc got council meeting, sally haf to go home take care of her bro so cant make it.. in the end... only shelia n me. ya lor... okay la.. forget abt all those..let see wat happened today..

today.. purposely din msg her whole day lor.. thinking she will be damn disappointed with us.. ya.. den after that meet shelia at tamp interchange to get a cake for her. den when i reach there. shelia was half dead coz she reach there half an hour earlier den me. hahaa. sorry ger.. coz my work end at 5.15pm. ya. anyway, den we bought a bengawan solo's cake for ning, den went on to TM to see if we can get anything for her lor.. coz baby G is impossible le la.. ya.. den saw a watch.. fake baby G la.. cheaper den the real one by ALOT la.. hahaa. den quite nice too.. so get it lor.. den after that went into TM n find the tigger for her.. coz we noe she love tigger alot ma.. ya.. so got that for her lor.. yeah.. when we were on our way to the interchange thinking of getting on to her hse.... shelia called ning saying that she wanna go take notes for dunno who la.. den GOD KNOWS WAT HAPPENED NEXT>>> she say she is gg out with Adeline... win liao lor.. gg city hall somemore.. den we quickly call adeline to tell her wat we planning to do n got her help. haha. den we went to city hall like some suspicious character hidin here n there scared that she will see us.. den we went up to raffles city thinking that they will not go there de lor.. who noes.. they went!!!! n we almost meet face to face. haa.. lucky that ning is blur enuff to see nth. hahaa.. after that they went city link. den we think that it is surprise enuff to be in a place that is unexpected le lor.. so we went to find them.

in OP shop. we were standing right in front of ning.. guess wat.. she juz walk pass without knowing it is US!!! she really damn blur lor.. den we went thai express for their dinner. den the person offer to keep the cake for us.. after their dinner. they got out the cake for us.. light for us.. bring it to our table n actually SING the bday song SO SO LOUD till the whole place ppl all turn n look at us. hahaa. damn AA. kekeke.. den ning was like so so so pai seh that her face turn red. kekee.. ya..

den after that we went shop ard.. went to see skirt. haha.. ning ning wear a jeans skirt DAMN NICE lehz.. hahaa... she always dun wear skirt but that one damn nice lor!! too ex la.. if not.. haha. will force her to get it de. ekekkekee... ya la.. hope she had a great bday today.,.. kekeke. HAPPY BDAY NING!!!!

Part II

kekee.. ya.. den come 5++ pm.. i'm back to HN n gang den we chat a while den move on to FAR EAST AGAIN!! coz of that stupid SO. hahaa.. anyway.. ya la.. den we got a new jie mei.. SG. hahaa... he is the only "guy" there den like out maria.. no no yati like dat.. carry stuff for us.. walk behind even eat oso eat after us.. hahahhaaa.. ya lor.. den after that we shop till i dead. den talking lame stuff. den we go took neoprint!! haha.. so FUN! so so long nv take neoprint le...

this is the best day that i ever had after so so long sia.. though i m really dead la.. coz is like really walk till my legs give way le.. but still miss all of them so so much n we had so so much FUN!! bought a some nice nice stuff for myself. a top, a pair of nice nice slipper, a belt... nth else. hahahaa.. ya la.. so is like very happy lor.. though in the end... I WAS ALL ALONE ON THE WAY BACK!! sobz....

Alot to write!!! Part 1

hehee.. really got alot.. shall put them into parts la huh? ehehe.. here is the first part!!!

okay.. let's see.. we shall start on saturday.. coz i went shopping that day!! kekee... okay.. i met up with S and HN that day at orchard mrt at 1pm lor.. ya.. hehee.. a little late la huh? coz slp too much. kekekee.. den in the end HN later den me la.. haha. while waiting we realise ALOT... i really mean ALOT of ppl crowd ard there to ask ppl for donation. oh oh man.. so so so scary.. too scary i guess.. ya.. is like got the tsunami one.. got duno wat needy kids de.. den the tickets one.. so so scary. worst thing is once i reach there.. i saw sally den juz say hi only.. behind came a guy.. both of us kena a shock.. den he start he story abt wat needy children need the money dunno wat so ever. den he crap here n there.. den this n that.. so so so... irritating actually. cant stand him.. so we shall the cost n "got rid" of him. sound heartless la.. but yet.. nowadays too many this kinda donation thingy that really make ppl wonder.. if they all goes to the rightful person. anyway.. ya.. den we went on the wisma to see see look look lor.. ya..

first we went to S n K.. wow.. nice nice clothes all ard.. keke.. got a sleeveless one myself. coz really very nice. kekee.. gd thing can wear! haha... den HN oso tried some clothes la.. funny thing is she wore black top with a jeans that day. when she come out of the changing rm, she looks exactly the same.. almost tot she din try on the clothes she say she wanted to... haha. coz they look almost the same!!! den we wanted her to get some other clothes with other colour. den she insisted on not getting them. in the end we only able to persuade her to get another pattern one which is black again... ya...

next we move on to... er... forgot le la.. ya la.. in the end we land up in far east. oh ya.. i actually wanna get a skirt.. too bad la.. too fat.. nice one cannot fit in.. den that's it lor.. who ask me to be so so faT!! saded lehz... really lor.. can forget abt getting any nice pants, jeans or skirt le la.. ya lor.. after that something not so happy happened.. as in.. S quite like.. commenting that she, SS and HN is not of the same group, saying they rich n wat so ever... starting play play i dun mind la.. but soon getting more n more like... overdoin it la.. kinda bringing a barrier between them n herself... den i was thinking of ways how to stop that n such. in the end.. got back to wisma with S to find some other clothes n such leaving SS n HN behind in KFC waiting for SO n SG (haha.. look so so funny with all the initials.. opps.. hahaa..)

HIGHLIGHTED MY HAIR!!!

hehe.. think alot ppl shld noe le la.. is in my msn nick too!! hahahaa.. yeah!! so so excited!!! coz is kinda last min decision of doin that n is against my mother's law!!! but i still do it la.. coz i wanna try!! juz out of curiousity de lor.. ya.. den i scared my mum will scream her head off so i chose a very very near to hair colour de lor.. so not so obvious!!! ya la.. but i think i very funny de la.. firstly i hope they wun realise it.. secondly i wanna it to be obvious so that i m not wasting my money. hahahaa.. stupid right? but heck la.. i've done it.. a bit mad la.. but suddenly think that i grow up le!! hahahaa...

hohoho!!! HAPPY NEW YR!!

hey all!! HaPpY nEw yEaR!!! hoOhOoo...heeHEHEHeee... here is my new blog!! hehee.. nice nice?? wowo.. i oso see liao oso happy!! haha.. coz got nice song that i like got nice pic that i like.. got nice shape that i like got nice colours that i like.. ahhahaa.. a new yr n a brand now face for my blog!! hohoho..., hehehee.. nice right? wow.. cant stand it.. so so nice!! hahahaa..

anyway.. today spring cleaning!! wowowowow... throw away all the rubbish that i got from stupid jc!!! hahaa.. now i feeling so so.. great!! ahhaa.a. anyway.. ya..

yesterday saw HN, SS, JS at compass!! ehhee.. got comics from them too.. that HN.. scary.. whole big luggage of comics... keke.. n i'll go take from her one day!! ahhaaa...

den that stupid atm machine.. first one spoil den 2.. in the end.. queue so so long.. hate it.. hahaa.. ya la.. tt's all i guess..

HAPPY NEW YR!!!

stupid yesterday

yesterday was a stupid day.. i went out after work den reach home at abt 10pm la.. den my mum ask to watch the news coz the earthquake is like very jia lat la.. i mean very serious causing alot of neighbouring country to haf disasters too..den i was like tired lor... den ar... i went to bath ma.. so hair wet wet lor.. so i juz go my rm slack n read comic books till my hair dry ma.. who noes my mum dunno why maybe i nv talk to her much or wat.. den she face black black lor.. hai.. den ar.. i juz slp lor..

today tot everything will be fine n back to normal. who noes.. my dad msg me in the morning ard 11 saying wat ask me dun make my mum angry la.. wat shld help my mum la.. den dunno wat shld be nicer to them la.. dun disappoint them la.. wat the H!! wat did i do?? i dun even noe wat is wrong with coming home at 10 when i already said i'll be home late. wat is wrong with feeling tired n stay in my rm in my comfort zone. wat is wrong with slpin when i feel like... anyway.. i juz reply.. "i'm sorry. i was juz not in very gd mood n juz tired. i'm sorry" den wat he reply?? he said " u are not the only one tired. we are tired too n stuff.. say wat my mum having high blood pressure so muz treat her nicer dun make her angry n stuff"... argh!!! i really dunno wat wrong did i do.... when my sis reach home at 11!!!!! hai... spoil my mood at work. make me so so sad. dunno wat to do.. almost cried. rush to the toilet n sobz.. ...

gd thing i haf sally with me.. haha. den i became very very crazy after my stupid terrible feeing.. hahaa.. den sally haf to be there tolerating all my nonsense.. haha.. den she told me got this scary movie abt a ger long hair de.. she playing that er.. some kinda gymnastic stuff that like monkey bar.. one bar de.. den ar.. she turn herself round n round the bar till her hair got tangled with the bar den she struggle. den dropped from the bar den head the floor n died. haha. the scene seems so ridiculous. den i luff all my way from pasir ris to seng kang. den she told me her cousin surname is huang. the huang di(emperor) that huang. den i luff!!? haha.. funny surname. den i tell her ask him to name his children as huang di( emperor ) huang shang ( ur majesty ), huang fei (concubine) huang hou(the empress) huang tai zi (emperor's son) etc.. den ar.. the whole family will be royal family le.. hahaa.. lame la.. i noe.. but.. kekee...

stupid yesterday

yesterday was a stupid day.. i went out after work den reach home at abt 10pm la.. den my mum ask to watch the news coz the earthquake is like very jia lat la.. i mean very serious causing alot of neighbouring country to haf disasters too..den i was like tired lor... den ar... i went to bath ma.. so hair wet wet lor.. so i juz go my rm slack n read comic books till my hair dry ma.. who noes my mum dunno why maybe i nv talk to her much or wat.. den she face black black lor.. hai.. den ar.. i juz slp lor..

today tot everything will be fine n back to normal. who noes.. my dad msg me in the morning ard 11 saying wat ask me dun make my mum angry la.. wat shld help my mum la.. den dunno wat shld be nicer to them la.. dun disappoint them la.. wat the H!! wat did i do?? i dun even noe wat is wrong with coming home at 10 when i already said i'll be home late. wat is wrong with feeling tired n stay in my rm in my comfort zone. wat is wrong with slpin when i feel like... anyway.. i juz reply.. "i'm sorry. i was juz not in very gd mood n juz tired. i'm sorry" den wat he reply?? he said " u are not the only one tired. we are tired too n stuff.. say wat my mum having high blood pressure so muz treat her nicer dun make her angry n stuff"... argh!!! i really dunno wat wrong did i do.... when my sis reach home at 11!!!!! hai... spoil my mood at work. make me so so sad. dunno wat to do.. almost cried. rush to the toilet n sobz.. ...

gd thing i haf sally with me.. haha. den i became very very crazy after my stupid terrible feeing.. hahaa.. den sally haf to be there tolerating all my nonsense.. haha.. den she told me got this scary movie abt a ger long hair de.. she playing that er.. some kinda gymnastic stuff that like monkey bar.. one bar de.. den ar.. she turn herself round n round the bar till her hair got tangled with the bar den she struggle. den dropped from the bar den head the floor n died. haha. the scene seems so ridiculous. den i luff all my way from pasir ris to seng kang. den she told me her cousin surname is huang. the huang di(emperor) that huang. den i luff!!? haha.. funny surname. den i tell her ask him to name his children as huang di( emperor ) huang shang ( ur majesty ), huang fei (concubine) huang hou(the empress) huang tai zi (emperor's son) etc.. den ar.. the whole family will be royal family le.. hahaa.. lame la.. i noe.. but.. kekee...

stupid yesterday

yesterday was a stupid day.. i went out after work den reach home at abt 10pm la.. den my mum ask to watch the news coz the earthquake is like very jia lat la.. i mean very serious causing alot of neighbouring country to haf disasters too..den i was like tired lor... den ar... i went to bath ma.. so hair wet wet lor.. so i juz go my rm slack n read comic books till my hair dry ma.. who noes my mum dunno why maybe i nv talk to her much or wat.. den she face black black lor.. hai.. den ar.. i juz slp lor..

today tot everything will be fine n back to normal. who noes.. my dad msg me in the morning ard 11 saying wat ask me dun make my mum angry la.. wat shld help my mum la.. den dunno wat shld be nicer to them la.. dun disappoint them la.. wat the H!! wat did i do?? i dun even noe wat is wrong with coming home at 10 when i already said i'll be home late. wat is wrong with feeling tired n stay in my rm in my comfort zone. wat is wrong with slpin when i feel like... anyway.. i juz reply.. "i'm sorry. i was juz not in very gd mood n juz tired. i'm sorry" den wat he reply?? he said " u are not the only one tired. we are tired too n stuff.. say wat my mum having high blood pressure so muz treat her nicer dun make her angry n stuff"... argh!!! i really dunno wat wrong did i do.... when my sis reach home at 11!!!!! hai... spoil my mood at work. make me so so sad. dunno wat to do.. almost cried. rush to the toilet n sobz.. ...

gd thing i haf sally with me.. haha. den i became very very crazy after my stupid terrible feeing.. hahaa.. den sally haf to be there tolerating all my nonsense.. haha.. den she told me got this scary movie abt a ger long hair de.. she playing that er.. some kinda gymnastic stuff that like monkey bar.. one bar de.. den ar.. she turn herself round n round the bar till her hair got tangled with the bar den she struggle. den dropped from the bar den head the floor n died. haha. the scene seems so ridiculous. den i luff all my way from pasir ris to seng kang. den she told me her cousin surname is huang. the huang di(emperor) that huang. den i luff!!? haha.. funny surname. den i tell her ask him to name his children as huang di( emperor ) huang shang ( ur majesty ), huang fei (concubine) huang hou(the empress) huang tai zi (emperor's son) etc.. den ar.. the whole family will be royal family le.. hahaa.. lame la.. i noe.. but.. kekee...

she juz sux to the core

she juz sux to the core!!! who?? still got who?? my idiotic sister!! i hate her la!! why muz she always do this to me?? i already hate her so much... already trying to like her n respect her as my sis... but i really find nth in her for me to respect n love her as my sis!!! what authority does she has that she can juz ignore the activity we having today n juz go on with her own program gg out having fun n all those stuff when i haf to stay at home. listen to my mum's unhappiness... doin all the chores.. not having chance to go out with my frenz n count down... wat the hell!!! why ??? hai.. bein sensitive n soft hearted is really not a gd thing but who can juz leave their parents doin stuff there not helping n letting them having heart ache all the time?? worst still.. she killed her hp by droppin it into the toilet bowl.. den? she juz took my mum's hp n use it!!! wat the hell!!! she always like dat. the previous time i have to give mine to her!! now?? she using mum's!! ren shan bei ren qi ar!!! my mum love her so so much. treat her so so nice!! give her all her patience.. when wil she realise that n gif mum some in return?? doubt she will ever do that..., hai.. juz that.. she sux!! to the core!!!

she juz sux to the core

she juz sux to the core!!! who?? still got who?? my idiotic sister!! i hate her la!! why muz she always do this to me?? i already hate her so much... already trying to like her n respect her as my sis... but i really find nth in her for me to respect n love her as my sis!!! what authority does she has that she can juz ignore the activity we having today n juz go on with her own program gg out having fun n all those stuff when i haf to stay at home. listen to my mum's unhappiness... doin all the chores.. not having chance to go out with my frenz n count down... wat the hell!!! why ??? hai.. bein sensitive n soft hearted is really not a gd thing but who can juz leave their parents doin stuff there not helping n letting them having heart ache all the time?? worst still.. she killed her hp by droppin it into the toilet bowl.. den? she juz took my mum's hp n use it!!! wat the hell!!! she always like dat. the previous time i have to give mine to her!! now?? she using mum's!! ren shan bei ren qi ar!!! my mum love her so so much. treat her so so nice!! give her all her patience.. when wil she realise that n gif mum some in return?? doubt she will ever do that..., hai.. juz that.. she sux!! to the core!!!

here is one after a long long break!!!

hey hey,.. finally back to blog.. after so so long.. got lots to write... okay.. let's start.

firstly, i m working now le.. ya... forgot if i had mention that in my previous entry. ya.. i m currently working in SIAEC somewhere in far changi end. fun to work there coz the ppl there are nice but ar,.. the work very very boring de... quite slack too la.. so ... not so bad after all..

den... last friday my niece came over my hse to stay. quite gd la.. finally got someone to acc me all the time.. hahaa... den we like stick tog those kind la.. gd to haf someone stick to u at times la.. feel so much so wanted is quite gd sia.. hahaha.. den saturday brought her to escape theme park to play. hahaha.. went there at abt 2pm. den we played almost all la.. but that day bad weather.. keep raining so keep gg on n off. manage to put myself to try those new machine there la.. rainbow is kena cheated den play de.. den the flipper is observe very long realise is not very scary den play de.. but my niece first time play la.. got a shock n cried... ya lor.. poor ger.. vomitted after that too... den sunday had a chalet. went there n eat alot.. haha.. den carry some kid to the beach n play. very windy that day. feel so great. hahaa.. den we sat at the rock by the side of the beach listen to songs n enjoy the breeze. so great!!!! hahaa....

monday is a very blue day for me.. after so much fun over the wkend is work again!! oh man!! tiring.. den tuesday is bbq. band bbq la.. went of course.. not really great time la.. but yet.. not bad lor.. they did put in some effort to do sth for us.. juz that not all of us can make it there n somemore not all juniors are there too.. sobz.. that;s the sad part la.. den went home VERY late.. first time ever that i reach home at 12am!!! oh man!! cant believe it.. gd thing that my parents din really flare up on me. ya.. den the next day to work.. i almost died!! hahahaa.. so so tired n slpy. gd thing is that my collegue very nice to me coz they can understand. hahaa.. yeah!! ever since den i din haf any nice nice slp that i can get back all my energy de lor...

today.. is my dearest collegue's last day... we finally became gd fren den she haf to go le.. she is also another temporary staff there.. gg back to study coz sch starting.. so sad... she is a very nice person. fun to be with. funny n another joker too la.. hahhaa.. can get along quite well de lor... but now.. she has to go back to study le.. hope she will do beta next yr!! n hope we can still stay in contact!!!

yeah.. x'mas is coming.. here i wish all n myself!! n bloggy too!!! a very very wonderful merry xmas n may all dreams (hope mine too) comes true....