Monday, September 11, 2006

had i hurt him?

i dont know what to do now. his temper is getting kinda out of control. i dont know. i really love him. but what can i do? i dont want him to keep feeling unhappy or upset yet i dont know what to do. ever since i joined jcrc, everything goes down hill for the both of us. does that mean i wont have a valentine next year? i dont know.

i know i shouldnt doubt his love for me.. but i just wonder why guys n gers are so different. girls can do anything n sacrifice anything in a relationship but why cant the guys do the same too? does it mean they love their partner less n love themself more? i dont know....

as bad as his condition is now. i m also lost and dont know what to do. on one side i really dont want to leave him. on the other side i hope i can take up my responsibility and work to the fullest in jcrc. either i let go or him or just screwed up my jcrc work. i dont know. haiz~~

lost in the wonder land. no more tears, no more mood, in order not to let ppl worry for me, i have to cheer up. life~~ this is life~~ experience that no one else will be able to know the exact dilema that i m gg thru, due to different character n priority in life.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

Halo!!Erjie here...er...Pei's sis??
1st of all,how was tat nite??Pei say u were the most chio!lol

Jus my 2cents worth.Smtimes in relationship,if u dun expect too much rtns fr each other,u wont get hurt so much.N u R still veri young.Tink of life fill w/ alot of busstp n u r on the bus.So many busstps n each represent so many things.Smtimes u stay longer at a stop n others,u jus cant wait for the bus to cm along.Question is do u stop at only a stop or continue to explore?

Gal,u r still young.The real problems of life will come later.

Cheers.Erjie.
erjie_2@hotmail.com

Anonymous said...

hey gal, erjie is a very good relationship consultant also :p

just wanna say that i'll be here okie

muacks, love you gal

Anonymous said...

hey gal! cheer up ! Sometimes in life, u'll gain some things and lose others. We'll hafta live with that cos if there's no loss, there'll nv be gain.

From someone u least expected or forgotten...SP