our grp photo!! haha.. i look soo damn ugly inside!!! behind he ger is charis the guy is arif. front row from left to right... me, aaron(bday boy), hong an, lynette, pei yun 

hehee... he n his cake!! nice right?? haha..  

wow... see aaron soo lang bei! haha.a..but look at the smile!! hahaa 

*SWIMMING*

hehee.. today went swimming with ning ning.. wai ling suppose to come la. but in the end she slp like a "pig" (kidding ar...) den nv come. we went there,.. not alot of ppl.. swim a while.. dunno y.. today both of us like no mood to swim.. swim a while den sian diao le...but can tan la.. still alright! getting darker n darker le. hahaa.. so happy.. yesterday sulin see i become darker den say i become prettier le wor.. haha..*flying high*

ning ning finally see my new hair style le.. haha.. den she was like.. finally sees something real different.she say i everytime cut hair like nv cut like dat. this time can see a diff me le. haha.. but ar.. like dat next time no more surprises for them le. coz no more new thingy to cut le.. unless i cut till damn short. hahaa...

gui jin suppose to come my hse study today de lehz.. but her mum dun allow her coz dunno wat auntie wanna take stuff or will bring stuff to her.. duno la.. hahaa.. den nv come.. i knew i will slack if she nv come.. BINGO! i slacked le.. come back very tired den slp a while.. but slp from 1 till abt 3. hahaa.. tired lehz.. dunno y.. haha... duno how i go take my prelim with all this shitty attitude.. god bless me ar....

Surprise!!

I CUT HAIR LE!!


i cut hair le! hehe.. got my fringe short.. den my hair length oso much shorter le.. v shape layer. hehe... go jean yip cut de.. coz tian ying say there cut nice den not very ex. she said 20.. in the end is 28!!!! sian diao lor.. so broke now.. still owe her 30 bucks... dunno when den can return le.. den got to see her bf on the same day to.. oh.. all this happened on tues.. ya.. her bf oso cut his hair tt day.. nice nice too!!! hehee... his bf quite not bad la. ya.. they quite sweet too.. ppl even mistook them as husband n wife. hahaa... this happened in long john la.. we went there den something happened den they chao angry with that long john ger. hahaa... coz they ordered some food den the person chao attitude to them la.. den in the end still got the wrong food for her bf.. den they very bu shuang den tot of all funny ways to complain n stuff.. hahaa...

today sulin come my hse!! haha.. she came here to do her chi stuff la.. den do quite long.. suppose to reach here at abt 10.30 but den end up here at abt 12+ haha.. nvm la.. den ar.. that ger ar.. dunno where my hse is.. den in the end.. call me den as me look down. lame right? haha.. den tot she noe le den will come up.. wait wait wait den not up yet.. feeling weird weird de.. tot she lost her way again.. den in the end is she was playing that playground with wen li down stairs. dotx right? she say wenli nv play that see-saw b4.. diao right? no childhood ar.. hahaa.... after she complete her work den we went online see see look look.. den see wenli's blog n stuff.. den after that we change blogskin.. today found quite a few nice nice de...tt's y i changed mine!! hahaa... yeah!! =D nice nice got star de!! kekee... wahhahaa..

Sulin rocks my socks off!!

I like LOVE miaoting!!


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Love truckloads of pink elephants and yellow moomoo cows,
Sulin and Wenli
9th Sept 04

MAKING CRYSTAL BUN

MAKING OF CRYSTAL BUN

hehehee... i made crystal bun today!!whahaa.. so nice!! so damn nice!! wahhahaa... taste gd look gd n is MY FIRST TIME!! whahahaha.. mummy oso very happy coz it is nice! hahaa... basically today i woke up at abt 10am den all i do today is crystal bun. den do house hold chores den nth else lor.. basically juz a house wife life today! hahaa... okie end!

FIGHT!

FIGHT!!!

heard abt an inccident not long ago.. abt a fight... not really a fight la.. but someone almost get into a fight not long ago in our sch... one of them is a jc1 n another jc2. the jc2 guy very cunning lor.. wanna make that jc1 de fight den in the end he not planning to fight back lor.. juz wanna get injured den go report n make the jc1 de suffer lor.. SO BAD!!! gd thing is that jc1 de not that stupid.. n is cool enuff not to get into hot soup. if not.. dunno wat will happen to him ar!!!

NO MOOD!!!

now chao not in the mood.. hai.. thinking of something.. hai.. why is there "fan nao" on earth?? make me think think think so much in the end.. the more i think the worst it gets... so dotx.. no mood to write le.. hai...

death

-dEaTh-

hmm... yesterday was a busy day. my dad nv go work coz he got slight sore eyes... see he keep using tissue to clean his eye see liao oso xin tong.. haiyo.. mummy sick he sore eye.. wat more can there be?? suddenly realise they really getting old n all sorts of stupid stuff coming up le.. hai.. scared scared.. recently dunno is coz of wat.. keep thinking wat will happen to me if one day daddy mummy leave me... hai.. damn sad.. jzu think of it will make me cry lor... really lehz.. is like dunno lehz.... we are sooo close n such a cozy sweet family n if one day... something happened... think i really really will cry non stop lor.. really dunno how those ppl who had lost their love ones able to settle down their feeling n get on with life. DADDY MUMMY I LOVE U!!!!

anyway... i suppose to meet alan xu to go get pressie for mr chan den go sch to gif the presents de.. den in the end.. hehee.. not feeling well la.. den kinda dun feel like gg anymore but cannot la.. den in the end change the time from 11 to 4pm. in the end oso nv go sch la... juz get pressie only. BTW... i can eat M&M lehz!! can eat mac ice cream lehz!! wah!! suddenly realise sooo many things can eat de i oso duno... haha.. sooo damn happy lor! hahaa... ok.. back to topic... we got a tea set for him ya.. den went back home. eat den went for a funeral le.. sad... hai... y muz there be death???

anyway, i went to meet meihui straight after i reach the funeral area coz she got sth wanna gif me ma.. so went sr area n meet her lor.. actually haf to bring her stuff to her de.. in the end i forgot! blur queen here! saw her le.. very very happy! hehee... she got us alot of perfume n stuff.. n gave me a very very long letter.. see le oso happy the card got nice nice smell somemore! kekee... miss ya ger! come to think of it.. those who very close to me in my jc1 yr all left me le.. only left with alan now.. hai... sad sad... first is stephanie... once very close to her.. she is really very poorthing de lor.. haf to face soo many things n she takes things soo seriously n nv let go of the past. see her like suffering den dunno la.. suddenly change to another person n very hostile to us. from there.. our frenship juz end... Next is sulin.. hai.. she kena retain last yr.. den starting still got keep in contact den now she got her new frens new classmates somemore our lessons breaks n stuff at diff timing... very hard to haf time sit down n really haf a gd heart to heart talk. actually got alot to share with her de.. but when see her oso dunno start from where.. kinda sad too... Third one is mei hui... she too stress le la.. hai.. see her suffer like dat oso very sad for her. haf to face the sch's pressure, family prob, sch work.. worst still haf such a "gd" ct.. hai.. poor ger ger.. due to all factors.. she leave sch le.. though coming back for exams la.. but yet.. she now in working society le.. den she very busy lor.. work everyday de.. wanna meet her out oso dunno when le.. hai..... now our one big grp only left the 2 pathetic souls... hai... hai....MISS YA GERS..

back to topic.. today wake up early early to go sch n gif the teachers their pressie den come back home le.. din do much la.. reach home grab a bk den start readin it. quite nice la.. romance story again lor.. den quite cute de la.. the ger very pinkie de.. reminds me of sulin n mei hui. haha.. den after that had mian xian as lunch. din eat much. dunno y recently everytime see food den full le.. after the meal den starts to feel hungry again.. stupid stomach!

OH MAN!!

OH MAN!!!

oh man.. my mum still sick lor.. not fully recovered when she finished her medicine le lor.. so poorthing lor.. see her like dat i oso heartache. but think much beta den the first few days le.. now at least she is eating more le... kekee.. see le oso happier le! =D

den i dunno is i went swimming got in the hot sun for too long or taking care of my mum n kena her sickness... i kena fever yesterday lor... IT IS STH REAL BAD. y? i had my prelim practical for my chem yesterday lor.. den is like juz b4 i go in den i realise i running a fever lor.. quite high somemore lehz.. den really CMI lor.. hai... den ar.. question one i died le. that VA ar.. hey say need to add dil H2SO4 den i dun see that they provide that ma.. den use the one on the bench de. den ar... till i do the last question den i realise they got provide lor... conc different lor.. dunno will die anot.. hai... worst still is i cannot finish the whole paper lor.. wanna use other parts to boost the marks oso cannot.. sian diao lehz...

today... damn funny lor.. go alan's hse to watch the se nu lang. coz yesterday not feeling well so slept early n ask him help me tape. after that we went compass point haf lunch n saw xiu qin. first time see her husband. haha.. heard that he last time from sr too.. haha.. but is soo many years back le. anyway, after that went to look for present for teachers coz teachers day coming ma... den actually wanna go IKEA de... den we waited at the taxi stand area for the bus.. den in the end ar... waited for 2 LONG hours.. no bus come... den realise no more service le!!! wat the lor... hai.... waste my time.. in the juz get all the pressie from compass point n hougang mall... after that went back sr to band. learnt a little of how to play a clarinet la.. den remember a few fingerings for a few notes le la.. hehee... den gave mr tan his pressie... he say he very touched. kekee... after that came home rest a while den go rong si's house for a gathering.. came out with soo many lame ideas n all.. den talking abt gg abroad n stuff.. hope really can one day go somewhere where need to travel by plane de... nv take plane b4... wanna TRY!!! kekee...

Mummy is SICK!!!

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this few days nv write anything le.. coz my mummy is sick!! kinda serious wor... coz she got fever den is up down up down de... very scary. den got cough. flu.. like everything all tog.. soo poor thing. see her slp all day... see le oso xin tong... but now BETA le!! yeah!! hahaaa... dun remember much too many days ago de.. shall write from yesterday la...

yesterday mummy still go work when she dun feel gd. coz she say if she dun go den he work load will increase the next time she go. see she suffer till like dat, i told her i'll cook porridge for her for dinner. den i went market to get vege, bean curd. ya... on the way i saw my neighbour. she tot i went to get lunch or wat. den i said i came to get vege n bean curd, den she kena shock lor.. dunno wat so shocking.. maybe she dun expect me to go market ba... hahaa.... make me feel a little auntie suddenly... kekee.... got back home... ate my lunch den rest a while. do all my hse hold chores den cook dinner. daddy come back quite happy. haha.. mummy oso quite xin wei. after that tog with daddy we manage to persuade mummy to see dr! yeah!! finally she go see dr le!!! den she will recover faster....

today... early morning.. actually not very early la.. 8am. woke up den went market again...this time is hougang green area de.. den ar.. last time went there with mummy to buy vege got ppl call me auntie lor!!! den i chao buay song.. today i was like thinking.. beta dun haf anyone call me auntie if not i wun buy from them... wahhahahaa.. indeed no one call me auntie.. one uncle call me xiao mei! hahahaa..... prove that i dun haf auntie look le!! hahaa.. cool! den after that went swimming with huining.. that sotong yang ar... really blur lor.. we gg swimming den she brought everything except her swim suit. den in the end late coz she went back to take. den in the pool ar.. all guys sia... still got abt 5-6 starfish at the side suntanning... sian diao k... can u imagine whole pool all guys only huining n i are gers? wah!! damn pai seh... den we came back at abt 1++ ate maggie mee den she go back sch to study le... kekee.... for me? come online n get all this down! heheehehe....

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bad tummy!

BAD tummy

hmm.. got 3 days nv write in le.. hai.. had bad stomach problem.. so cant be help. went to toilet almost 5-6 times per day. only got beta yesterday n i guess.. i'm fine now...

thursday:

woke up on time.. went sch sharp at 7am. BUT hai.. stomach ache. den i haf to stop half way to get to some nearest toilet. in the end... i ran to a mac with a sign board "we are closed". coz while i'm running towards that mac i saw an auntie came out ma.. so i juz heck everything ran in n yesh! haha.. in the end.. when i came out, i heard the workers inside was like saying.. someone came in is it? den the guy reply.. no only one came in for toilet. den when i walk out. he was like starin at me. den i got sooo pai seh juz rush off. haha... stupid right? after that went sch. had a bad day lor. suffering in pain... having lessons.. ya la.. den nth much. juz rush home after sch n haf my gd rest.

friday:

my stomach din get any beta so nv go sch. at home kinda rotting.. din do anything much la.. hai.. prelim coming n yet i dun haf much feeling for it.. dunno wat happen to me la. how to get myself motivated? dunno...

saturday:

wake up at abt 10. watch cartoons. den realise that liu xing hua yuan part one is showing from 12 to 2. hahaa.. den so happy.. had a great time luffing at that stupid zi nue kuang dao ming si. hehe.e... after that went back for band see see look look.. cool! haha.. seems like band rm look so pack. but still got alot nv go la.. zheng qiang jia hao jing hong n alan went back too. hahaa.. bu yue er tong.. went there wrote a compo. listen to their choice piece jericho.. not bad.. nice one.. a song abt war. the hard times the suffering the actual war n lastly the victory.. den after that kerui,sijun,yongjun,weizhen,poohee,alan n ME!! haha..we went HM for dinner. finally ate something decent after 2 days. hahaa.. den watched the table tennis match there. kinda disappointed that she nv win but still proud of her la. she ROX! kekee....

two days...

ok.. two days nv write in anything le.. let's see wat i had done for the past 2 days...

tuesday:

went sch( of course! ) was kinda early. very long nv reach sch at 715 le.. haha.. normally reach the gate right at the dot de nv kena late coming. hehee.. den had a chem lecture by mr ong! he is gd! really lor... only gd chem teacher in our sch lor.. the rest cmi de. den is our maths lecture. is the last lecture of our life in jc le!! haha.. coz they juz finished our syllabus yesterday!! hehee.. yesh!!! haha.... hmm.., but on this day had a very irritating test. on biochemistry. the topic very big lor.. den alot!! alot to study. den we haf to memorise alot of new terms new thingy. so all look very dead on tue. for me... dunno y... no matter how i think how i memorise how i read, nth can go in. hai.. so kinda fruastrated with myself. doze of in mr ng's lesson. kinda guilty la... he very nice lor.. whole class only got 5 of us. sure can see de. but he juz let me haf my dream. he is really a great guy! den took our test. not very easy lor.. yet.. if really got study n get all things into the brain is can do de la.. got a few mistake here n there.. still.. it's ok la.. dunno result yet. haha..
went home den kinda slpy.. got a call from jian hong.. dunno y juz dunno wat to talk to him abt. hai.. really feel bad for him lor.. but.. i really can feel nth... hai.. dunno la..

wed:
only had 4 lessons. so nth much. after that alan n i sneak to hougang mall n had our lunch. yum.. hehee.. den had a biochem lesson.. givin ans to the test we took on tues. dun dare to see my paper. haha.a.. after that we go YUAN MAO GUAN!! nice lehz! haha.. though kinda scary at first lor... really kinda scary! haha.. coz ar.. the staircase leadin to the second n third level realy kinda eerie la.. den very dark lor.. machiam lor.. can't see properly de. den after that got use to the atmosphere le den beta le. so walked ard n see alot of stuff.. those old stuff like the chairs the bowl the wok the charcoal way of cooking the toilets n all... den the rms that they use to live in is soooo small... only enuff place to slp lor.. nth else. poorthing lor... had a great time there. learnt alot!! yeah!!
came back home. BOMB! slept till 7+ den wake up! haha.. dunno y la.. juz so very tired. my mum oso said that. oso dunno y. hai.. k la.. think i really need to slp le.. come in again next time to write more! =D

SO WAT!!!

early in the mornin first thing i do is great my fren a smile. den wat happen next? when i told him that i m not in sch coz i m sick of those test n stuff.. next time he say is that i m hiding from reality. escaping from wat i suppose to face. saying that i m not sensible enuff.. sayin that i m not doin the right thing! SO WAT! i noe wat i m doin i noe wat i m gg thru i noe wat is there in front of me i noe i m too slack i noe i m bad i noe!!! i noe everything! gg thru this 2 yrs really isn't easy for me! who noes it? no one!!! everyday i go sch with a smile. everytime i seems so heck care abt everything. wat for?? juz to let myself haf a beta life. juz to cheer up ppl who are gg thru same fate as me!! juz dun wanna look dead when inside me nth is alive.

juz by skipping a day, missing 3 tests, i m already listed as a person who is not sensible. wahhaaahaa... how nice! my mum din even dare to say anything like this to me! he is juz someone whom dun really noe me, almost like a stranger. all he does is to assume that i m not sensible. i m too ren xin. oh.. that;s sooo fair to me. haf i nv put in any hard work? u can simply say yes! but is tt a fact! i myself noe it!

wat a day to be pissed of by someone unknow personel when i great him warmly. is it really that hao xin mei hao bao? thanks boy. thank u to let me see that i m juz a no sensible person whom is still far from growing up. thanks!!!!!

testing...

juz wanna test whether this is something new. keke.e.. testing one 2 three...

sunday!!

wah!! sian diao.. acutally wrote one le lor!! but all juz gone!!! pls dun kill me this time round.. maybe coz got some political stuff inside the bloggers dun dare to post so say got error. haiya.. waste my effort.

k la... shall start all over again. this morning got my family to go joggin in punggol park!! hee... healthy start of the day which lead to a slpy day! hahaa... anyway... not bad lehz.. jog abt 2 n a half rounds of punggol park. hehe.. drag my dad along n he jog n walk for abt 1n a half rd. mummy not feelin tat well so she walk abt 1++ rd lor.. piggy sis.. jog abt 2 rds but came much later den us. slp like a log.. hahaa...

den we went for our break fast!! hahaa.. ROTI PRATA!! but ar.. suay sia... the 2 in front of me ar.. one ordered 20 the other ordered 10. wait till i really pek chek sia.. but no choice la.. for ROTI PRATA... i will wait!! hahaa.. though is kinda unhealthy food la.. but yet.. once in a long long while ma.. hehee.. when i got back with my pratas ar... haiyo... all finish their food le lor.. dun care them i slowly xiang shou my meal! hahaaa

after that came back home help my mummy wash n hang clothes! hehee... had a tough fight with the wind n the bamboo stick! scary sia... i live at 13th level lehz.. wat if... i accidentally... i wun suffer lor.. the "lucky" one will lor.. so i struggled for 30 min n PHEW! got all out in the sun dancing in the wind!! kekee...

had a nap.. but it rained n that thunder scare me lor.. woke me up at abt 4!! hehe.. oso time to wake up le la.. still haf to sweep floor n mop floor b4 my parents is back. kekee.. den happen to catch the last part of ndp. the previous PM GOh part ar.. so touching lor.. really think he is gd!! yeah!!! salute!

tml got 3 tests lor!!! all the teacher can thinking of b4 our sch day end is tests n tests n more TESTS!!! it is really sth that can kill k!! Turning Exhausted Students To Skulls!!! that's wat tests really are!! so i m not gg to become a skull so soon!!! TML is a OFF day for me!!! muz study for tuesday's biochem lor... it is really tough topic k? especially when i haf no bio backgrd. really killing me!! that indian guy can he do sth??? u see.. this stupid system only train us to become a copying machine. memorise more n more. tt's all... they tot this can bring us far??? wanna fight with CHINA with this??? WAIT LONG LONG!! it is only killing all the creative minds lor.. all those info oso will hinder pure creative minds in coming out with great new ideas n logics n theories. see... like einstine(hope i spell correctly) he dun study at all!! but he is a genius. a scientist!! most scientist seems to be idiots when they are young n not sent to sch!! that's the Greatest Factor that contributes to their success sia!!!

sunday!!

today is a healthy day!! haha... drag my family to punggol park to jog! heehee.. den my daddy walk walk jog jog.. like very onz but ar.. only 1 rd den stop le.. my mummy not feelin too gd. den she juz walk lor.. that piggy sis... she slp till like a log. so she went later den us. yeah! i jog thruout wor!! hahaa.. abt 2 n a half rds. not alot la.. but coz daddy mummy all stop le.. den no one cont with me.. den i stop oso lor!! kekee..

went for breakfast after that! ate ROTI PRATA!! haha.. kinda waste all the effort of joggin la.. haha.. but long long time eat once.. nvm la. but ar!! CMI sia.. coz ar.. i line up till sooo long lor.. kinda suay lor.. the 2 b4 me ar.. one ask for 20 the other ask for 10.. wah!! den i haf to wait n wait n wait... almost feel like gg le lor.. when i go back ar... all finish their food le lor!! so sad case lor.... but still had my ROTI PRATA!! hehee...

after that came back home. wash clothes hang clothes. scary sia!!! i trying to get the bamboo stick out ar.. den ar.. wah!!! sooo damn scary... scared i will drop it lor.. i will nt feel anything but wat if got ppl down there? oh man.. after abt 30min of a war between me the wind n the bamboo stick. finally got all the clothes out in the sun!! kekee...

after a long tiring morning.. i went for a nap. that stupid thunder ar.. scare me sia.. spoil my wonderful nap. haha.. but oso time for me to get up le la.. haven do other hse hold chores ar... hahaa...

this few days... keep thinking of sth.. thinking n thinking n thinking.. but yet... dun think got any use la.. wun help the situation too.. haha.a.. so i shall juz stay happy!!

tml got 3 TESTS~ i dun wanna go sch le lor. not coz got 3 tests. is coz tue got biochem test!! siao one lor.. really mad man.. test after test after more tests. tot wat? we are machines for answering test ar? brains are created to think not to memorise. no wonder singapore kids dun haf a creative brains. coz we are force to use up space in our brain to memorise. den all the info inside will juz block the nerves to connect with the creative side of the brain. killing our creative mind indirectly lor.. really shld change the system ar.. but i dun think that indian can do anything much to help... ever since he got that post ar... opps.. shall stop here.. cannot say too much.. if not i kena sue den die.. xin guan shang ren san ba huo... muz beware!!!

my HP is BACK!!!

hahaa... wat a joke. wrote abt one para of stuff n accidentally del it myself!! wat the.. anyway.. shall summarise that. my HP is back. juz like wat my title is.. got back my hp le. coz my sis hp is ok le. den she can haf hers back n i can haf mine back!! keke.e. not that her hp is lousy n mine is not. in fact mine is the most LKK of all. 3315... but still my hp is my hp.. got feeling k?? hahaa.. ya..

morning went swimming with huining at abt 830. yeah. but in the end nv swim lor. coz huining accidentally kick water onto someone's face den she chao guilty den dun dare to swim le.. den we juz soak in water n chat chat. oso trying to be darker in complexion. hehee.. den after that i went back home

cooked lunch today. porridge, bean curd, bittergourd n cucumber with egg. simple stuff la.. hehee.. but not bad wor.. coz i cook de. hahaa.. still can eat la. hehe... after that watch mi tao nu hai.. so sweet lor.. last episode. xiao tao soo xin fu.. they so sweet n loving.. when can that day come to my life?? haha.. wait long long oso wun haf! hahaa...

went to slp a while.. abt an hour or 2. den help my mum dye her hair.. see mummy got so many white hair le.. time really flies... really so scare to see my parents getting older n older... hai.. really dunno wat will happen to me if sth happen to them. really dunno how to survive life without them... *touch wood* they will life longer den 120! yeah!! they can make it! got faith in them! yeah!

after i had my dinner watched yi tian tu long ji! not bad wor!! haha... nice nice! like it lehz.... den after that my cousin come le.. she told me she got a BF le wor!! hahaa.... congrats ger!!! hope that they will last for ever n ever... n he will treat her nice nice! yeah! gd gd.. ppl ard me found their xin fu le.. first is my AS den now is cousin. oh... my fren too... ya... so happy for them. you qing ren zhong cheng juan shu.. =D