my sweet sweet darling~~ i LOVE u!!
hahaha.. juz 2 days ago.. wednessday that day.. was quite a busy day.. or shld i say afternoon cum evening. morning din go sch la.. overslept. so.. yup.. slept till abt 9+ den eat breakfast, watch tv a while.. den after that start doin my chem NMR. den after that did some maths.. Hypothesis testiing.. den after that do some hsE work den went for tuition at "RJC" hahhaa.. from 4 till 6+ den after that came back home. when i juz got down the bus, my hp rang, mummy called. "hey, u giving tuition today ar? how come u told me u having tuition urself?" den u was so so shock coz really din plan to have tuition that day, but my collegue change hp number den din save my number down. so she came all the way down n try if i am available for tuition as friday her child cant make it.
yup~ down for tuition again!! den half way thru my dar dar called. "hey, sorry lehz.. having tuition.. call u later at 9 k?? tuition ending at 9pm." he replied,"oh~ den see u at 9pm lor.." shock right? haha... den he really come down!!! den i shock la~~ den had to lie to my mum say go down pass thingy to my fren, den meet him.. kekee... *guilty* lolx.
Friday, July 15, 2005
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
Xin Fu Shi Shen Me
hmm... i'm attached. ya.. attached after 2 yrs. with him. on the 7th of july 2005.
he is someone i got to know online. not very safe i know. but he is a gd guy as far as i know. he treat he ex so so well that i'm actually quite jealous. when his ex got sick. demanded that he have to go down to cook for him, he did it. straight after work, from tuas to bedok juz to cook dinner for her. when he is juz 10 min late, his gf shouted at him threw all the temper and all yet he still coax her till she ate sth and all.. scold him and all. den hai.. alot la..
he treats me well.. but he working as a navy have to go back to camp for wkdays and only wkends are available. so kinda busy and din really have much time for me. alright la.. is a blessing in disguise i guess.. coz only den i can concentrate on my study.
miss him. today he nv msg me. coz he forgot to pay his hp bills den in the end singtel cut off his line. sobz.. den only saw one msg of his today. saying abt this using his fren's hp. tt's all.. hai... dunno muz wait till when den will receive his msg le..
he is someone i got to know online. not very safe i know. but he is a gd guy as far as i know. he treat he ex so so well that i'm actually quite jealous. when his ex got sick. demanded that he have to go down to cook for him, he did it. straight after work, from tuas to bedok juz to cook dinner for her. when he is juz 10 min late, his gf shouted at him threw all the temper and all yet he still coax her till she ate sth and all.. scold him and all. den hai.. alot la..
he treats me well.. but he working as a navy have to go back to camp for wkdays and only wkends are available. so kinda busy and din really have much time for me. alright la.. is a blessing in disguise i guess.. coz only den i can concentrate on my study.
miss him. today he nv msg me. coz he forgot to pay his hp bills den in the end singtel cut off his line. sobz.. den only saw one msg of his today. saying abt this using his fren's hp. tt's all.. hai... dunno muz wait till when den will receive his msg le..
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
LONG DREADFUL DAY
hai.. today.. long long day..
6.20 am woke up..
painfully drag my body out of the bed. wonderful soft bed. den went to wash up and got myself my breakfast. so so long nv wake up so so early le.. really cant get use to it... first period is CLA 2. din really complete my work.. but able to discuss and all lor~ den the test still can do.. so still alright~ after that comes maths.. got kinda lost coz din noe abt the new tutorial we've got. gd thing that simon has it and helped me photocopy it. THANKS. den follow up next is chemistry. wow.. ms S juz comes in BOMB the class! complaining we are not being initiative enough to get the ans for tutorial abt grp II elements and all saying that she wondering how we can take our chem CT today. scolding us abt our attitude. and heard that she even scolded the class yesterday for the electrochem test not doin it well. sobz. scared le~
up next. is ... hmm.. BREAK~ wonderful part of the day. finally can let my brain, eyes, hands, wateva have a gd gd rest~~ wow.. but yet.. alright la~~ did some resting some hw and all.. den times UP! sianded. went in for maths LECTURE~ coz i had my notes copied last yr. so din have to copy any stuff. in the end got so so slpy in lecture that i doze of in a way that the lecturer can see.. coz i din mean to slp lor~~ den she walked up to me to check my books and all.. realising i m a repeat student. den saying that i shld be listening not slping. though she is nice in a way coz she nv reprimand me in front of the lecutre hall and din really scold me. but got me a real big SHOCK. ya.. den kinda woke up a bit.. but still slpy. den she continued her lecture.. den suddenly i heard she say that our prelim is in 10 WKS time~~~ I GOT THE SHOCK OUT OF MY LIFE!!! time really FLIES~~ sobz.. not much time left for my a level preparation le~~~
den after that is another long break coz i din take GSC. yap. completed my CLA hw.. den did some studying on chem test. den slack ard for a while. den start our CLA 1 lesson. wow.. i was kinda bad.. coz juz couldnt get my eyes to open. TRIED real hard... but failed~ felt bad. but gd thing the teacher is real gd. din really scold me or wat for that.. she really very motherly and understands us best~ come to think of it.. our sch chi teachers are the BEST~~
after that got GP. din really know wat they doin today. dry and boring stuff again. ya.. den did my CLA1 hw there. den complete studying my chem test there too.. yeah~ great~ den joke ard den gone for PE. hai.. always fail my NAFA. den haf to redo and redo. training and more training. sian lehz. but come to think of it. can jian fei oso not bad la~ hahaha.. ya...
den CHEM TEST~~~ wow.. 1 pc of paper with 5 questions. all need to have like quite long ans lor~~ den write and write and write. din even have much time to really think deeply.. hope i dun get the ans too off. den cant even think abt the last question. the calculation part juz see le anyhow hamtum in numbers and get watever values i can first. sobz.. forgot the equations and stuff. wasted quite alot of marks.. saded...
ya.. 6.30pm and we are dismissed.. TIRED~~
6.20 am woke up..
painfully drag my body out of the bed. wonderful soft bed. den went to wash up and got myself my breakfast. so so long nv wake up so so early le.. really cant get use to it... first period is CLA 2. din really complete my work.. but able to discuss and all lor~ den the test still can do.. so still alright~ after that comes maths.. got kinda lost coz din noe abt the new tutorial we've got. gd thing that simon has it and helped me photocopy it. THANKS. den follow up next is chemistry. wow.. ms S juz comes in BOMB the class! complaining we are not being initiative enough to get the ans for tutorial abt grp II elements and all saying that she wondering how we can take our chem CT today. scolding us abt our attitude. and heard that she even scolded the class yesterday for the electrochem test not doin it well. sobz. scared le~
up next. is ... hmm.. BREAK~ wonderful part of the day. finally can let my brain, eyes, hands, wateva have a gd gd rest~~ wow.. but yet.. alright la~~ did some resting some hw and all.. den times UP! sianded. went in for maths LECTURE~ coz i had my notes copied last yr. so din have to copy any stuff. in the end got so so slpy in lecture that i doze of in a way that the lecturer can see.. coz i din mean to slp lor~~ den she walked up to me to check my books and all.. realising i m a repeat student. den saying that i shld be listening not slping. though she is nice in a way coz she nv reprimand me in front of the lecutre hall and din really scold me. but got me a real big SHOCK. ya.. den kinda woke up a bit.. but still slpy. den she continued her lecture.. den suddenly i heard she say that our prelim is in 10 WKS time~~~ I GOT THE SHOCK OUT OF MY LIFE!!! time really FLIES~~ sobz.. not much time left for my a level preparation le~~~
den after that is another long break coz i din take GSC. yap. completed my CLA hw.. den did some studying on chem test. den slack ard for a while. den start our CLA 1 lesson. wow.. i was kinda bad.. coz juz couldnt get my eyes to open. TRIED real hard... but failed~ felt bad. but gd thing the teacher is real gd. din really scold me or wat for that.. she really very motherly and understands us best~ come to think of it.. our sch chi teachers are the BEST~~
after that got GP. din really know wat they doin today. dry and boring stuff again. ya.. den did my CLA1 hw there. den complete studying my chem test there too.. yeah~ great~ den joke ard den gone for PE. hai.. always fail my NAFA. den haf to redo and redo. training and more training. sian lehz. but come to think of it. can jian fei oso not bad la~ hahaha.. ya...
den CHEM TEST~~~ wow.. 1 pc of paper with 5 questions. all need to have like quite long ans lor~~ den write and write and write. din even have much time to really think deeply.. hope i dun get the ans too off. den cant even think abt the last question. the calculation part juz see le anyhow hamtum in numbers and get watever values i can first. sobz.. forgot the equations and stuff. wasted quite alot of marks.. saded...
ya.. 6.30pm and we are dismissed.. TIRED~~
Saturday, June 25, 2005
first day working as SALES
today is my first day working as sales...
first thing in the morning~~ ALMOST late~~ kinda bad la.. first day den like dat.. but who knows.. my two other fren living nearer to tamp than me got there even later.. best right? but luckily they din go without us la~yeah... started off feeling so much so those hated sales gg from door to door.. coz me myself oso din really like to entertain those door to door sales ppl lor~ but quite excited to be challenged to be a sales la... so got quite crazy at the start.. think quite AA too la~~
den we moved on to get our t shirt n got our tag.. we changed and met back at tamp mrt station. yup.. after that we moved on to those nearby block which are mansionate(hope din spell wrongly) den we start our first meeting at the void deck at block 148. ya.. den we were splitted into 2 groups.. dunno why.. i got to be one of the group leader la~ ya.. hahahha.. *blur* den one very gd n funny thingy.. our grp is the "Girls' Sch Group" all of us were from gers sec sch de.. haha.. so click on real well n fast~
starting we really go door to door.. knock on everyone asking everyone...den met with different kind of ppl...target is to get 2 toothpaste sold off by one hour.. which we have to sell 8 per day actually.. but in the end... quite bad la~~ after one whole hour.. we still made no sales as yet.. which is BAD!!! but we actually met with alot of weird n funny ppl... hahaha.. there is one auntie.. very funny la~~ she answered us when we asked is there anyone in.. den her reply was..." No~~ no one at home~~" wow.. GHOST ar~ ghost answered lehz.. in the daylight wor~~ funny right? den after that.. got our grp the two gers got to sold 2.. after like i think 2 hours i guess.. but we got none out la~~ maybe too inexperience n not thick skin enough ba~
after that got back for meeting again~~ our grp got the best result~~ coz of the two gers.. *claps* den they got to share their experience.. den we moved on to start out work again.. this time~ we change our grouping lor~~ ning, daph n jiaying(best promoter of the day) one grp... sheree and i another grp. den we moved on~
second part of the sales.. we got to realise.. christians and eng educated ppl are more willing to listen to us.. and UNCLES they are so GOOD~~~ they listened and really gave us hopes n chances la~~ yup~~ a few of them ALMOST wanted to buy lor~~ but in the end.. their WIVES!!! argh!! really zui du fu ren xin~~ (opps.. think i m female too.. ops... a bit too exaggerating) but really la~ if not of them ar~~ think those uncles will buy from us lor~~ they got the thingy.. ask wife.. den the auntie will come out.. dun want la dun want la!! sorry la!!
den we tot mansionate ppl are hard to persuade hence moving on to flat.. hai.. worst~~ we walked the whole flat only like 2 to 3 listened to us.. den quite demoralising.. moving on to the other block~ WOW~ love the 6th floor uncle~~ he got it from us!!! wahhahahaa.. so happy... my first toothpaste sold!!! really hard earned money sia~~~ though alot of funny ppl.. weird things that we've encounted.. a day of real experience learning alot more abt the world.. abt the reality.. abt the society.. that we din use to know.. a great eye opener~
after that last debriefing.. the pros (those in the job quite some time de seniors) ACTUALLY SOLD 4 juz from one block lor~~ win le right? hai... jia you~~~ we can make it beta the next time!!!
PS: now i learn to appreciate different jobs n has less dislike for sales ppl le~~ really pity them for getting into the job but.. i think all i will is to listen to them but still doubt will buy anything from them la~~
first thing in the morning~~ ALMOST late~~ kinda bad la.. first day den like dat.. but who knows.. my two other fren living nearer to tamp than me got there even later.. best right? but luckily they din go without us la~yeah... started off feeling so much so those hated sales gg from door to door.. coz me myself oso din really like to entertain those door to door sales ppl lor~ but quite excited to be challenged to be a sales la... so got quite crazy at the start.. think quite AA too la~~
den we moved on to get our t shirt n got our tag.. we changed and met back at tamp mrt station. yup.. after that we moved on to those nearby block which are mansionate(hope din spell wrongly) den we start our first meeting at the void deck at block 148. ya.. den we were splitted into 2 groups.. dunno why.. i got to be one of the group leader la~ ya.. hahahha.. *blur* den one very gd n funny thingy.. our grp is the "Girls' Sch Group" all of us were from gers sec sch de.. haha.. so click on real well n fast~
starting we really go door to door.. knock on everyone asking everyone...den met with different kind of ppl...target is to get 2 toothpaste sold off by one hour.. which we have to sell 8 per day actually.. but in the end... quite bad la~~ after one whole hour.. we still made no sales as yet.. which is BAD!!! but we actually met with alot of weird n funny ppl... hahaha.. there is one auntie.. very funny la~~ she answered us when we asked is there anyone in.. den her reply was..." No~~ no one at home~~" wow.. GHOST ar~ ghost answered lehz.. in the daylight wor~~ funny right? den after that.. got our grp the two gers got to sold 2.. after like i think 2 hours i guess.. but we got none out la~~ maybe too inexperience n not thick skin enough ba~
after that got back for meeting again~~ our grp got the best result~~ coz of the two gers.. *claps* den they got to share their experience.. den we moved on to start out work again.. this time~ we change our grouping lor~~ ning, daph n jiaying(best promoter of the day) one grp... sheree and i another grp. den we moved on~
second part of the sales.. we got to realise.. christians and eng educated ppl are more willing to listen to us.. and UNCLES they are so GOOD~~~ they listened and really gave us hopes n chances la~~ yup~~ a few of them ALMOST wanted to buy lor~~ but in the end.. their WIVES!!! argh!! really zui du fu ren xin~~ (opps.. think i m female too.. ops... a bit too exaggerating) but really la~ if not of them ar~~ think those uncles will buy from us lor~~ they got the thingy.. ask wife.. den the auntie will come out.. dun want la dun want la!! sorry la!!
den we tot mansionate ppl are hard to persuade hence moving on to flat.. hai.. worst~~ we walked the whole flat only like 2 to 3 listened to us.. den quite demoralising.. moving on to the other block~ WOW~ love the 6th floor uncle~~ he got it from us!!! wahhahahaa.. so happy... my first toothpaste sold!!! really hard earned money sia~~~ though alot of funny ppl.. weird things that we've encounted.. a day of real experience learning alot more abt the world.. abt the reality.. abt the society.. that we din use to know.. a great eye opener~
after that last debriefing.. the pros (those in the job quite some time de seniors) ACTUALLY SOLD 4 juz from one block lor~~ win le right? hai... jia you~~~ we can make it beta the next time!!!
PS: now i learn to appreciate different jobs n has less dislike for sales ppl le~~ really pity them for getting into the job but.. i think all i will is to listen to them but still doubt will buy anything from them la~~
Monday, June 20, 2005
concert nite
Saturday :
Sushi making day. woke up quite late la.. den after lunch start making my sUSHI~~ kekeke... the rice was kinda too sticky le.. coz put too much water when i cook the rice.. den after that put some salt , sugar n vinegar~~ kekeke.. den start wrapping.. was fast n gd la.. juz that starting one or two my mum say too er.. loose? ya.. den not firm enough.. planned to make only 10 la.. but in the end.. made 18 i think.. i mean rolls~~ each roll can cut out 8 sushi pieces.. so.. can imagine how much i've made!
after that ning came my hse..coz i asked her to come over.. kekek.. coz i wanna go her hse borrow shoes ma.. keke.. concert muz wear formal a bit.. got clothing no shoes.. so.. yup... wore a pink top inside with a black long sleeve top out. den a pink base strip skirt. den got a pair of black heels from ning. ya.. very formal n lady like wor.. first time ever. but suffered alot lor...
suppose to reach the concert by 7pm.. tot it was 7.30.. den late lor.. saded. got ning to go with me.. kekeke.. den i went concert n she went shopping till the concert ends at abt 9+. den go meet her again... kinda road idiot la.. from esplanade to suntec.. half an hour plus den reach. hahhaa.. went wrong way... den wanted to eat ice kachang till ard 1030 den go de.. coz very tired and legs aching ma.. but the food court closing down ar.. den pai seh to stay too long.. den walk slowly back lor.. promise ning that will go home with her den go home from there.. indeed i did it.. n reach home juz b4 12midnite.. like cinderalla like dat. hahhaa..
tiring day~~~
Sushi making day. woke up quite late la.. den after lunch start making my sUSHI~~ kekeke... the rice was kinda too sticky le.. coz put too much water when i cook the rice.. den after that put some salt , sugar n vinegar~~ kekeke.. den start wrapping.. was fast n gd la.. juz that starting one or two my mum say too er.. loose? ya.. den not firm enough.. planned to make only 10 la.. but in the end.. made 18 i think.. i mean rolls~~ each roll can cut out 8 sushi pieces.. so.. can imagine how much i've made!
after that ning came my hse..coz i asked her to come over.. kekek.. coz i wanna go her hse borrow shoes ma.. keke.. concert muz wear formal a bit.. got clothing no shoes.. so.. yup... wore a pink top inside with a black long sleeve top out. den a pink base strip skirt. den got a pair of black heels from ning. ya.. very formal n lady like wor.. first time ever. but suffered alot lor...
suppose to reach the concert by 7pm.. tot it was 7.30.. den late lor.. saded. got ning to go with me.. kekeke.. den i went concert n she went shopping till the concert ends at abt 9+. den go meet her again... kinda road idiot la.. from esplanade to suntec.. half an hour plus den reach. hahhaa.. went wrong way... den wanted to eat ice kachang till ard 1030 den go de.. coz very tired and legs aching ma.. but the food court closing down ar.. den pai seh to stay too long.. den walk slowly back lor.. promise ning that will go home with her den go home from there.. indeed i did it.. n reach home juz b4 12midnite.. like cinderalla like dat. hahhaa..
tiring day~~~
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
wow...
SO SO SO LONG NV BLOG LE~~
kekeke.. alot of things happened la.. my blog change a bit..the MOO MOO... my niece come my hse stay... learn to wrap the rice dumpling... the relative OUTING~~ sentosa outing~~ oh man~ alot wor...
hahah.. too much le.. shall say a bit here n there...
sentosa one was cool~~ went all ard sentosa for treasure hunt.. so tired.. den wei ren kor kor treat us drink at subway... den teach us psycho stuff... hahaha.. make me wanna learn psychology too.. you sheng oso haf the same mentality as me~~ kekeke... after that play water game~~ WAH SO MALU everyone look at us see duno wat we doin... hahhaa.. eyes so pain!!! den after that play monkey in the water!! wahha.. FUN!!! kekeke.. y?? coz got ppl like bernard to do stupid stuff to enertain us.. den ya ming there playing along.. den still got this couple for us to suan... den we are at the water end.. the ball come we will juz smash into the water! wow.. COOL~~~ great day!
next... dumpling day~~ i made 11!!! kekeke.. coz mummy scared my standard not gd enough den dun let me continue... in the end!!! ONLY 1 IS SPOILT!!! the rest very nice k!!! den ar... only one not very nice lehz.. mummy dun cut that one coz she scared cannot differentiate mine n hers!!! see!! got standard k?? den dunno i crazy or wat.. that day VERY guai lor.. do all the household chores till almost died!!!
last~ the RELATIVE OUTING... with jing yi (niece) and cai wei (cousin). CW so chio lor.. where till so ger!! den ar.. catch alot of attention~ scary!! den that crazy JY keep singing xio ba chang ( hot meat dumpling in hokkien). madness.. den dunno wat's gone into her.. keep singing oldies n all.. crazy la!! den after that went to orchard!! boring place actually.. den we went quite early.. dun haf much ppl. went to heeren to take NEOPRINTS~ hahaha.. took 2 wor.. ex hor!! but JY paid first la.. she rich ma!! ahhahaha.... den so fun!! that CW care so much abt her xing xiang... take the neoprint almost all same pose!! kekeke.... alot of close up pix. nice!! but the whole body one NOT NICE!! can see my FATS!! sobz.. wahhahahaha....
kekeke.. alot of things happened la.. my blog change a bit..the MOO MOO... my niece come my hse stay... learn to wrap the rice dumpling... the relative OUTING~~ sentosa outing~~ oh man~ alot wor...
hahah.. too much le.. shall say a bit here n there...
sentosa one was cool~~ went all ard sentosa for treasure hunt.. so tired.. den wei ren kor kor treat us drink at subway... den teach us psycho stuff... hahaha.. make me wanna learn psychology too.. you sheng oso haf the same mentality as me~~ kekeke... after that play water game~~ WAH SO MALU everyone look at us see duno wat we doin... hahhaa.. eyes so pain!!! den after that play monkey in the water!! wahha.. FUN!!! kekeke.. y?? coz got ppl like bernard to do stupid stuff to enertain us.. den ya ming there playing along.. den still got this couple for us to suan... den we are at the water end.. the ball come we will juz smash into the water! wow.. COOL~~~ great day!
next... dumpling day~~ i made 11!!! kekeke.. coz mummy scared my standard not gd enough den dun let me continue... in the end!!! ONLY 1 IS SPOILT!!! the rest very nice k!!! den ar... only one not very nice lehz.. mummy dun cut that one coz she scared cannot differentiate mine n hers!!! see!! got standard k?? den dunno i crazy or wat.. that day VERY guai lor.. do all the household chores till almost died!!!
last~ the RELATIVE OUTING... with jing yi (niece) and cai wei (cousin). CW so chio lor.. where till so ger!! den ar.. catch alot of attention~ scary!! den that crazy JY keep singing xio ba chang ( hot meat dumpling in hokkien). madness.. den dunno wat's gone into her.. keep singing oldies n all.. crazy la!! den after that went to orchard!! boring place actually.. den we went quite early.. dun haf much ppl. went to heeren to take NEOPRINTS~ hahaha.. took 2 wor.. ex hor!! but JY paid first la.. she rich ma!! ahhahaha.... den so fun!! that CW care so much abt her xing xiang... take the neoprint almost all same pose!! kekeke.... alot of close up pix. nice!! but the whole body one NOT NICE!! can see my FATS!! sobz.. wahhahahaha....
Saturday, May 21, 2005
STUPID MP3
hai.. this stupid mp3 is so so troublesome.. i'll nv get any brandless or lousy brand stuff ever sia... stupid lor. n is really not cheap la.. 150 bucks lehz.. okay la.. not i buy de la.. my sis got it for me,.. oh.. ya.. haven say why.
this stupid mp3 which is branded as SYNERGY is lousy la.. is like that time she got it for me.. after less den 2 months.. the stupid thingy dunno why.. when i listen one side got sound one side no sound.. tot is my ear piece.. but change le still same.. nvm.. den i go find the shop to see if they can help me service it.. den ar.. went down to orchard cant find that stupid midpt orchard... in the end.. think walk for abt half an hour den found it.. still haf to ask ard den know.. ulu area!!! den that person say help me send for service.. for one whole wk i dun haf a mp3!! so tong ku le lor....
this morning i got his phone calll. telling me that i can go get a new mp3 , they will to change one for me.. when i reach there they say coz the person request for 50bucks to service it for me.. so they decided to give me a new one instead.. den ar!! that new one is worst la!! can even use lor.. is like dunno the batt part too loose or wat lor.. sian lehz.. really cmi lor!!! den now.. look at it make me angry!! PEK CHEK AR!!!!
this stupid mp3 which is branded as SYNERGY is lousy la.. is like that time she got it for me.. after less den 2 months.. the stupid thingy dunno why.. when i listen one side got sound one side no sound.. tot is my ear piece.. but change le still same.. nvm.. den i go find the shop to see if they can help me service it.. den ar.. went down to orchard cant find that stupid midpt orchard... in the end.. think walk for abt half an hour den found it.. still haf to ask ard den know.. ulu area!!! den that person say help me send for service.. for one whole wk i dun haf a mp3!! so tong ku le lor....
this morning i got his phone calll. telling me that i can go get a new mp3 , they will to change one for me.. when i reach there they say coz the person request for 50bucks to service it for me.. so they decided to give me a new one instead.. den ar!! that new one is worst la!! can even use lor.. is like dunno the batt part too loose or wat lor.. sian lehz.. really cmi lor!!! den now.. look at it make me angry!! PEK CHEK AR!!!!
Thursday, May 19, 2005
after mid yr...
MID YR IS OVER!! but i only happy for 3 days... now.. stress again. hai...
chem i din do really well.. though did beta den previously in sch la.... but think at most i can only pass la.. not even a D?? hai.. my aim? GONE!! sobz.. hope aiming for a C in prelim is not a dream.
den for maths.. dun haf much hope too.. paper 1 almost half cannot do.. p2 only can do stats. ya.. so.. equally bad.. only hoping for a E too.. ya... sobz... as for CLA... not known yet.. teacher haven review anything yet.. not for today la.. i nv go sch.. so dunno. hahaha.. ops.. why? coz.. coz.. too tired le la.. need some rest. today all lecture.. rather not go sch.. PL again!! haha... as for gp... dunno la.. under that teacher i oso dun think i can do well la.. with her.. hai.. so bored so dunno la. juz think she cant teach la.. compare to KT last yr.. though fierce but really gd lor.. hai.. now only listen to more grandma stories everyday.. getting so so bored!
anyway.. after mid yr is my best time.. for 3 days.. but now.. back to suffering.. back to hell..
hai.. my mp3!! when can it come back to me.. so bored without it!! argh!! i want my mp3!!!
chem i din do really well.. though did beta den previously in sch la.... but think at most i can only pass la.. not even a D?? hai.. my aim? GONE!! sobz.. hope aiming for a C in prelim is not a dream.
den for maths.. dun haf much hope too.. paper 1 almost half cannot do.. p2 only can do stats. ya.. so.. equally bad.. only hoping for a E too.. ya... sobz... as for CLA... not known yet.. teacher haven review anything yet.. not for today la.. i nv go sch.. so dunno. hahaha.. ops.. why? coz.. coz.. too tired le la.. need some rest. today all lecture.. rather not go sch.. PL again!! haha... as for gp... dunno la.. under that teacher i oso dun think i can do well la.. with her.. hai.. so bored so dunno la. juz think she cant teach la.. compare to KT last yr.. though fierce but really gd lor.. hai.. now only listen to more grandma stories everyday.. getting so so bored!
anyway.. after mid yr is my best time.. for 3 days.. but now.. back to suffering.. back to hell..
hai.. my mp3!! when can it come back to me.. so bored without it!! argh!! i want my mp3!!!
Sunday, May 15, 2005
yeah!! out whole day!!
today went out almost whole day.. busy day!
morning 10.30am.. tuition starts.. suppose to be at 10am.. but my student came late. so started later. den ends at 11.45.. coz her mum came earlier.. den i got sth on at 1pm too.. so release her earlier.
den rush down to hougang sports complex at 12.30.. luckily reach there at 1245pm.. coz told HN to reach earlier.. told her meet at 1245 but in the end.. she rush from tuition oso.. den late. while waiting saw a sr band senior jun long. ya.. den.. lucky thingy is that the free trail today for the body sculpt started late. den funny thing is only 2 of us went!! mad lor.. den the yoga class ppl some joined us.. coz is free ma.. juz went lor.. den pathetic 5 of us. starting is some warm up with aerobics steps.. den after that had some work outs with dump bells. wah!! can die!! keeping the arms in the air with the weight almost killed me! kekee... den after tat did some leg stuff.. tiring! den is some ab stuff.. that one.. oso quite tiring. keke.. overall is tiring la. but fun! now arms n legs very suan!
den after that ard 2.45 came back home. bath. den go for tuition at 4+ suppose to be ar 4. den we postpone to 4.15 but still late.. keke.. 4.20 den reach.. today we gone crazy in tuition. out of control. den ryan looks so troubled. coz dunno how to stop us! ahhaha. who ask him use wrong eg. kekee..
den after tuition went orchard! abt 7.30 pm like dat.on the way to kovan mrt... btw.. we walked la.. coz HN's bus fare ex ma.. den on the way.. saw benji(sr ex councillor) den saw andy n his gf, ya.. den took train down to orchard. keke.. so long haven been there le.. actually go there to get my mp3 repaired la. den it;s at midpt orchard. dunno where it is.. look high n low walk from orchard to somerset to orchard pt to meradians to orchard pt again den to UOB bank area den saw the word midpt orchard!! madness lor.. so tiring n hot! humid actually.
after which we go HMV. i mean heerens la. outside there say chong beng( sr vball de.. i dunno him la.. S n HN's fren) den walk ard.. saw marcus n his gang when S bought us ICE CREAM! kekek.... den S wanted to get a top coz very hot. den went up.. saw phyllis.. cedar band senior.. den saw MH!! keke.. long time no see le! kekeke.. den after that nth to do.. so went PS. S's boy there la.. keke.. den HN got to buy "sth" lor.. so waited for her. after which we went take neoprints!! KEKE.. nice wor.. hope can upload to frenster den ppl can see our cute chio face! kekee... (bhb) ... after which i go home le.. is ard 10.15 ba.. din noe we were out that long till shelia told me is 9.45 le. haha..
on the way back saw alan xu n pei shan on the train. they went out with their sec sch gang. keke...
dropped at SK. den reach home sharp at 11! hahhaa.. not over the curfew timing. keke...
had a great day today. miss all my frenz! great time walking ard being mad talking abt all sorts of rusbbish coming out with all sorts of crazy ideas. den acting here n there. singing too. haha.. so happy!!!
morning 10.30am.. tuition starts.. suppose to be at 10am.. but my student came late. so started later. den ends at 11.45.. coz her mum came earlier.. den i got sth on at 1pm too.. so release her earlier.
den rush down to hougang sports complex at 12.30.. luckily reach there at 1245pm.. coz told HN to reach earlier.. told her meet at 1245 but in the end.. she rush from tuition oso.. den late. while waiting saw a sr band senior jun long. ya.. den.. lucky thingy is that the free trail today for the body sculpt started late. den funny thing is only 2 of us went!! mad lor.. den the yoga class ppl some joined us.. coz is free ma.. juz went lor.. den pathetic 5 of us. starting is some warm up with aerobics steps.. den after that had some work outs with dump bells. wah!! can die!! keeping the arms in the air with the weight almost killed me! kekee... den after tat did some leg stuff.. tiring! den is some ab stuff.. that one.. oso quite tiring. keke.. overall is tiring la. but fun! now arms n legs very suan!
den after that ard 2.45 came back home. bath. den go for tuition at 4+ suppose to be ar 4. den we postpone to 4.15 but still late.. keke.. 4.20 den reach.. today we gone crazy in tuition. out of control. den ryan looks so troubled. coz dunno how to stop us! ahhaha. who ask him use wrong eg. kekee..
den after tuition went orchard! abt 7.30 pm like dat.on the way to kovan mrt... btw.. we walked la.. coz HN's bus fare ex ma.. den on the way.. saw benji(sr ex councillor) den saw andy n his gf, ya.. den took train down to orchard. keke.. so long haven been there le.. actually go there to get my mp3 repaired la. den it;s at midpt orchard. dunno where it is.. look high n low walk from orchard to somerset to orchard pt to meradians to orchard pt again den to UOB bank area den saw the word midpt orchard!! madness lor.. so tiring n hot! humid actually.
after which we go HMV. i mean heerens la. outside there say chong beng( sr vball de.. i dunno him la.. S n HN's fren) den walk ard.. saw marcus n his gang when S bought us ICE CREAM! kekek.... den S wanted to get a top coz very hot. den went up.. saw phyllis.. cedar band senior.. den saw MH!! keke.. long time no see le! kekeke.. den after that nth to do.. so went PS. S's boy there la.. keke.. den HN got to buy "sth" lor.. so waited for her. after which we went take neoprints!! KEKE.. nice wor.. hope can upload to frenster den ppl can see our cute chio face! kekee... (bhb) ... after which i go home le.. is ard 10.15 ba.. din noe we were out that long till shelia told me is 9.45 le. haha..
on the way back saw alan xu n pei shan on the train. they went out with their sec sch gang. keke...
dropped at SK. den reach home sharp at 11! hahhaa.. not over the curfew timing. keke...
had a great day today. miss all my frenz! great time walking ard being mad talking abt all sorts of rusbbish coming out with all sorts of crazy ideas. den acting here n there. singing too. haha.. so happy!!!
Wednesday, May 11, 2005
TML LAST PAPER!!!
hahaa... wat a big contrast from the previous one.. yes! tml is last paper.. shld say half of a paper!! kekek.. coz only maths paper 2~~ n is in the afternoon!! ahhaha.. can slp till i shuang! hahaha.. den after that can enjoy! no la.... go tuition.. kekeke.. coz student's mid yr coming.. haha.. nice one right? right after my paper.. heng ar..
so.. let;s see..my plan for friday!! ahhaha.. wahhahaha.. wanna go watch movie lehz.. but now ar.. increase by a dollar again lehz!! scary right? siao liao la.. stupid cinema.. dun wanna survive liao is it?? like dat ppl all go buy vcd beta right? go watch movie for wat? bu hua sia....
yeah.. den wanna go repair my mp3!! sian lehz.. only like 2 months old?? den got problem liao.. hai... saded!! xin tong!!!!
yeah!! cant wait sia... wonder how would i turn out to be after a level this yr.. after all the hardwork not like last yr.. hahahahhahaaaa....... cant imagine! hahahah cant wait!!!
so.. let;s see..my plan for friday!! ahhaha.. wahhahaha.. wanna go watch movie lehz.. but now ar.. increase by a dollar again lehz!! scary right? siao liao la.. stupid cinema.. dun wanna survive liao is it?? like dat ppl all go buy vcd beta right? go watch movie for wat? bu hua sia....
yeah.. den wanna go repair my mp3!! sian lehz.. only like 2 months old?? den got problem liao.. hai... saded!! xin tong!!!!
yeah!! cant wait sia... wonder how would i turn out to be after a level this yr.. after all the hardwork not like last yr.. hahahahhahaaaa....... cant imagine! hahahah cant wait!!!
Sunday, May 08, 2005
TML MID YEAR!!! NO CONFIDENT!!!
hai.. tml is mid yr le.. first paper is maths.. now still studying.. till i pek chek... i mean.. i study till very frustrated.. hai.. so many things forgot so many things dunno.. so many things cant do... how how.. hai... scared lor.. moreover tml there is chem paper 3 too lor.. that one though not as scary.. yet.. nv really study like dat.. juz do excercise only.. maths. maths.,. maths.. how???
mathematical induction cant do... integration not gd... AP GP can die... trigo not very stable.. wah!!! die le la.... how?? depend on 2nd paper?? dunno can of not.. hai.. SAVE ME!!!!
mathematical induction cant do... integration not gd... AP GP can die... trigo not very stable.. wah!!! die le la.... how?? depend on 2nd paper?? dunno can of not.. hai.. SAVE ME!!!!
Saturday, May 07, 2005
BABY!!!
rui qing jie jie give birth le!! baby ger!! today(6th May) at ard 11++am. keke... was so so excited.. wanted to go see baby today.. but mummy say ppl who are first time mummy will feel very tired n very painful de.. no energy to talk to us. go see le oso no use. not as if we are her immediate relatives... ya.. so nv go lor.. hai.. wanna see her n her baby!!!!
Thursday, May 05, 2005
after so long...
hey you!! hahahaa.. this wk is study leave.. but i'm like so so busy...
tuesday morning got tuition... learnt chem eqm n electrolysis.. den after that came back home do some hw n stuff.. slp.. den at nite go tuition for little kid call angelyn. cute la.. playful. hard to control. think too nice to her le... lazy ger... but quite smart n chatty la.. challenging one. den she got a younger bro.. so cute! hahaa.. pull me here n there play with him. den after our tuition... he actually dun wanna me to go home! hahaa.. stop me at the door. kekee.. cute! love him! hahahaa...
den wednesday.. went for tuition with her again.. why? spelling learn whole nite oso cant finish. hai... almost vomit blood.. complain here n there.. so haf to go there to teach her spelling again.. this time round. got some in her head. but still dun wanna study... called her mum when she got 5 in her head.. claming that she will pass le.. dun need to study le.. so.. her mum oso no choice.. so ask her to learn her chi spelling... same outcome..
after that got a last min tuition with ryan. he taught us maths this time.. dicrete random variable.. not that diff yet.. so.. still alright.. den... came back hm with shelia.. she studied at my hse.. i din study la.. qutie tired.. den do my hse work.. den cook dinner.. den J came to go dinner with her.. ya..
thursday which is today.. went to angelyn hse again.. tuition again,.. ya...chi spelling lor.. den she kena mummy beat. y? reluctant to learn her spelling la.. felt quite useless there.. din manage to help much... in the end she still got finish learning her spelling la.. but is becoz her mum was there n force her to learn. hai.. useless me.. later gg her hse again... this time.. is her elder sis.. felt more sense of achievement to teach her.. more willing to learn n all.. more mature too... gg there soon!
btw.. my last chem test was great!!! hahahaa.. i got an A!!!! oh man! first time seeing an A in my chem result! ahhaa.. but is thermochem..so no big deal actually... ya.. but still happy la! kekekee.... jia you!!!
tuesday morning got tuition... learnt chem eqm n electrolysis.. den after that came back home do some hw n stuff.. slp.. den at nite go tuition for little kid call angelyn. cute la.. playful. hard to control. think too nice to her le... lazy ger... but quite smart n chatty la.. challenging one. den she got a younger bro.. so cute! hahaa.. pull me here n there play with him. den after our tuition... he actually dun wanna me to go home! hahaa.. stop me at the door. kekee.. cute! love him! hahahaa...
den wednesday.. went for tuition with her again.. why? spelling learn whole nite oso cant finish. hai... almost vomit blood.. complain here n there.. so haf to go there to teach her spelling again.. this time round. got some in her head. but still dun wanna study... called her mum when she got 5 in her head.. claming that she will pass le.. dun need to study le.. so.. her mum oso no choice.. so ask her to learn her chi spelling... same outcome..
after that got a last min tuition with ryan. he taught us maths this time.. dicrete random variable.. not that diff yet.. so.. still alright.. den... came back hm with shelia.. she studied at my hse.. i din study la.. qutie tired.. den do my hse work.. den cook dinner.. den J came to go dinner with her.. ya..
thursday which is today.. went to angelyn hse again.. tuition again,.. ya...chi spelling lor.. den she kena mummy beat. y? reluctant to learn her spelling la.. felt quite useless there.. din manage to help much... in the end she still got finish learning her spelling la.. but is becoz her mum was there n force her to learn. hai.. useless me.. later gg her hse again... this time.. is her elder sis.. felt more sense of achievement to teach her.. more willing to learn n all.. more mature too... gg there soon!
btw.. my last chem test was great!!! hahahaa.. i got an A!!!! oh man! first time seeing an A in my chem result! ahhaa.. but is thermochem..so no big deal actually... ya.. but still happy la! kekekee.... jia you!!!
Monday, April 11, 2005
yeah!
hehehee.. today got back cla paper.. hai.. can be happy can be sad.. coz i got second this time!! haha.. something to be proud abt coz got improvement since the 3rd the last time. but den.. only HALF a mark to be the top!!! oh man... i want that book! though dunno wat bk.. but i wanna read n see if it is a nice bk anot lehz.. sobz...
anyway, got back my chem last wk.. wasnt that great.. got an AO.. but is quite an achievement that i still can get an AO.. coz normally is a F. but i still home that i can do beta the next time.. on thermochem.. i m aiming for a C. hope i can la..
tml is maths test.. dunno how many question.. but i hope can at least pass this test.. think shldnt be that difficult..
rather tired today.. slpin early today ba.. but hard to slp lehz.. yesterday went swimming with ning ning.. at the most perfect timing.. 12PM to 2 PM. hahaa.. tot no one will be crazy like us to go swimming at that hour.. but was quite wrong.. coz they only go after 1pm.. den ya.. got sun burnt!! n is very painful now!! oh man!!
anyway, got back my chem last wk.. wasnt that great.. got an AO.. but is quite an achievement that i still can get an AO.. coz normally is a F. but i still home that i can do beta the next time.. on thermochem.. i m aiming for a C. hope i can la..
tml is maths test.. dunno how many question.. but i hope can at least pass this test.. think shldnt be that difficult..
rather tired today.. slpin early today ba.. but hard to slp lehz.. yesterday went swimming with ning ning.. at the most perfect timing.. 12PM to 2 PM. hahaa.. tot no one will be crazy like us to go swimming at that hour.. but was quite wrong.. coz they only go after 1pm.. den ya.. got sun burnt!! n is very painful now!! oh man!!
Saturday, April 02, 2005
back to sch
hey bloggy.. so long nv put in any entry le.. wow.. very long le.. back to sch le.. first chi test was very impromptoo. ya.. luckily still manage to score alright.. 3rd in class tog with another ger. den chem test over too.. that wasnt very gd one.. but at least i can do them.. haha.. though not all.. but i think beta den b4 la.. hahaa... yeah... back to sch wasnt a bad thing. i get to know the importance of study, the joy that i receive when i really studied.. great study grp where we discuss n excel together... real great experience... ya..
pass few days fell sick. had fever since thursday but only got to see doctor yesterday. slept at home whole day din really do much work.. kinda guilty for that.. den today suppose to go test.. chi test.. but my fever was still there.. n the weather not so gd.. dun dare to go sch. after that took my med.. feeling beta.. den went for tuition.. sobz.. a few more marks to my test n i can haf 15bucks off.. muz try harder the next time.. muz build up my speed. yeah!!! made some stupid mistake too.. ya.. after that suppose to haf a tuition with a p6 ger.. but her mum wasnt free.. so she din make it here today.. den make the rest of my day quite free.. gd weather.. so SLP again!! hahaa... din get to do anything again.. sobz.. *guilty*
i promise.. will do sth at least tonite if not by tml muz finish my maths work!! jia you!!!
pass few days fell sick. had fever since thursday but only got to see doctor yesterday. slept at home whole day din really do much work.. kinda guilty for that.. den today suppose to go test.. chi test.. but my fever was still there.. n the weather not so gd.. dun dare to go sch. after that took my med.. feeling beta.. den went for tuition.. sobz.. a few more marks to my test n i can haf 15bucks off.. muz try harder the next time.. muz build up my speed. yeah!!! made some stupid mistake too.. ya.. after that suppose to haf a tuition with a p6 ger.. but her mum wasnt free.. so she din make it here today.. den make the rest of my day quite free.. gd weather.. so SLP again!! hahaa... din get to do anything again.. sobz.. *guilty*
i promise.. will do sth at least tonite if not by tml muz finish my maths work!! jia you!!!
Monday, March 14, 2005
Shelia's Bday!
yeah!! sunday is shelia's bday..hahaa... had a hard time but.. no fun la.. she knew sth is up lor.. but i actually saw tears in her eyes. haha. dunno is fake one or wat.. or juz that she yawned?? hmm.. anyway.. ya.. here it goes...
on friday.. i contacted huining n asked her abt everything. den decided to add adeline into our present shareholder.. hahaa... den we din haf enuff money..*poor la..* got shelia's mum for help. we got her to helped us make a cake for her bday. den we bought her a cushion with tasmania on it.. haha. that;s very very cute!! coz it's leg is 3D!! hahaa. pink cushion.. den got her a pair of dangling earrings. hehee.. her first dangling earrings i believe. den got a box of rochale?? dunno how to spell la.. some chocolate la huh? yup! den we discussed and got to a conclusion on saturday nite. ya!
sunday morning i asked ning where n when to meet. she juz told me 12pm. nth else.. i was like.. dotx.. 12pm meet where.. den she say anywhere u decide.. den it was 11plus le lor.. den i asked 1pm can or not.. she juz say okay.. den asked her where she say i decide le den tell her,... machiam as if i noe wat time she meeting shelia's mum and whether we can go her mum's hse anot. cox everything is she discussed with her mum not me!! den i realise she still slpin. so juz heck her n say 1.15pm at CP. in the end.. i was late. hahaha.. why? got to help my mum dye hair. cook lunch. eat lunch. make my mum happy a bit den can go out!! hahaha...yup.
den here we reach CP. den she told me she dunno where to stop when we were abt to take LRT. win liao right? hahaa.. den called her mum n asked her of course. haha... her mum sound so kan jiong so nervous. cant blame her.. she very nice lehz.. woke up early in the morning 6am tried to make the cake that shelia wants.. (oreo cheese cake) den failed... made another one at 8am. den rush out with her husband to bedok... den rush back to meet us juz to get us back to the hse and got shelia back home. GREAT MUM right? ya.. when we reach her hse.. it;s abt 2+pm. meeting shelia at 2.30pm. we intend to gif her a surprise. so we actually told her that we cant celebrate for her on her bday coz of this n that earlier. den got to her hse n hide!! hahaa.. hide in her bro's rm. hahaa..
(details n more details) in the end.. everything out. hahaa.. hope she is happy la huh? she said her mum n jeremy's acting skills cannot make it. so she actually got to know there muz be sth gg on. haha.. den she n Ning got to eat almost half of the cake. i cant eat la.. so din touch. only eat oreo. hahaa... yeah!! den after that shelia n her boy went to her boy's relative's hse. den too early for ning n me to go back. so went out. decided to go bugis!! hahaa.. yeah!!
at bugis.. ahhaa.. we decided to play ard, wear those clothes either we cant afford or we will nv get to buy or nv will wanna buy de.. hahaa... so.. we went to dorothy perkins. hahaa.. tried 2 spag top and a long sleeve black top, 2 bottom which are a bit 3 quart type de. yeah!! to my surprise. one of the spag top actually look quite nice on me lehz.. can u imagine a fat pig wearing spag and yet it dun look disgusting? i cant but really looks alright. den the black long sleeve top is NICE!!! 19.90!! wanna get lehz.. hahaa.. next wk!! hahahaa... den went on to another dunno where la.. tried tube top! hahaa.. told u.. those we will nv buy or wear kinda clothes. hahaa.. alright la.. not that great. ya.. den went to S n K... like on of the top. but to wear that need to get a spag for the inside de... quite ex lehz.. spag is ard 12 or 14? the top is 25!!! total??? OH MY GOD!! hahaa.. so juz wear for fun la.. hahaa.. anyway i dun really look nice in that la.. hahaha.. yup!
went on to see ard.. din intend to get anything la.. but in the end.. we both bought a pair of earrings each!! 2.50 only. hahaha.. pink colour for me n blue for ning!! nice nice wor!! hahahaa.. yeah.. intending to go back there next wk. get my black top yeah!! den need to study!! oh! btw.. my first tuition was great!! learn alot of stuff!! COOL!!!
on friday.. i contacted huining n asked her abt everything. den decided to add adeline into our present shareholder.. hahaa... den we din haf enuff money..*poor la..* got shelia's mum for help. we got her to helped us make a cake for her bday. den we bought her a cushion with tasmania on it.. haha. that;s very very cute!! coz it's leg is 3D!! hahaa. pink cushion.. den got her a pair of dangling earrings. hehee.. her first dangling earrings i believe. den got a box of rochale?? dunno how to spell la.. some chocolate la huh? yup! den we discussed and got to a conclusion on saturday nite. ya!
sunday morning i asked ning where n when to meet. she juz told me 12pm. nth else.. i was like.. dotx.. 12pm meet where.. den she say anywhere u decide.. den it was 11plus le lor.. den i asked 1pm can or not.. she juz say okay.. den asked her where she say i decide le den tell her,... machiam as if i noe wat time she meeting shelia's mum and whether we can go her mum's hse anot. cox everything is she discussed with her mum not me!! den i realise she still slpin. so juz heck her n say 1.15pm at CP. in the end.. i was late. hahaha.. why? got to help my mum dye hair. cook lunch. eat lunch. make my mum happy a bit den can go out!! hahaha...yup.
den here we reach CP. den she told me she dunno where to stop when we were abt to take LRT. win liao right? hahaa.. den called her mum n asked her of course. haha... her mum sound so kan jiong so nervous. cant blame her.. she very nice lehz.. woke up early in the morning 6am tried to make the cake that shelia wants.. (oreo cheese cake) den failed... made another one at 8am. den rush out with her husband to bedok... den rush back to meet us juz to get us back to the hse and got shelia back home. GREAT MUM right? ya.. when we reach her hse.. it;s abt 2+pm. meeting shelia at 2.30pm. we intend to gif her a surprise. so we actually told her that we cant celebrate for her on her bday coz of this n that earlier. den got to her hse n hide!! hahaa.. hide in her bro's rm. hahaa..
(details n more details) in the end.. everything out. hahaa.. hope she is happy la huh? she said her mum n jeremy's acting skills cannot make it. so she actually got to know there muz be sth gg on. haha.. den she n Ning got to eat almost half of the cake. i cant eat la.. so din touch. only eat oreo. hahaa... yeah!! den after that shelia n her boy went to her boy's relative's hse. den too early for ning n me to go back. so went out. decided to go bugis!! hahaa.. yeah!!
at bugis.. ahhaa.. we decided to play ard, wear those clothes either we cant afford or we will nv get to buy or nv will wanna buy de.. hahaa... so.. we went to dorothy perkins. hahaa.. tried 2 spag top and a long sleeve black top, 2 bottom which are a bit 3 quart type de. yeah!! to my surprise. one of the spag top actually look quite nice on me lehz.. can u imagine a fat pig wearing spag and yet it dun look disgusting? i cant but really looks alright. den the black long sleeve top is NICE!!! 19.90!! wanna get lehz.. hahaa.. next wk!! hahahaa... den went on to another dunno where la.. tried tube top! hahaa.. told u.. those we will nv buy or wear kinda clothes. hahaa.. alright la.. not that great. ya.. den went to S n K... like on of the top. but to wear that need to get a spag for the inside de... quite ex lehz.. spag is ard 12 or 14? the top is 25!!! total??? OH MY GOD!! hahaa.. so juz wear for fun la.. hahaa.. anyway i dun really look nice in that la.. hahaha.. yup!
went on to see ard.. din intend to get anything la.. but in the end.. we both bought a pair of earrings each!! 2.50 only. hahaha.. pink colour for me n blue for ning!! nice nice wor!! hahahaa.. yeah.. intending to go back there next wk. get my black top yeah!! den need to study!! oh! btw.. my first tuition was great!! learn alot of stuff!! COOL!!!
Thursday, March 10, 2005
My compo
here i wrote sth in chinese. a compo la.. my feeling too.. ya... hope can share with u bloggy...
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“嘀嘀答答…” 雨点一滴一滴地落下。早上那晴朗的天空已不知何去何从。 秒针嘀答嘀答的走着，我早上那仅有的笑容也随着那声响，一点一滴的消失。心越沉越低，似乎已落入千谷深渊中了。再过半个小时，我便会来到我人生的另一个十字路口。这是一个不完全能由自己选择去路的十字路口。心中的一切彷徨与无助是谁也无法给予任何帮助的。
此时此刻的我正朝着学院的方向走去。坐在那巴士上，望着窗外的街道，不知何故都好象被蒙上一层暗淡的色彩。虽然我非常清楚我正朝着学院方向走去，但对自己未来的道路，却像只迷途羔羊般迷糊。在那朦胧细雨中，我似乎看见了自己的未来，看见不久后将发生的事。。。
慢慢地，我拖着那沉重的脚步，一步一步，有点失去平衡般的踏入了校门口。应该是因为天气的缘故吧，整个世界变得昏昏暗暗的。荫风阵阵吹过。那寒风吹进了我心头里去了。我打了个寒颤。我停下了脚步，总觉得有种不祥的预感。是我多心了吗？
来到了礼堂，大家都聚集在那兒，气氛是十分的紧张。校长滔滔不绝地说了很多。她在台上分析了很多对我们来说都已毫无意义的一堆资料。校长说了很久。看着她那一张一合的嘴，却听不到任何的声音。是我聋了吗？我似乎已开始封闭自己，将自己锁在只有自己的世界里。对于这次的考试，我是一点信心也没有。 我不期望自己能考得多好，但至少也该及格吧。站在最后的我，一直装着看得很开的样子，与大家说说笑笑的。
终于轮到我了。上前拿了一堆没用的书刊，纸张。老师分完后，又拖拖拉拉的交代这儿，交代那儿，才将成绩单递给我。我不敢看，没勇气去看。拿了便放进书包里，离开了礼堂。走到全校人烟最稀少的地方。我慢动作的掀开了成绩单。天啊！我。。。我居然只有一科是及格的，而且也只是刚刚及格罢了。我一生学习的生涯中，从未失败过。这是地一次。我看傻了，只能呆呆的望着那张如同废纸般的文凭。这时的我，脑袋一片空白。我真的不知该如何是好。我的未来要如何走下去？我现在因该想些什么？该做何打算？该如何面对父母对我的期盼？ 该如以失败者的身份去面对着世界？不知道，真的什么都不知道。
此时眼前一片朦胧。泪水不断涌出，像瀑布般的怎么也控制不了的。我现在只想静静地从这世上消失。只要离开这里，所有的‘不知道’，所有的‘怎么办’，也都会随着消失。从此再也没有所谓的不安，没有社会所带来的压力，没有人们所给予的眼光。哈！那是多么棒的事啊！
不知何时，也不知怎么的，我来到一座组屋的顶楼。看着无边无际的天空，多美好啊！顿时感到一种前所未有的平静，似乎来到天堂似的，好舒服，好舒服。这正是我想要的感觉，想要的世界。我来了！
“紫婷！下车了！还发什么呆啊？”
星心
<< 我的未来在哪? >>
“嘀嘀答答…” 雨点一滴一滴地落下。早上那晴朗的天空已不知何去何从。 秒针嘀答嘀答的走着，我早上那仅有的笑容也随着那声响，一点一滴的消失。心越沉越低，似乎已落入千谷深渊中了。再过半个小时，我便会来到我人生的另一个十字路口。这是一个不完全能由自己选择去路的十字路口。心中的一切彷徨与无助是谁也无法给予任何帮助的。
此时此刻的我正朝着学院的方向走去。坐在那巴士上，望着窗外的街道，不知何故都好象被蒙上一层暗淡的色彩。虽然我非常清楚我正朝着学院方向走去，但对自己未来的道路，却像只迷途羔羊般迷糊。在那朦胧细雨中，我似乎看见了自己的未来，看见不久后将发生的事。。。
慢慢地，我拖着那沉重的脚步，一步一步，有点失去平衡般的踏入了校门口。应该是因为天气的缘故吧，整个世界变得昏昏暗暗的。荫风阵阵吹过。那寒风吹进了我心头里去了。我打了个寒颤。我停下了脚步，总觉得有种不祥的预感。是我多心了吗？
来到了礼堂，大家都聚集在那兒，气氛是十分的紧张。校长滔滔不绝地说了很多。她在台上分析了很多对我们来说都已毫无意义的一堆资料。校长说了很久。看着她那一张一合的嘴，却听不到任何的声音。是我聋了吗？我似乎已开始封闭自己，将自己锁在只有自己的世界里。对于这次的考试，我是一点信心也没有。 我不期望自己能考得多好，但至少也该及格吧。站在最后的我，一直装着看得很开的样子，与大家说说笑笑的。
终于轮到我了。上前拿了一堆没用的书刊，纸张。老师分完后，又拖拖拉拉的交代这儿，交代那儿，才将成绩单递给我。我不敢看，没勇气去看。拿了便放进书包里，离开了礼堂。走到全校人烟最稀少的地方。我慢动作的掀开了成绩单。天啊！我。。。我居然只有一科是及格的，而且也只是刚刚及格罢了。我一生学习的生涯中，从未失败过。这是地一次。我看傻了，只能呆呆的望着那张如同废纸般的文凭。这时的我，脑袋一片空白。我真的不知该如何是好。我的未来要如何走下去？我现在因该想些什么？该做何打算？该如何面对父母对我的期盼？ 该如以失败者的身份去面对着世界？不知道，真的什么都不知道。
此时眼前一片朦胧。泪水不断涌出，像瀑布般的怎么也控制不了的。我现在只想静静地从这世上消失。只要离开这里，所有的‘不知道’，所有的‘怎么办’，也都会随着消失。从此再也没有所谓的不安，没有社会所带来的压力，没有人们所给予的眼光。哈！那是多么棒的事啊！
不知何时，也不知怎么的，我来到一座组屋的顶楼。看着无边无际的天空，多美好啊！顿时感到一种前所未有的平静，似乎来到天堂似的，好舒服，好舒服。这正是我想要的感觉，想要的世界。我来了！
“紫婷！下车了！还发什么呆啊？”
星心
Wednesday, March 09, 2005
First Major Setback
Why do I only update my blog now? after 8 days since my birthday? Because I was in depression mood for qutie sometime after i took my result on 4th of march. I've always been a ger whereby i dun haf to study much... dun haf to be very hardworking n yet i can continue my study by luck or wat so ever. manage to get by all my examinations and reach till jc level. 4th of march mark a special day in my life. i got my a level result then.. as my my title goes... it was indeed my first major setbacks.
i always potray a strong front. cheerful, optimistic and every positive words u can find. but 4th march is the day when i m totally lost. lost in the world, lost in my world, lost in lalaa land. i've got to see my result. yes! i failed! i've got O O E and a C6 for my result. E is my grade for my CLA. that was really a shock! i actually tot i might get a C or even a B. but yet.. an E was shown. the other 2 was more or less expected as i really din put in much effort then.. played too much, too much involvement in any other activities other than studies. till around august or so.. i was lost. totally lost in the world of book, in the world of study. i din noe wat to do then, din haf enuff courage to face the fact that i m really laggin way behind others. having too much of self confidence thinking that i did it in the past, i will be able to do it again now! but i couldn't. JC life is very much different from secondary sch. it is only now then i realise JC students are a bunch of elites in singapore, all study very hard very well. it's very different from o level where the standards really varies alot!
with this setback, i think i do grow up a little. i got to know the importance of studying, i know the importance of every single things that we haf to do in schools. i know how to prioritise my time. i got to know the feeling of FAILURE. if not because of this setback, i will nv wake up, nv will i able to noe that there is indeed a limit to my cleverness. i was actually juz over confident of myself.
O O E C6 is really not a cert that i will want to see. here is my aim, my target!
mid yr : D D D C6
prelim: C C B C5
A level: B A B B4
(first column in chem, second is maths C , third ClA and lastly is Gp.)
i will further update my results n see if i meet all my target. i want to excel! i want to get at least an A for my A level. Hope that this will be a realistic goal for my studies now on. All the best!
i always potray a strong front. cheerful, optimistic and every positive words u can find. but 4th march is the day when i m totally lost. lost in the world, lost in my world, lost in lalaa land. i've got to see my result. yes! i failed! i've got O O E and a C6 for my result. E is my grade for my CLA. that was really a shock! i actually tot i might get a C or even a B. but yet.. an E was shown. the other 2 was more or less expected as i really din put in much effort then.. played too much, too much involvement in any other activities other than studies. till around august or so.. i was lost. totally lost in the world of book, in the world of study. i din noe wat to do then, din haf enuff courage to face the fact that i m really laggin way behind others. having too much of self confidence thinking that i did it in the past, i will be able to do it again now! but i couldn't. JC life is very much different from secondary sch. it is only now then i realise JC students are a bunch of elites in singapore, all study very hard very well. it's very different from o level where the standards really varies alot!
with this setback, i think i do grow up a little. i got to know the importance of studying, i know the importance of every single things that we haf to do in schools. i know how to prioritise my time. i got to know the feeling of FAILURE. if not because of this setback, i will nv wake up, nv will i able to noe that there is indeed a limit to my cleverness. i was actually juz over confident of myself.
O O E C6 is really not a cert that i will want to see. here is my aim, my target!
mid yr : D D D C6
prelim: C C B C5
A level: B A B B4
(first column in chem, second is maths C , third ClA and lastly is Gp.)
i will further update my results n see if i meet all my target. i want to excel! i want to get at least an A for my A level. Hope that this will be a realistic goal for my studies now on. All the best!
Wednesday, March 02, 2005
My bdaY part 2!!!
yup... den all the while was waiting for huining n marc n shelia to msg me, call me or meet me today.. but they din.. i expected it actually.. coz we did all this to ning too.. haha.. so.. waiting n waiting.. den after work... i tot qluite normal still.. den i tot they will come up to my hse.. so i waited n waited.. even told my mum they might come up. hahaa.. den here comes 8pm.. way after their knock off hour.. den waited again... haha.. but sth weird is.. wai ling called!! she called me when i was in the bus.. she said she need to borrow my sec 4 yr book from me.. coz she bet with her fren 1o bucks saying that there is joycelynn tay in tha yr book.. den she say she need to borrow from me.. den i shock la.. so juz say okay lor.. den she say she'll call me back later.. saying she outside now.. when she get back den she call me to get it from me.. by then i was suspecting that she was part of the plan. but really din expect her to be in it la.. so.. still wondering..
ya. back to the waitin part.. till 8.35pm.. wai ling called... she said.. hey.. i on the way home.. er.. need to meet my fren at 9pm at hougang mall.. but need to go home n change first.. so will call u after i reach home k?? den i was like..orh.. okay lor.. den 8.45pm.. hey!! i rush down to ur hse le!! come down k?? den i oso say alright lor.. den i went down.. carrying the yr bk. saw my neighbour at the lift.. she said:" gg out ar?? gg downstairs only is it?? ur fren down there waiting for u right?? down there le.. right at the lift there only!!" haha.. den i was like.. er.. really is them ar? haha.. den reach the void deck.. only saw wai ling.. tot hui ning really forgot EVERYTHING!! den... passed her the bk.. asked her how she gg HM.. she say other den 101 n 161 wat bus can i take ar? den i say 325.. but will take VERY long leh.. den she was like.. i need to buy lolly pop lehz.. where can i find heart shape lolly pop ar?? den she said she actually was trying to fake say wanna go HM meet his boyfriend. den she say she very late le.. only got 1 bucks to go to HM.. den i say like dat u can go. but cant come back le.. den she say he can send her back... as she say all this.. she walk n walk to the econ area.. den when she say he can send me back ma.. we were at a turning pt lor.. den suddenly i heard ppl singing bday song!! haha.. it was marc, ning, adeline n marc's bro. hahaa.. i shock lor.. almost cried!! hahaa.. had a great surprise bday today!! a very gd one!!
after that we were talking there.. they wanted to smash the cake on my face asking me to get the candle out of it wat so ever.. den marc tried.. haha. failed la!! hahaa. coz din really get it on my face.. only a little ard my mouth! haha... he tried the second time n i manage to escape that too!! hhahhaa.. lucky!! den after that they den told me they plan this very long le.. hahahaa.. juz yesterday if i m not wrong.. chatted with marc online.. den he told me he lost his yr book n such.. den i luffed at him saying i will NV loose my cedar yr book de.. then he luffed!!? i was like.. huh? why he luff? but heck him.. den today den i noe that it is to confirm that i sure to haf my cedar yr book so that wai ling can try get it from me n their plan can work! dotx lor.. but really touched upon hearing that.. din noe that they planned it so long ago!! HAPPY!!
yeah!! den chatted at the void deck from 9 till 11!! haha.. den get to noe that ade actually lost her way here.. walked a long way!! LOVE YA!! *muackz* marc actually sacrifice alot.. coz he din do his hw.. din complete his work which suppose to hand in today n all.. yet he came for the celebration!! touched!! marc!! LOVE YA!! *muackz* den huining rushed down to get my pressie from work n took cab down to my hse when she actually qutie broke!! darling!! LOVE YA!! *muackz* n wai ling.. actually think so much n had a great plan in getting me into a surprise celebration!! LOVE YA !! *muackz* -huggies all!!- really had a great day today!! had fun! had shock! had tears! had laughter! had great memories! best bday ever!!! love all!! love shelia too... though she nv turn up.. i noe she muz haf sth on tt;s y cant make it de.. i noe she wanted to come de.. love u shelia!! *muackz*
PS: thanks all n everyone who had made my bday this yr a special one. i will remember everyone of u!! THANKS!!
ya. back to the waitin part.. till 8.35pm.. wai ling called... she said.. hey.. i on the way home.. er.. need to meet my fren at 9pm at hougang mall.. but need to go home n change first.. so will call u after i reach home k?? den i was like..orh.. okay lor.. den 8.45pm.. hey!! i rush down to ur hse le!! come down k?? den i oso say alright lor.. den i went down.. carrying the yr bk. saw my neighbour at the lift.. she said:" gg out ar?? gg downstairs only is it?? ur fren down there waiting for u right?? down there le.. right at the lift there only!!" haha.. den i was like.. er.. really is them ar? haha.. den reach the void deck.. only saw wai ling.. tot hui ning really forgot EVERYTHING!! den... passed her the bk.. asked her how she gg HM.. she say other den 101 n 161 wat bus can i take ar? den i say 325.. but will take VERY long leh.. den she was like.. i need to buy lolly pop lehz.. where can i find heart shape lolly pop ar?? den she said she actually was trying to fake say wanna go HM meet his boyfriend. den she say she very late le.. only got 1 bucks to go to HM.. den i say like dat u can go. but cant come back le.. den she say he can send her back... as she say all this.. she walk n walk to the econ area.. den when she say he can send me back ma.. we were at a turning pt lor.. den suddenly i heard ppl singing bday song!! haha.. it was marc, ning, adeline n marc's bro. hahaa.. i shock lor.. almost cried!! hahaa.. had a great surprise bday today!! a very gd one!!
after that we were talking there.. they wanted to smash the cake on my face asking me to get the candle out of it wat so ever.. den marc tried.. haha. failed la!! hahaa. coz din really get it on my face.. only a little ard my mouth! haha... he tried the second time n i manage to escape that too!! hhahhaa.. lucky!! den after that they den told me they plan this very long le.. hahahaa.. juz yesterday if i m not wrong.. chatted with marc online.. den he told me he lost his yr book n such.. den i luffed at him saying i will NV loose my cedar yr book de.. then he luffed!!? i was like.. huh? why he luff? but heck him.. den today den i noe that it is to confirm that i sure to haf my cedar yr book so that wai ling can try get it from me n their plan can work! dotx lor.. but really touched upon hearing that.. din noe that they planned it so long ago!! HAPPY!!
yeah!! den chatted at the void deck from 9 till 11!! haha.. den get to noe that ade actually lost her way here.. walked a long way!! LOVE YA!! *muackz* marc actually sacrifice alot.. coz he din do his hw.. din complete his work which suppose to hand in today n all.. yet he came for the celebration!! touched!! marc!! LOVE YA!! *muackz* den huining rushed down to get my pressie from work n took cab down to my hse when she actually qutie broke!! darling!! LOVE YA!! *muackz* n wai ling.. actually think so much n had a great plan in getting me into a surprise celebration!! LOVE YA !! *muackz* -huggies all!!- really had a great day today!! had fun! had shock! had tears! had laughter! had great memories! best bday ever!!! love all!! love shelia too... though she nv turn up.. i noe she muz haf sth on tt;s y cant make it de.. i noe she wanted to come de.. love u shelia!! *muackz*
PS: thanks all n everyone who had made my bday this yr a special one. i will remember everyone of u!! THANKS!!
Tuesday, March 01, 2005
MY BDAY!!! part 1
today is MY BDAY!! alot ppl shld noe le la!! hahaa.. ya... so.. it did start VERY well... all started since 12am.
first of all ppl... joanna msg me n wish me happy bday!! i was so so touched!! she actually remembered n say got thingy for me!!! hahaa.. anyway.. ya.. happy n touched!! den up next is xiuhui wishing me happy bday thru msn.. think she come first b4 joanna.. forgot la.. haha.. sth like dat la.. den is my dearest niece jingyi.. wished me happy bday thru msn n msg too!! haha.. den you sheng.. hahaa.. kena me forced de.. hahaha.. wish me happy bday thru msn too.. haha.How dare him!! FORGOT MY BDAY!! sobz.. haha.a nvm la.. i nv expect him to remember either.. kekee... den one after another.. all msg me to wish me happy bday.. i shall list them.. kekee...
joanna, jing yi, lawrence, hong an, jialing, pei yun, letchimy, shawn, zhen hui,shelia, gracia, mei hui, ramzi, wan ping(called), wen yao, guijin (called),Gor (yaoming), tian ying(mei!), hakim, xiu hui, lizhu, li lian, rui qing, cai wei, arif, james,rong si. ( think that;s abt all.. shldn't haf missed out anyone la.. shldn't de..)
den.. first thing in the morning today!! my dad wished my happy bday!!! ahhaha.. so happy!!! den went to work.. overslept la.. den quite tired too.. so.. yeah.. hahaa. tired!! den my collegue helen wished my happy bday in the morning n gave me a cup for pressie. my "mummy" aka sapiah hugged me!! hahaa.. wished me happy bday too.. haha.. sally spread the news of my bday la.. den all wished me happy bday namely azizzah, diana, kala, adeline, mariam. yeah!! den.. after that worked whole day.. den finally time to go home!! haha..
we missed the first double deck!! den in the end squeezed in the single deck bus.. so so tired!! leg pain.. sally got a sit.. which is in front of the tv mobile... suddenly she turn n say.. is really on FRIDAY lehz.. wat is it? A LEVEL RESULT!!! sux!! i was like? HUH? where wat?? den she told me she saw it on the runnin script under the news de.. den i stare hard at it.. it repeated for 3 times!! but i din see that line.. den i told her is her illusion la!! den as i abt to gif up.. that line appeared!! " Singapore GCE A level result will release on friday, 4th of march at 2.30pm!! OH MAN!!! my heart juz sank lor.. i almost break down on the way home... den actually wanna go compass to withdraw money n such. den nv la.. den after that actually gg to meet my junior at compass too.. but nv oso.. coz she will be reaching quite late.. den i need to rush home. she stay quite near my hse too.. so she come to my hse there to pass me,... ya.. suddenly really no mood to do anything.. was very hungry.. but upon hearing the news.. juz felt so so full suddenly. den we went home.. ya.. reach home very sad!! duno wat to do.. juz wanna cry. dunno for wat to. dun even noe why i m so so affect by the news.. not even my result lor.. only the day of collecting.. den i rush into the toilet.. i cried!! let out all my tears, all my fears... really dunno wat i will do if i cant make it to Uni... den back to normal me again.. so.. pei yun( my junior ) called. so went down n get the pressie they had for me.. it is a note bk!! nice one!! with a post card!! haha.. hong an, arif(shock to see his name. din expect him to write anything down!) n of course pei yun wrote their wishes to me!!! she was very tired i can see.. din talk much.. coz i rushing to do sth too.. ya.. den she went back le.. thanks alot yun!! i noe u are very tired le.. still run all the way, get my pressie, get the guys to write things, pass it to me personally!! thanks ger! love ya!!!
first of all ppl... joanna msg me n wish me happy bday!! i was so so touched!! she actually remembered n say got thingy for me!!! hahaa.. anyway.. ya.. happy n touched!! den up next is xiuhui wishing me happy bday thru msn.. think she come first b4 joanna.. forgot la.. haha.. sth like dat la.. den is my dearest niece jingyi.. wished me happy bday thru msn n msg too!! haha.. den you sheng.. hahaa.. kena me forced de.. hahaha.. wish me happy bday thru msn too.. haha.How dare him!! FORGOT MY BDAY!! sobz.. haha.a nvm la.. i nv expect him to remember either.. kekee... den one after another.. all msg me to wish me happy bday.. i shall list them.. kekee...
joanna, jing yi, lawrence, hong an, jialing, pei yun, letchimy, shawn, zhen hui,shelia, gracia, mei hui, ramzi, wan ping(called), wen yao, guijin (called),Gor (yaoming), tian ying(mei!), hakim, xiu hui, lizhu, li lian, rui qing, cai wei, arif, james,rong si. ( think that;s abt all.. shldn't haf missed out anyone la.. shldn't de..)
den.. first thing in the morning today!! my dad wished my happy bday!!! ahhaha.. so happy!!! den went to work.. overslept la.. den quite tired too.. so.. yeah.. hahaa. tired!! den my collegue helen wished my happy bday in the morning n gave me a cup for pressie. my "mummy" aka sapiah hugged me!! hahaa.. wished me happy bday too.. haha.. sally spread the news of my bday la.. den all wished me happy bday namely azizzah, diana, kala, adeline, mariam. yeah!! den.. after that worked whole day.. den finally time to go home!! haha..
we missed the first double deck!! den in the end squeezed in the single deck bus.. so so tired!! leg pain.. sally got a sit.. which is in front of the tv mobile... suddenly she turn n say.. is really on FRIDAY lehz.. wat is it? A LEVEL RESULT!!! sux!! i was like? HUH? where wat?? den she told me she saw it on the runnin script under the news de.. den i stare hard at it.. it repeated for 3 times!! but i din see that line.. den i told her is her illusion la!! den as i abt to gif up.. that line appeared!! " Singapore GCE A level result will release on friday, 4th of march at 2.30pm!! OH MAN!!! my heart juz sank lor.. i almost break down on the way home... den actually wanna go compass to withdraw money n such. den nv la.. den after that actually gg to meet my junior at compass too.. but nv oso.. coz she will be reaching quite late.. den i need to rush home. she stay quite near my hse too.. so she come to my hse there to pass me,... ya.. suddenly really no mood to do anything.. was very hungry.. but upon hearing the news.. juz felt so so full suddenly. den we went home.. ya.. reach home very sad!! duno wat to do.. juz wanna cry. dunno for wat to. dun even noe why i m so so affect by the news.. not even my result lor.. only the day of collecting.. den i rush into the toilet.. i cried!! let out all my tears, all my fears... really dunno wat i will do if i cant make it to Uni... den back to normal me again.. so.. pei yun( my junior ) called. so went down n get the pressie they had for me.. it is a note bk!! nice one!! with a post card!! haha.. hong an, arif(shock to see his name. din expect him to write anything down!) n of course pei yun wrote their wishes to me!!! she was very tired i can see.. din talk much.. coz i rushing to do sth too.. ya.. den she went back le.. thanks alot yun!! i noe u are very tired le.. still run all the way, get my pressie, get the guys to write things, pass it to me personally!! thanks ger! love ya!!!
Monday, February 28, 2005
results...
today o level results are out. got gd news got bad news. my collegue din do quite well.. she did subs n only pass 3.. den one of my fren oso quite sad.. coz she failed her eng,... in the end.. quite troubled coz cant go to the course that she want. my niece was the only one giving me gd news. her L1R5 got 13. very gd indeed.. beta den me that time. moreover she took trip sci de lor.. clever n hardworking ger.
after hearing all this.. i really dunno wat to do suddenly.. all the nervousness... the tense feeling,. all in me now.. so much so that it is affecting me way before i noe when i getting my results... me n sally both turn into a walking vampire suddenly.. the whole room seems soo out of our world suddenlyl. no mood to work. gd thing is boss is not ard.. went for meeting.. den we went to helen to chat a while.. chat with mummy.. chat with aisha.. chat with jolene.. they all noe that we are very scared n worried.. they noe that we are very affected by the result thingy.. gd thing is that they all understand.. so when we do things more slowly n dreadfully..they din blame us n yet console n encourage us.. i was really very glad to haf nice collegues like them.. really will miss them if i quit my job there one day.
hai... result.. everyone have been telling me that i can make it.. they got faith in me.. if i were them.. i will say that too.. but i m really scared this time.. whole education life has been a smooth sailing one.. wat if i fall this time? duno wat i will do...
today..keep on tripping n almost fell for alot of times.. but den nv.. however.. when i reach home.. i was rushing off to learn something (religion associated stuff)... den i slipped n fell at home right before i left.. minor one.. din hurt myself.. den went there. when it was my turn.. a moth came n disturb.. even land on my collar.. den it flew off.. the second time.. the lantern dropped on me.. hai.. duno y.. so many things happened.. maybe is coz i choose to be sad n coz myself to haf a bad day today.. or might be a warning to me that i will nt do well for my a level.. or might be trying to get rid of all my bad luck b4 i get my result n when i do get my result.. it wun be that bad.. dunno which is which.. i choose to forget abt all n look at it as a little bits n pieces of my life that is insignificant....
after hearing all this.. i really dunno wat to do suddenly.. all the nervousness... the tense feeling,. all in me now.. so much so that it is affecting me way before i noe when i getting my results... me n sally both turn into a walking vampire suddenly.. the whole room seems soo out of our world suddenlyl. no mood to work. gd thing is boss is not ard.. went for meeting.. den we went to helen to chat a while.. chat with mummy.. chat with aisha.. chat with jolene.. they all noe that we are very scared n worried.. they noe that we are very affected by the result thingy.. gd thing is that they all understand.. so when we do things more slowly n dreadfully..they din blame us n yet console n encourage us.. i was really very glad to haf nice collegues like them.. really will miss them if i quit my job there one day.
hai... result.. everyone have been telling me that i can make it.. they got faith in me.. if i were them.. i will say that too.. but i m really scared this time.. whole education life has been a smooth sailing one.. wat if i fall this time? duno wat i will do...
today..keep on tripping n almost fell for alot of times.. but den nv.. however.. when i reach home.. i was rushing off to learn something (religion associated stuff)... den i slipped n fell at home right before i left.. minor one.. din hurt myself.. den went there. when it was my turn.. a moth came n disturb.. even land on my collar.. den it flew off.. the second time.. the lantern dropped on me.. hai.. duno y.. so many things happened.. maybe is coz i choose to be sad n coz myself to haf a bad day today.. or might be a warning to me that i will nt do well for my a level.. or might be trying to get rid of all my bad luck b4 i get my result n when i do get my result.. it wun be that bad.. dunno which is which.. i choose to forget abt all n look at it as a little bits n pieces of my life that is insignificant....
Wednesday, February 23, 2005
itchy itchy itchy!!!
argh!! allergy is such a terrible thing!!! my hand kena allergy lor.. den is like starting is red dots ard some area. den start to get very itchy. den start to spread den my finger area even haf it all cluster at a few spots. den is damn damn itchy n yucky!!! so disgusting!!! argh!! itchy itchy itchy!!! *scratch scratch*
Tuesday, February 15, 2005
A level result...
got to know this yesterday at sabri hse actually. heard from dunno who say that o level result will be out on 28th of feb. n a level on 2nd of march. a wednesday. upon hearing that.. i suddenly felt so lost. though i had think of the paths that i can choose after i got my result be it bad or gd. though i haf been telling myself i will not do well n pls be prepared to go poly or gg NIE to take childcare course or wat so ever. when i got the news that my result will be out in ard a wk time. i really dunno wat to do.. i'm still feeling lost n alone. i see no one in front of me.. i see no one behind me.. i see no one ard me.. i see no one is able to reach out their hand to me. i'm told to be all alone. i m told to be independent. i m told to decide my future myself n be responsible to it. i cant see myself entering Uni. i cant see myself gg poly. i dunno where i will be. i dunno wat i will do. the result is out one day after my bday. who will haf the mood to celebrate with me. who will haf the mood to enjoy that day? how m i suppose to really enjoy n play all my heart out? how? i've really come to a t junction where i dunno where i can go. dunno wat i can do. dunno .. dunno.. dunno....
Monday, February 14, 2005
Monday, January 31, 2005
new yr is coming!!
wow!! so so long nv come update le.. been very busy lately... also tired la. dunno why too.. my wkend was real busy.
saturday started at ard 9am. haha.. had a great nite! very long nv slp till 9am le. haha. alright. den ate my breakfast. den slack a while start cutting veggies, bean curd etc n starting to prepare lunch le.. den start making dough for a kind of new yr goody called "see put" hahaa.. dunno how to spell la..is kinda spicy small n nice kinda food. very crunchy munchy de.. hehee.. yup. but cox it is small.. it took us ONE WHOLE day.. juz to prepare the thingy. ya... but got sense of achievement la! haha.. den after that help my mum with the curtain den bath den pack up a bit.. in the end.. 12.30 or so almost 1 am i guess den got to bed.
sunday work up at ard 8.45. den went out. do this do that. came back at ard 2 pm. ate some lunch. start with new yr goodies again!!! argh!!! make till ard 6.30 den finish. saded!! my wkend.. juz used up like dat. din do anything oh my own!! argh!!! sianded!!! cant wait for new yr to come. den can wear my new clothes, can haf all the slp i want. can play all i want! hahahaa
saturday started at ard 9am. haha.. had a great nite! very long nv slp till 9am le. haha. alright. den ate my breakfast. den slack a while start cutting veggies, bean curd etc n starting to prepare lunch le.. den start making dough for a kind of new yr goody called "see put" hahaa.. dunno how to spell la..is kinda spicy small n nice kinda food. very crunchy munchy de.. hehee.. yup. but cox it is small.. it took us ONE WHOLE day.. juz to prepare the thingy. ya... but got sense of achievement la! haha.. den after that help my mum with the curtain den bath den pack up a bit.. in the end.. 12.30 or so almost 1 am i guess den got to bed.
sunday work up at ard 8.45. den went out. do this do that. came back at ard 2 pm. ate some lunch. start with new yr goodies again!!! argh!!! make till ard 6.30 den finish. saded!! my wkend.. juz used up like dat. din do anything oh my own!! argh!!! sianded!!! cant wait for new yr to come. den can wear my new clothes, can haf all the slp i want. can play all i want! hahahaa
Saturday, January 22, 2005
hai...
today.. actually got alot to blog in de... hai.. got things abt back in sr band... abt ppl.. abt nyp... abt alot.. but.. now.. no mood le la... hai...
juz got scolded by my dad.. say i change till like my sis... nv do things that i promise to. i was juz too engross in the comics n nv notice the time... den... he did the stuff... n say i nv do as promise... hai... hai... sobz... dunno wat to say le... hai....
juz got scolded by my dad.. say i change till like my sis... nv do things that i promise to. i was juz too engross in the comics n nv notice the time... den... he did the stuff... n say i nv do as promise... hai... hai... sobz... dunno wat to say le... hai....
Tuesday, January 18, 2005
Huining's Bday!!!
hehee.. today is huining's bday. lazy to write short form le la.. later so many ppl with S again... okay let's get into the topic of the day.
actually din noe wat to do for her de.. ya.. den was discussing with shelia that day. ya lor.. den thinking very very hard dunno wat to do... last yr got her a big shock n she touch till she cry.. this year very hard to the same thingy le lor.. ya.. so... thinking of getting her a baby G this yr actually.. but cant get enuff ppl to share lor.. as u noe.. baby G a bit the Ex la.. ya lor.. den actually starting we was thinking it may be a very fun bday nite for her. coz we tot of asking sabrina, shawn, jeremy col, jeremy xiao di, lionel, marc, sally etc la.. den in the end... sabrina haf to go back take care of her granny, shawn dun wanna come coz sab not gg, jeremy col is in ns, jeremy xiao di meet gf, lionel dunno got wat la.. den marc got council meeting, sally haf to go home take care of her bro so cant make it.. in the end... only shelia n me. ya lor... okay la.. forget abt all those..let see wat happened today..
today.. purposely din msg her whole day lor.. thinking she will be damn disappointed with us.. ya.. den after that meet shelia at tamp interchange to get a cake for her. den when i reach there. shelia was half dead coz she reach there half an hour earlier den me. hahaa. sorry ger.. coz my work end at 5.15pm. ya. anyway, den we bought a bengawan solo's cake for ning, den went on to TM to see if we can get anything for her lor.. coz baby G is impossible le la.. ya.. den saw a watch.. fake baby G la.. cheaper den the real one by ALOT la.. hahaa. den quite nice too.. so get it lor.. den after that went into TM n find the tigger for her.. coz we noe she love tigger alot ma.. ya.. so got that for her lor.. yeah.. when we were on our way to the interchange thinking of getting on to her hse.... shelia called ning saying that she wanna go take notes for dunno who la.. den GOD KNOWS WAT HAPPENED NEXT>>> she say she is gg out with Adeline... win liao lor.. gg city hall somemore.. den we quickly call adeline to tell her wat we planning to do n got her help. haha. den we went to city hall like some suspicious character hidin here n there scared that she will see us.. den we went up to raffles city thinking that they will not go there de lor.. who noes.. they went!!!! n we almost meet face to face. haa.. lucky that ning is blur enuff to see nth. hahaa.. after that they went city link. den we think that it is surprise enuff to be in a place that is unexpected le lor.. so we went to find them.
in OP shop. we were standing right in front of ning.. guess wat.. she juz walk pass without knowing it is US!!! she really damn blur lor.. den we went thai express for their dinner. den the person offer to keep the cake for us.. after their dinner. they got out the cake for us.. light for us.. bring it to our table n actually SING the bday song SO SO LOUD till the whole place ppl all turn n look at us. hahaa. damn AA. kekeke.. den ning was like so so so pai seh that her face turn red. kekee.. ya..
den after that we went shop ard.. went to see skirt. haha.. ning ning wear a jeans skirt DAMN NICE lehz.. hahaa... she always dun wear skirt but that one damn nice lor!! too ex la.. if not.. haha. will force her to get it de. ekekkekee... ya la.. hope she had a great bday today.,.. kekeke. HAPPY BDAY NING!!!!
actually din noe wat to do for her de.. ya.. den was discussing with shelia that day. ya lor.. den thinking very very hard dunno wat to do... last yr got her a big shock n she touch till she cry.. this year very hard to the same thingy le lor.. ya.. so... thinking of getting her a baby G this yr actually.. but cant get enuff ppl to share lor.. as u noe.. baby G a bit the Ex la.. ya lor.. den actually starting we was thinking it may be a very fun bday nite for her. coz we tot of asking sabrina, shawn, jeremy col, jeremy xiao di, lionel, marc, sally etc la.. den in the end... sabrina haf to go back take care of her granny, shawn dun wanna come coz sab not gg, jeremy col is in ns, jeremy xiao di meet gf, lionel dunno got wat la.. den marc got council meeting, sally haf to go home take care of her bro so cant make it.. in the end... only shelia n me. ya lor... okay la.. forget abt all those..let see wat happened today..
today.. purposely din msg her whole day lor.. thinking she will be damn disappointed with us.. ya.. den after that meet shelia at tamp interchange to get a cake for her. den when i reach there. shelia was half dead coz she reach there half an hour earlier den me. hahaa. sorry ger.. coz my work end at 5.15pm. ya. anyway, den we bought a bengawan solo's cake for ning, den went on to TM to see if we can get anything for her lor.. coz baby G is impossible le la.. ya.. den saw a watch.. fake baby G la.. cheaper den the real one by ALOT la.. hahaa. den quite nice too.. so get it lor.. den after that went into TM n find the tigger for her.. coz we noe she love tigger alot ma.. ya.. so got that for her lor.. yeah.. when we were on our way to the interchange thinking of getting on to her hse.... shelia called ning saying that she wanna go take notes for dunno who la.. den GOD KNOWS WAT HAPPENED NEXT>>> she say she is gg out with Adeline... win liao lor.. gg city hall somemore.. den we quickly call adeline to tell her wat we planning to do n got her help. haha. den we went to city hall like some suspicious character hidin here n there scared that she will see us.. den we went up to raffles city thinking that they will not go there de lor.. who noes.. they went!!!! n we almost meet face to face. haa.. lucky that ning is blur enuff to see nth. hahaa.. after that they went city link. den we think that it is surprise enuff to be in a place that is unexpected le lor.. so we went to find them.
in OP shop. we were standing right in front of ning.. guess wat.. she juz walk pass without knowing it is US!!! she really damn blur lor.. den we went thai express for their dinner. den the person offer to keep the cake for us.. after their dinner. they got out the cake for us.. light for us.. bring it to our table n actually SING the bday song SO SO LOUD till the whole place ppl all turn n look at us. hahaa. damn AA. kekeke.. den ning was like so so so pai seh that her face turn red. kekee.. ya..
den after that we went shop ard.. went to see skirt. haha.. ning ning wear a jeans skirt DAMN NICE lehz.. hahaa... she always dun wear skirt but that one damn nice lor!! too ex la.. if not.. haha. will force her to get it de. ekekkekee... ya la.. hope she had a great bday today.,.. kekeke. HAPPY BDAY NING!!!!
Monday, January 17, 2005
Part II
kekee.. ya.. den come 5++ pm.. i'm back to HN n gang den we chat a while den move on to FAR EAST AGAIN!! coz of that stupid SO. hahaa.. anyway.. ya la.. den we got a new jie mei.. SG. hahaa... he is the only "guy" there den like out maria.. no no yati like dat.. carry stuff for us.. walk behind even eat oso eat after us.. hahahhaaa.. ya lor.. den after that we shop till i dead. den talking lame stuff. den we go took neoprint!! haha.. so FUN! so so long nv take neoprint le...
this is the best day that i ever had after so so long sia.. though i m really dead la.. coz is like really walk till my legs give way le.. but still miss all of them so so much n we had so so much FUN!! bought a some nice nice stuff for myself. a top, a pair of nice nice slipper, a belt... nth else. hahahaa.. ya la.. so is like very happy lor.. though in the end... I WAS ALL ALONE ON THE WAY BACK!! sobz....
this is the best day that i ever had after so so long sia.. though i m really dead la.. coz is like really walk till my legs give way le.. but still miss all of them so so much n we had so so much FUN!! bought a some nice nice stuff for myself. a top, a pair of nice nice slipper, a belt... nth else. hahahaa.. ya la.. so is like very happy lor.. though in the end... I WAS ALL ALONE ON THE WAY BACK!! sobz....
Alot to write!!! Part 1
hehee.. really got alot.. shall put them into parts la huh? ehehe.. here is the first part!!!
okay.. let's see.. we shall start on saturday.. coz i went shopping that day!! kekee... okay.. i met up with S and HN that day at orchard mrt at 1pm lor.. ya.. hehee.. a little late la huh? coz slp too much. kekekee.. den in the end HN later den me la.. haha. while waiting we realise ALOT... i really mean ALOT of ppl crowd ard there to ask ppl for donation. oh oh man.. so so so scary.. too scary i guess.. ya.. is like got the tsunami one.. got duno wat needy kids de.. den the tickets one.. so so scary. worst thing is once i reach there.. i saw sally den juz say hi only.. behind came a guy.. both of us kena a shock.. den he start he story abt wat needy children need the money dunno wat so ever. den he crap here n there.. den this n that.. so so so... irritating actually. cant stand him.. so we shall the cost n "got rid" of him. sound heartless la.. but yet.. nowadays too many this kinda donation thingy that really make ppl wonder.. if they all goes to the rightful person. anyway.. ya.. den we went on the wisma to see see look look lor.. ya..
first we went to S n K.. wow.. nice nice clothes all ard.. keke.. got a sleeveless one myself. coz really very nice. kekee.. gd thing can wear! haha... den HN oso tried some clothes la.. funny thing is she wore black top with a jeans that day. when she come out of the changing rm, she looks exactly the same.. almost tot she din try on the clothes she say she wanted to... haha. coz they look almost the same!!! den we wanted her to get some other clothes with other colour. den she insisted on not getting them. in the end we only able to persuade her to get another pattern one which is black again... ya...
next we move on to... er... forgot le la.. ya la.. in the end we land up in far east. oh ya.. i actually wanna get a skirt.. too bad la.. too fat.. nice one cannot fit in.. den that's it lor.. who ask me to be so so faT!! saded lehz... really lor.. can forget abt getting any nice pants, jeans or skirt le la.. ya lor.. after that something not so happy happened.. as in.. S quite like.. commenting that she, SS and HN is not of the same group, saying they rich n wat so ever... starting play play i dun mind la.. but soon getting more n more like... overdoin it la.. kinda bringing a barrier between them n herself... den i was thinking of ways how to stop that n such. in the end.. got back to wisma with S to find some other clothes n such leaving SS n HN behind in KFC waiting for SO n SG (haha.. look so so funny with all the initials.. opps.. hahaa..)
okay.. let's see.. we shall start on saturday.. coz i went shopping that day!! kekee... okay.. i met up with S and HN that day at orchard mrt at 1pm lor.. ya.. hehee.. a little late la huh? coz slp too much. kekekee.. den in the end HN later den me la.. haha. while waiting we realise ALOT... i really mean ALOT of ppl crowd ard there to ask ppl for donation. oh oh man.. so so so scary.. too scary i guess.. ya.. is like got the tsunami one.. got duno wat needy kids de.. den the tickets one.. so so scary. worst thing is once i reach there.. i saw sally den juz say hi only.. behind came a guy.. both of us kena a shock.. den he start he story abt wat needy children need the money dunno wat so ever. den he crap here n there.. den this n that.. so so so... irritating actually. cant stand him.. so we shall the cost n "got rid" of him. sound heartless la.. but yet.. nowadays too many this kinda donation thingy that really make ppl wonder.. if they all goes to the rightful person. anyway.. ya.. den we went on the wisma to see see look look lor.. ya..
first we went to S n K.. wow.. nice nice clothes all ard.. keke.. got a sleeveless one myself. coz really very nice. kekee.. gd thing can wear! haha... den HN oso tried some clothes la.. funny thing is she wore black top with a jeans that day. when she come out of the changing rm, she looks exactly the same.. almost tot she din try on the clothes she say she wanted to... haha. coz they look almost the same!!! den we wanted her to get some other clothes with other colour. den she insisted on not getting them. in the end we only able to persuade her to get another pattern one which is black again... ya...
next we move on to... er... forgot le la.. ya la.. in the end we land up in far east. oh ya.. i actually wanna get a skirt.. too bad la.. too fat.. nice one cannot fit in.. den that's it lor.. who ask me to be so so faT!! saded lehz... really lor.. can forget abt getting any nice pants, jeans or skirt le la.. ya lor.. after that something not so happy happened.. as in.. S quite like.. commenting that she, SS and HN is not of the same group, saying they rich n wat so ever... starting play play i dun mind la.. but soon getting more n more like... overdoin it la.. kinda bringing a barrier between them n herself... den i was thinking of ways how to stop that n such. in the end.. got back to wisma with S to find some other clothes n such leaving SS n HN behind in KFC waiting for SO n SG (haha.. look so so funny with all the initials.. opps.. hahaa..)
Monday, January 10, 2005
HIGHLIGHTED MY HAIR!!!
hehe.. think alot ppl shld noe le la.. is in my msn nick too!! hahahaa.. yeah!! so so excited!!! coz is kinda last min decision of doin that n is against my mother's law!!! but i still do it la.. coz i wanna try!! juz out of curiousity de lor.. ya.. den i scared my mum will scream her head off so i chose a very very near to hair colour de lor.. so not so obvious!!! ya la.. but i think i very funny de la.. firstly i hope they wun realise it.. secondly i wanna it to be obvious so that i m not wasting my money. hahahaa.. stupid right? but heck la.. i've done it.. a bit mad la.. but suddenly think that i grow up le!! hahahaa...
Saturday, January 01, 2005
hohoho!!! HAPPY NEW YR!!
hey all!! HaPpY nEw yEaR!!! hoOhOoo...heeHEHEHeee... here is my new blog!! hehee.. nice nice?? wowo.. i oso see liao oso happy!! haha.. coz got nice song that i like got nice pic that i like.. got nice shape that i like got nice colours that i like.. ahhahaa.. a new yr n a brand now face for my blog!! hohoho..., hehehee.. nice right? wow.. cant stand it.. so so nice!! hahahaa..
anyway.. today spring cleaning!! wowowowow... throw away all the rubbish that i got from stupid jc!!! hahaa.. now i feeling so so.. great!! ahhaa.a. anyway.. ya..
yesterday saw HN, SS, JS at compass!! ehhee.. got comics from them too.. that HN.. scary.. whole big luggage of comics... keke.. n i'll go take from her one day!! ahhaaa...
den that stupid atm machine.. first one spoil den 2.. in the end.. queue so so long.. hate it.. hahaa.. ya la.. tt's all i guess..
HAPPY NEW YR!!!
anyway.. today spring cleaning!! wowowowow... throw away all the rubbish that i got from stupid jc!!! hahaa.. now i feeling so so.. great!! ahhaa.a. anyway.. ya..
yesterday saw HN, SS, JS at compass!! ehhee.. got comics from them too.. that HN.. scary.. whole big luggage of comics... keke.. n i'll go take from her one day!! ahhaaa...
den that stupid atm machine.. first one spoil den 2.. in the end.. queue so so long.. hate it.. hahaa.. ya la.. tt's all i guess..
HAPPY NEW YR!!!
Tuesday, December 28, 2004
stupid yesterday
yesterday was a stupid day.. i went out after work den reach home at abt 10pm la.. den my mum ask to watch the news coz the earthquake is like very jia lat la.. i mean very serious causing alot of neighbouring country to haf disasters too..den i was like tired lor... den ar... i went to bath ma.. so hair wet wet lor.. so i juz go my rm slack n read comic books till my hair dry ma.. who noes my mum dunno why maybe i nv talk to her much or wat.. den she face black black lor.. hai.. den ar.. i juz slp lor..
today tot everything will be fine n back to normal. who noes.. my dad msg me in the morning ard 11 saying wat ask me dun make my mum angry la.. wat shld help my mum la.. den dunno wat shld be nicer to them la.. dun disappoint them la.. wat the H!! wat did i do?? i dun even noe wat is wrong with coming home at 10 when i already said i'll be home late. wat is wrong with feeling tired n stay in my rm in my comfort zone. wat is wrong with slpin when i feel like... anyway.. i juz reply.. "i'm sorry. i was juz not in very gd mood n juz tired. i'm sorry" den wat he reply?? he said " u are not the only one tired. we are tired too n stuff.. say wat my mum having high blood pressure so muz treat her nicer dun make her angry n stuff"... argh!!! i really dunno wat wrong did i do.... when my sis reach home at 11!!!!! hai... spoil my mood at work. make me so so sad. dunno wat to do.. almost cried. rush to the toilet n sobz.. ...
gd thing i haf sally with me.. haha. den i became very very crazy after my stupid terrible feeing.. hahaa.. den sally haf to be there tolerating all my nonsense.. haha.. den she told me got this scary movie abt a ger long hair de.. she playing that er.. some kinda gymnastic stuff that like monkey bar.. one bar de.. den ar.. she turn herself round n round the bar till her hair got tangled with the bar den she struggle. den dropped from the bar den head the floor n died. haha. the scene seems so ridiculous. den i luff all my way from pasir ris to seng kang. den she told me her cousin surname is huang. the huang di(emperor) that huang. den i luff!!? haha.. funny surname. den i tell her ask him to name his children as huang di( emperor ) huang shang ( ur majesty ), huang fei (concubine) huang hou(the empress) huang tai zi (emperor's son) etc.. den ar.. the whole family will be royal family le.. hahaa.. lame la.. i noe.. but.. kekee...
today tot everything will be fine n back to normal. who noes.. my dad msg me in the morning ard 11 saying wat ask me dun make my mum angry la.. wat shld help my mum la.. den dunno wat shld be nicer to them la.. dun disappoint them la.. wat the H!! wat did i do?? i dun even noe wat is wrong with coming home at 10 when i already said i'll be home late. wat is wrong with feeling tired n stay in my rm in my comfort zone. wat is wrong with slpin when i feel like... anyway.. i juz reply.. "i'm sorry. i was juz not in very gd mood n juz tired. i'm sorry" den wat he reply?? he said " u are not the only one tired. we are tired too n stuff.. say wat my mum having high blood pressure so muz treat her nicer dun make her angry n stuff"... argh!!! i really dunno wat wrong did i do.... when my sis reach home at 11!!!!! hai... spoil my mood at work. make me so so sad. dunno wat to do.. almost cried. rush to the toilet n sobz.. ...
gd thing i haf sally with me.. haha. den i became very very crazy after my stupid terrible feeing.. hahaa.. den sally haf to be there tolerating all my nonsense.. haha.. den she told me got this scary movie abt a ger long hair de.. she playing that er.. some kinda gymnastic stuff that like monkey bar.. one bar de.. den ar.. she turn herself round n round the bar till her hair got tangled with the bar den she struggle. den dropped from the bar den head the floor n died. haha. the scene seems so ridiculous. den i luff all my way from pasir ris to seng kang. den she told me her cousin surname is huang. the huang di(emperor) that huang. den i luff!!? haha.. funny surname. den i tell her ask him to name his children as huang di( emperor ) huang shang ( ur majesty ), huang fei (concubine) huang hou(the empress) huang tai zi (emperor's son) etc.. den ar.. the whole family will be royal family le.. hahaa.. lame la.. i noe.. but.. kekee...
stupid yesterday
yesterday was a stupid day.. i went out after work den reach home at abt 10pm la.. den my mum ask to watch the news coz the earthquake is like very jia lat la.. i mean very serious causing alot of neighbouring country to haf disasters too..den i was like tired lor... den ar... i went to bath ma.. so hair wet wet lor.. so i juz go my rm slack n read comic books till my hair dry ma.. who noes my mum dunno why maybe i nv talk to her much or wat.. den she face black black lor.. hai.. den ar.. i juz slp lor..
today tot everything will be fine n back to normal. who noes.. my dad msg me in the morning ard 11 saying wat ask me dun make my mum angry la.. wat shld help my mum la.. den dunno wat shld be nicer to them la.. dun disappoint them la.. wat the H!! wat did i do?? i dun even noe wat is wrong with coming home at 10 when i already said i'll be home late. wat is wrong with feeling tired n stay in my rm in my comfort zone. wat is wrong with slpin when i feel like... anyway.. i juz reply.. "i'm sorry. i was juz not in very gd mood n juz tired. i'm sorry" den wat he reply?? he said " u are not the only one tired. we are tired too n stuff.. say wat my mum having high blood pressure so muz treat her nicer dun make her angry n stuff"... argh!!! i really dunno wat wrong did i do.... when my sis reach home at 11!!!!! hai... spoil my mood at work. make me so so sad. dunno wat to do.. almost cried. rush to the toilet n sobz.. ...
gd thing i haf sally with me.. haha. den i became very very crazy after my stupid terrible feeing.. hahaa.. den sally haf to be there tolerating all my nonsense.. haha.. den she told me got this scary movie abt a ger long hair de.. she playing that er.. some kinda gymnastic stuff that like monkey bar.. one bar de.. den ar.. she turn herself round n round the bar till her hair got tangled with the bar den she struggle. den dropped from the bar den head the floor n died. haha. the scene seems so ridiculous. den i luff all my way from pasir ris to seng kang. den she told me her cousin surname is huang. the huang di(emperor) that huang. den i luff!!? haha.. funny surname. den i tell her ask him to name his children as huang di( emperor ) huang shang ( ur majesty ), huang fei (concubine) huang hou(the empress) huang tai zi (emperor's son) etc.. den ar.. the whole family will be royal family le.. hahaa.. lame la.. i noe.. but.. kekee...
today tot everything will be fine n back to normal. who noes.. my dad msg me in the morning ard 11 saying wat ask me dun make my mum angry la.. wat shld help my mum la.. den dunno wat shld be nicer to them la.. dun disappoint them la.. wat the H!! wat did i do?? i dun even noe wat is wrong with coming home at 10 when i already said i'll be home late. wat is wrong with feeling tired n stay in my rm in my comfort zone. wat is wrong with slpin when i feel like... anyway.. i juz reply.. "i'm sorry. i was juz not in very gd mood n juz tired. i'm sorry" den wat he reply?? he said " u are not the only one tired. we are tired too n stuff.. say wat my mum having high blood pressure so muz treat her nicer dun make her angry n stuff"... argh!!! i really dunno wat wrong did i do.... when my sis reach home at 11!!!!! hai... spoil my mood at work. make me so so sad. dunno wat to do.. almost cried. rush to the toilet n sobz.. ...
gd thing i haf sally with me.. haha. den i became very very crazy after my stupid terrible feeing.. hahaa.. den sally haf to be there tolerating all my nonsense.. haha.. den she told me got this scary movie abt a ger long hair de.. she playing that er.. some kinda gymnastic stuff that like monkey bar.. one bar de.. den ar.. she turn herself round n round the bar till her hair got tangled with the bar den she struggle. den dropped from the bar den head the floor n died. haha. the scene seems so ridiculous. den i luff all my way from pasir ris to seng kang. den she told me her cousin surname is huang. the huang di(emperor) that huang. den i luff!!? haha.. funny surname. den i tell her ask him to name his children as huang di( emperor ) huang shang ( ur majesty ), huang fei (concubine) huang hou(the empress) huang tai zi (emperor's son) etc.. den ar.. the whole family will be royal family le.. hahaa.. lame la.. i noe.. but.. kekee...
stupid yesterday
yesterday was a stupid day.. i went out after work den reach home at abt 10pm la.. den my mum ask to watch the news coz the earthquake is like very jia lat la.. i mean very serious causing alot of neighbouring country to haf disasters too..den i was like tired lor... den ar... i went to bath ma.. so hair wet wet lor.. so i juz go my rm slack n read comic books till my hair dry ma.. who noes my mum dunno why maybe i nv talk to her much or wat.. den she face black black lor.. hai.. den ar.. i juz slp lor..
today tot everything will be fine n back to normal. who noes.. my dad msg me in the morning ard 11 saying wat ask me dun make my mum angry la.. wat shld help my mum la.. den dunno wat shld be nicer to them la.. dun disappoint them la.. wat the H!! wat did i do?? i dun even noe wat is wrong with coming home at 10 when i already said i'll be home late. wat is wrong with feeling tired n stay in my rm in my comfort zone. wat is wrong with slpin when i feel like... anyway.. i juz reply.. "i'm sorry. i was juz not in very gd mood n juz tired. i'm sorry" den wat he reply?? he said " u are not the only one tired. we are tired too n stuff.. say wat my mum having high blood pressure so muz treat her nicer dun make her angry n stuff"... argh!!! i really dunno wat wrong did i do.... when my sis reach home at 11!!!!! hai... spoil my mood at work. make me so so sad. dunno wat to do.. almost cried. rush to the toilet n sobz.. ...
gd thing i haf sally with me.. haha. den i became very very crazy after my stupid terrible feeing.. hahaa.. den sally haf to be there tolerating all my nonsense.. haha.. den she told me got this scary movie abt a ger long hair de.. she playing that er.. some kinda gymnastic stuff that like monkey bar.. one bar de.. den ar.. she turn herself round n round the bar till her hair got tangled with the bar den she struggle. den dropped from the bar den head the floor n died. haha. the scene seems so ridiculous. den i luff all my way from pasir ris to seng kang. den she told me her cousin surname is huang. the huang di(emperor) that huang. den i luff!!? haha.. funny surname. den i tell her ask him to name his children as huang di( emperor ) huang shang ( ur majesty ), huang fei (concubine) huang hou(the empress) huang tai zi (emperor's son) etc.. den ar.. the whole family will be royal family le.. hahaa.. lame la.. i noe.. but.. kekee...
today tot everything will be fine n back to normal. who noes.. my dad msg me in the morning ard 11 saying wat ask me dun make my mum angry la.. wat shld help my mum la.. den dunno wat shld be nicer to them la.. dun disappoint them la.. wat the H!! wat did i do?? i dun even noe wat is wrong with coming home at 10 when i already said i'll be home late. wat is wrong with feeling tired n stay in my rm in my comfort zone. wat is wrong with slpin when i feel like... anyway.. i juz reply.. "i'm sorry. i was juz not in very gd mood n juz tired. i'm sorry" den wat he reply?? he said " u are not the only one tired. we are tired too n stuff.. say wat my mum having high blood pressure so muz treat her nicer dun make her angry n stuff"... argh!!! i really dunno wat wrong did i do.... when my sis reach home at 11!!!!! hai... spoil my mood at work. make me so so sad. dunno wat to do.. almost cried. rush to the toilet n sobz.. ...
gd thing i haf sally with me.. haha. den i became very very crazy after my stupid terrible feeing.. hahaa.. den sally haf to be there tolerating all my nonsense.. haha.. den she told me got this scary movie abt a ger long hair de.. she playing that er.. some kinda gymnastic stuff that like monkey bar.. one bar de.. den ar.. she turn herself round n round the bar till her hair got tangled with the bar den she struggle. den dropped from the bar den head the floor n died. haha. the scene seems so ridiculous. den i luff all my way from pasir ris to seng kang. den she told me her cousin surname is huang. the huang di(emperor) that huang. den i luff!!? haha.. funny surname. den i tell her ask him to name his children as huang di( emperor ) huang shang ( ur majesty ), huang fei (concubine) huang hou(the empress) huang tai zi (emperor's son) etc.. den ar.. the whole family will be royal family le.. hahaa.. lame la.. i noe.. but.. kekee...
Friday, December 24, 2004
she juz sux to the core
she juz sux to the core!!! who?? still got who?? my idiotic sister!! i hate her la!! why muz she always do this to me?? i already hate her so much... already trying to like her n respect her as my sis... but i really find nth in her for me to respect n love her as my sis!!! what authority does she has that she can juz ignore the activity we having today n juz go on with her own program gg out having fun n all those stuff when i haf to stay at home. listen to my mum's unhappiness... doin all the chores.. not having chance to go out with my frenz n count down... wat the hell!!! why ??? hai.. bein sensitive n soft hearted is really not a gd thing but who can juz leave their parents doin stuff there not helping n letting them having heart ache all the time?? worst still.. she killed her hp by droppin it into the toilet bowl.. den? she juz took my mum's hp n use it!!! wat the hell!!! she always like dat. the previous time i have to give mine to her!! now?? she using mum's!! ren shan bei ren qi ar!!! my mum love her so so much. treat her so so nice!! give her all her patience.. when wil she realise that n gif mum some in return?? doubt she will ever do that..., hai.. juz that.. she sux!! to the core!!!
she juz sux to the core
she juz sux to the core!!! who?? still got who?? my idiotic sister!! i hate her la!! why muz she always do this to me?? i already hate her so much... already trying to like her n respect her as my sis... but i really find nth in her for me to respect n love her as my sis!!! what authority does she has that she can juz ignore the activity we having today n juz go on with her own program gg out having fun n all those stuff when i haf to stay at home. listen to my mum's unhappiness... doin all the chores.. not having chance to go out with my frenz n count down... wat the hell!!! why ??? hai.. bein sensitive n soft hearted is really not a gd thing but who can juz leave their parents doin stuff there not helping n letting them having heart ache all the time?? worst still.. she killed her hp by droppin it into the toilet bowl.. den? she juz took my mum's hp n use it!!! wat the hell!!! she always like dat. the previous time i have to give mine to her!! now?? she using mum's!! ren shan bei ren qi ar!!! my mum love her so so much. treat her so so nice!! give her all her patience.. when wil she realise that n gif mum some in return?? doubt she will ever do that..., hai.. juz that.. she sux!! to the core!!!
Thursday, December 23, 2004
here is one after a long long break!!!
hey hey,.. finally back to blog.. after so so long.. got lots to write... okay.. let's start.
firstly, i m working now le.. ya... forgot if i had mention that in my previous entry. ya.. i m currently working in SIAEC somewhere in far changi end. fun to work there coz the ppl there are nice but ar,.. the work very very boring de... quite slack too la.. so ... not so bad after all..
den... last friday my niece came over my hse to stay. quite gd la.. finally got someone to acc me all the time.. hahaa... den we like stick tog those kind la.. gd to haf someone stick to u at times la.. feel so much so wanted is quite gd sia.. hahaha.. den saturday brought her to escape theme park to play. hahaha.. went there at abt 2pm. den we played almost all la.. but that day bad weather.. keep raining so keep gg on n off. manage to put myself to try those new machine there la.. rainbow is kena cheated den play de.. den the flipper is observe very long realise is not very scary den play de.. but my niece first time play la.. got a shock n cried... ya lor.. poor ger.. vomitted after that too... den sunday had a chalet. went there n eat alot.. haha.. den carry some kid to the beach n play. very windy that day. feel so great. hahaa.. den we sat at the rock by the side of the beach listen to songs n enjoy the breeze. so great!!!! hahaa....
monday is a very blue day for me.. after so much fun over the wkend is work again!! oh man!! tiring.. den tuesday is bbq. band bbq la.. went of course.. not really great time la.. but yet.. not bad lor.. they did put in some effort to do sth for us.. juz that not all of us can make it there n somemore not all juniors are there too.. sobz.. that;s the sad part la.. den went home VERY late.. first time ever that i reach home at 12am!!! oh man!! cant believe it.. gd thing that my parents din really flare up on me. ya.. den the next day to work.. i almost died!! hahahaa.. so so tired n slpy. gd thing is that my collegue very nice to me coz they can understand. hahaa.. yeah!! ever since den i din haf any nice nice slp that i can get back all my energy de lor...
today.. is my dearest collegue's last day... we finally became gd fren den she haf to go le.. she is also another temporary staff there.. gg back to study coz sch starting.. so sad... she is a very nice person. fun to be with. funny n another joker too la.. hahhaa.. can get along quite well de lor... but now.. she has to go back to study le.. hope she will do beta next yr!! n hope we can still stay in contact!!!
yeah.. x'mas is coming.. here i wish all n myself!! n bloggy too!!! a very very wonderful merry xmas n may all dreams (hope mine too) comes true....
firstly, i m working now le.. ya... forgot if i had mention that in my previous entry. ya.. i m currently working in SIAEC somewhere in far changi end. fun to work there coz the ppl there are nice but ar,.. the work very very boring de... quite slack too la.. so ... not so bad after all..
den... last friday my niece came over my hse to stay. quite gd la.. finally got someone to acc me all the time.. hahaa... den we like stick tog those kind la.. gd to haf someone stick to u at times la.. feel so much so wanted is quite gd sia.. hahaha.. den saturday brought her to escape theme park to play. hahaha.. went there at abt 2pm. den we played almost all la.. but that day bad weather.. keep raining so keep gg on n off. manage to put myself to try those new machine there la.. rainbow is kena cheated den play de.. den the flipper is observe very long realise is not very scary den play de.. but my niece first time play la.. got a shock n cried... ya lor.. poor ger.. vomitted after that too... den sunday had a chalet. went there n eat alot.. haha.. den carry some kid to the beach n play. very windy that day. feel so great. hahaa.. den we sat at the rock by the side of the beach listen to songs n enjoy the breeze. so great!!!! hahaa....
monday is a very blue day for me.. after so much fun over the wkend is work again!! oh man!! tiring.. den tuesday is bbq. band bbq la.. went of course.. not really great time la.. but yet.. not bad lor.. they did put in some effort to do sth for us.. juz that not all of us can make it there n somemore not all juniors are there too.. sobz.. that;s the sad part la.. den went home VERY late.. first time ever that i reach home at 12am!!! oh man!! cant believe it.. gd thing that my parents din really flare up on me. ya.. den the next day to work.. i almost died!! hahahaa.. so so tired n slpy. gd thing is that my collegue very nice to me coz they can understand. hahaa.. yeah!! ever since den i din haf any nice nice slp that i can get back all my energy de lor...
today.. is my dearest collegue's last day... we finally became gd fren den she haf to go le.. she is also another temporary staff there.. gg back to study coz sch starting.. so sad... she is a very nice person. fun to be with. funny n another joker too la.. hahhaa.. can get along quite well de lor... but now.. she has to go back to study le.. hope she will do beta next yr!! n hope we can still stay in contact!!!
yeah.. x'mas is coming.. here i wish all n myself!! n bloggy too!!! a very very wonderful merry xmas n may all dreams (hope mine too) comes true....
Monday, November 29, 2004
STUPID COMPUTER!!
hai.. my stupid idiotic computer kena a stupid idiotic irritating virus that goes.. FUNNY! sian.. stupid funny doc that coz my stupid msn to send virus to each n everyone on my list!! lame lor!! den i haf to keep shutting my stupid com down "illegally" in order not to get my frenz into trouble! wat the hell!!! is like u del the file, it'll come back itself de lor!! scan com oso not much use! dunno wat to do oso. sian sia... wah lao... hai... dotx..
tiring la.. ever since last tuesday i had nv really rest lor.. it's been ard one to two months that i m able to slack n slp late at home. since the end of my last paper which is chem paper1, i did not haf the time to really rest le. since last tuesday i started to work. work n work n more work till friday... finally the day which is a day before my rest day. den tat nite my fren bday. went to her hse. celebrated for her n reach home at abt 11pm. slp n the next day wake up at 7++ ard 8am. went to HN's hse.. slack n talk. den meet sebas at 10.30am in taka. den meet my dad at aljunied at 12.30pm. den meet XH, LZ n YS at little india mrt to go KK to visit MY at abt 2pm. stay there till abt 4++ den we move on to beach rd for a great dinner.. spaghetti, bake rice, bake potatoes, etc.. hahaa.. den move on to suntec to watch movie. we watched polar express.. not bad la.. but dun really haf any content. is the effect that's quite cool. reach home at abt 11 again..
SUnday! wake up at 545am. why so early?? coz i gg to my grandma's hse in msia to celebrate her bday. board the bus that we rent at abt 645am, went on to msia.. reach there at abt 10am i guess.. a little jam at the causeway. ya. den rest a while, move on to my 3rd auntie's hse to see her youngest boy.. din get the chance to see him coz he is asleep. den my 3rd uncle came n got us for lunch. had our lunch at abt 12.30pm, den move on to my dad's bro's hse at kluang. played with those little niece n nephews.. they are SO CUTE!. grown alot since the last time i went back. able to scream shout n run abt now.. so talkative n the whole hse is full of energy. den see some fotos of my cousin who went to many countries b4!!! thailand, hong kong, london, japan, korea, australia... ENVY!!! den abt 4.30 back to my grandma hse again. she got a very nice cake for her bday. ya.. den abt 5++ or 6 we are on our back to sg. had a smooth journey back n reach home at abt 9pm. den we had our dinner.
today!! work!! monday blue!!! yeah!! very BLUE!! i wore the whole set BLUE to indicate that it is a monday blue. hahaa.. but today quite slack. i manage to clear most of the papers that are suppose to file n they dunno wat can assign to me as they are busy with their own work n din haf much time to teach me new stuff. so i happen to walk ard, idle ard alot today. lunch only ate bread n little cakes coz tt vege stall had their food sold out! dun find the food nice yet.. dun understand y they always is the first to get all their food clear.
stupid computer!! hope it'll be fine by now....
tiring la.. ever since last tuesday i had nv really rest lor.. it's been ard one to two months that i m able to slack n slp late at home. since the end of my last paper which is chem paper1, i did not haf the time to really rest le. since last tuesday i started to work. work n work n more work till friday... finally the day which is a day before my rest day. den tat nite my fren bday. went to her hse. celebrated for her n reach home at abt 11pm. slp n the next day wake up at 7++ ard 8am. went to HN's hse.. slack n talk. den meet sebas at 10.30am in taka. den meet my dad at aljunied at 12.30pm. den meet XH, LZ n YS at little india mrt to go KK to visit MY at abt 2pm. stay there till abt 4++ den we move on to beach rd for a great dinner.. spaghetti, bake rice, bake potatoes, etc.. hahaa.. den move on to suntec to watch movie. we watched polar express.. not bad la.. but dun really haf any content. is the effect that's quite cool. reach home at abt 11 again..
SUnday! wake up at 545am. why so early?? coz i gg to my grandma's hse in msia to celebrate her bday. board the bus that we rent at abt 645am, went on to msia.. reach there at abt 10am i guess.. a little jam at the causeway. ya. den rest a while, move on to my 3rd auntie's hse to see her youngest boy.. din get the chance to see him coz he is asleep. den my 3rd uncle came n got us for lunch. had our lunch at abt 12.30pm, den move on to my dad's bro's hse at kluang. played with those little niece n nephews.. they are SO CUTE!. grown alot since the last time i went back. able to scream shout n run abt now.. so talkative n the whole hse is full of energy. den see some fotos of my cousin who went to many countries b4!!! thailand, hong kong, london, japan, korea, australia... ENVY!!! den abt 4.30 back to my grandma hse again. she got a very nice cake for her bday. ya.. den abt 5++ or 6 we are on our back to sg. had a smooth journey back n reach home at abt 9pm. den we had our dinner.
today!! work!! monday blue!!! yeah!! very BLUE!! i wore the whole set BLUE to indicate that it is a monday blue. hahaa.. but today quite slack. i manage to clear most of the papers that are suppose to file n they dunno wat can assign to me as they are busy with their own work n din haf much time to teach me new stuff. so i happen to walk ard, idle ard alot today. lunch only ate bread n little cakes coz tt vege stall had their food sold out! dun find the food nice yet.. dun understand y they always is the first to get all their food clear.
stupid computer!! hope it'll be fine by now....
Wednesday, November 24, 2004
START WORK LE!
i start work le.. at SIAEC ( Singapore International Airline Engineering Comapany ). kekee.. not bad la.. first day was yesterday, ber drove me there coz i dunno how to go. den after that when i reach the first gate is abt 8.10am need to use my ic to change for the pass to enter. den they say dunno wat haven approve den cannot gif me the pass den cannot enter. so haf to wait outside there. gd thing is that 2 of ber's fren who had work there before one is joanne and the other is christine (they are sister wor..) oso had to wait outside as we encounter with the same problem. haha... they are the first fren that i've made.
den abt 8.35am we able to get thru the first stage n enter the next part. had to take bus to the actual working place den need to use the pass to change for another pass. so troublesome right? becoz they haf high security ma.. ya.. den went in.. the two of them haf frenz all ard lor! so envy. ahha.coz they work there before ma.. went to the HR dept den wrote resume again!!! den that HR person told me i might be sent to IT dept de.. in the end.. i end up in Quality tech record. BORING place. though ppl there ALL VERY NICE!! got diana, aziza, halen, saphia, isha, siti, adeline, min qi, mr tang(supervisor), mariam.. many more la.. dunno name de.. so nice lor.. juz that the work is boring la.. haf to sort papers, n more papers n more papers. going in n out of the "treasure rm" where all the doc are kept n is where i haf to go n keep all the doc la.. ya.. but they working culture there very slack! hahaa.. 1pm suppose to be lunch break. but 1245 n ppl all gg down for lunch le.. 1.45 suppose to be back.. abt 2 den can see that the office is full again. official knock off time is 5.30pm, where 5.15 we can go le. but 5pm ppl start packing up n putting on make up le.. hahaa.. slack right? den i do the job ar.. they will be very caring keep asking me to do slowly, can rest can sit down n file slowly. this n that. hahaa. ask me to eat those kuay n biscuit tat they made. ask me to drink more water n stuff. caring huh? hahaa... envy right? kekee.. but one bad thing is the travelling time la.. 1+ hr bus journey. kinda tiring. ya.. haf to wake up early too. ya lor.. gd thing is only haf to change bus once. den can slp all my way there le. hahaa...
ya.. damn tired now le.. stupid com juz now kena virus.. sian diao lehz! heng is msn kena only.. now scanning com. okie.. shall fill u guys more tml! ( if i haf the time and energy to.. kekee... )
den abt 8.35am we able to get thru the first stage n enter the next part. had to take bus to the actual working place den need to use the pass to change for another pass. so troublesome right? becoz they haf high security ma.. ya.. den went in.. the two of them haf frenz all ard lor! so envy. ahha.coz they work there before ma.. went to the HR dept den wrote resume again!!! den that HR person told me i might be sent to IT dept de.. in the end.. i end up in Quality tech record. BORING place. though ppl there ALL VERY NICE!! got diana, aziza, halen, saphia, isha, siti, adeline, min qi, mr tang(supervisor), mariam.. many more la.. dunno name de.. so nice lor.. juz that the work is boring la.. haf to sort papers, n more papers n more papers. going in n out of the "treasure rm" where all the doc are kept n is where i haf to go n keep all the doc la.. ya.. but they working culture there very slack! hahaa.. 1pm suppose to be lunch break. but 1245 n ppl all gg down for lunch le.. 1.45 suppose to be back.. abt 2 den can see that the office is full again. official knock off time is 5.30pm, where 5.15 we can go le. but 5pm ppl start packing up n putting on make up le.. hahaa.. slack right? den i do the job ar.. they will be very caring keep asking me to do slowly, can rest can sit down n file slowly. this n that. hahaa. ask me to eat those kuay n biscuit tat they made. ask me to drink more water n stuff. caring huh? hahaa... envy right? kekee.. but one bad thing is the travelling time la.. 1+ hr bus journey. kinda tiring. ya.. haf to wake up early too. ya lor.. gd thing is only haf to change bus once. den can slp all my way there le. hahaa...
ya.. damn tired now le.. stupid com juz now kena virus.. sian diao lehz! heng is msn kena only.. now scanning com. okie.. shall fill u guys more tml! ( if i haf the time and energy to.. kekee... )
Sunday, November 21, 2004
feeling weird without sch
wahhaha.. kinda contridicting myself right? feeling tt i'm like nowhere now in the society.. neither m i a student nor m i a worker. still haf the feeling that i'm still a part of SR, still having my exam like dat.. dun haf the real relief that i had when my o level was over.. dunno why too.. maybe i will score badly for my a level n i'll haf to be back for more torture! tt's bad!!! but i dun wanna think so much le la.. for the time being i wanna get into the real world. noe the real working society. learn more n putting all stuff into real practical le.. so excited abt the real world that we haf to face. so excited abt the new life that i m entering. i wanna live the best out of me! i finally can do sth that i want instead of doin sth by force! i LOVE it!!
Thursday, November 18, 2004
i've got a job!!!
hehehe.. my exam is ending tml! tml last day le!! so happy.... kekekekkekekeek
hmm.. today went swimming with TY, actually wanna go with HN too.. but she cant la.. ya. hehee.. so.. went serangoon swimming. Ty cant stay too long coz got band, den there got sooo many guys swimming, tanning, n the pool soo small.. make me dun feel gd swimming alone. so went off too.. 12 laps.. haha. okie la.. tried freestyle.. difficult sia.. haha.a. den very easy out of breath. muz try again. hahaha... yeah!
came back home. ate lunch. den slp. haha.. den abt 4 i got a call!! haha.. it's from SIA. haha.. coz i got a job! hahaa. all thanks to Ber.. if not i wun get the job so fast. now trying to write a resume. haha.. dunno how to write lor!! den dunno wat to put in too. so sad lor!!
kk.. go back n write the resume le.. =D
hmm.. today went swimming with TY, actually wanna go with HN too.. but she cant la.. ya. hehee.. so.. went serangoon swimming. Ty cant stay too long coz got band, den there got sooo many guys swimming, tanning, n the pool soo small.. make me dun feel gd swimming alone. so went off too.. 12 laps.. haha. okie la.. tried freestyle.. difficult sia.. haha.a. den very easy out of breath. muz try again. hahaha... yeah!
came back home. ate lunch. den slp. haha.. den abt 4 i got a call!! haha.. it's from SIA. haha.. coz i got a job! hahaa. all thanks to Ber.. if not i wun get the job so fast. now trying to write a resume. haha.. dunno how to write lor!! den dunno wat to put in too. so sad lor!!
kk.. go back n write the resume le.. =D
Wednesday, November 17, 2004
2 more days!! 1 last paper!!!
hahaha. as my title goes... 2 more days 1 last paper.. means.. MY HOLIDAY LONG HOLIDAY IS SOOOOO NEAR LE!! hahahahahh.. so happy... cant wait u see.. when i was doin my paper today i was like giggling to myself for the last 5 min lor.. hahhaaa.. coz.. coz.. it is ENDING!!!! hahahhaa...
hmm.. juz now that my tang mei n her bf patch back le.. congrats! hope they will learn to treasure each other more n do take care!
recently really like to Huining hse.. dunno y hahaha.. juz like it. stressfree place. haha.. coz dun need to think abt cleaning up the hse, cooking dinner, doin stuff tt mum reminded us to do..all i do there is SLACK! hahhahahaa.. den her mum oso very nice.. so really can slack eat watch tv n do NTH!! hahahahaa....
yesterday was talking to someone abt frenship.. den talking abt all the ppl i noe.. all the frenz i've made.. den i realise.. the most lasting frenship i'll ever get is from CEDAR! i din say i dun close gd frenz in sr juz that .... hai.. as in like after i go jc.. i will sometime go out with cedar fren (from diff jc) to catch a movie, to walk ard, find a place sit down n gossip. even on the train when i saw cedar ppl... we can juz chat non stop. for those in sr like me.. we are obviously much closer, ppl like huining, sally... we might not be tog everyday, might not do all stuff tog, yet we are still close. once we met, we still pour out all our this n that, sorrow happiness to each other. but.. sad to say... really cant find many this kinda fren in sr.. last yr got lots of frenz de... den.. slowly... all gone... starting got HL got NC got first 3 months buddy (glad that we still do keep in contact), den after 1st three months come our class ppl, got SL got MH got AX... we were a clique. but.. hai... one gone.. got her new classmates... diff timing in lesson this yr.. seldom see each other.. some sort of losing contact le.. another one.. sth happened... working le.. a bit hard to get tog le.. last one... still quite close.. but is the only one le... today at the end of my paper.. i looked ard the hall... thinking abt the times i spent in sr.. seems like everything juz happened yesterday.. yet all are coming to an end. i was thinking wat haf i done in sr? dunno.. seems like alot.. yet like nth.. wat haf i learnt in sr.. seems like alot.. yet like nth... 2 short yrs.. seems very long.. yet like nth.. everyday busy doin whole lots of stuff busy here n there.. end up.. dunno wat i m doin.. ahhahaaa...
i miss cedar... i will miss SR too.. i miss my frenz.. i start to miss the gd old days we used to haf... doin silly things tog.. having lots of fun... i miss SL, i miss MH,i miss SS, i miss Joanna, i miss MZ, i miss TY, i miss mr chan, i miss mr ng, i miss mrs chong, i miss ms lee, i miss mdm tan, i miss 1s25, i miss 1s19, i miss sr band especially batch grad in 2004 i miss auriga, i miss zeal, i miss cedar, i miss cedar band, i miss gj, i miss wp, i miss letchimy, i miss aj, i miss jl, i miss hani, i miss ye, i miss sabri, i miss ty, i miss deb, i miss yuet ee, i miss sa, i miss my tuba section in cedar, i miss those seniors in cedar that made an impact in my life, i miss mr yau, i miss mrs lim, i miss guan lao shi, i miss mr chua, i miss mdm lee (tuition teacher), i miss... i miss... i miss so many ppl.. hai.. once everything is gone.. nth can be retain.. except the only memories we haf.
hai.. as time goes by alot of ppl come into my life.. alot of ppl made great impact in my life. i learnt alot from guan lao shi, mr yau, mr chua n all band teachers in cedar, i learn alot from mr chan, mr ng, mr kwek, mrs kwek, mr azahar, mr leonard tan, mdm tan, mr ang n ms lee from sr. i duno wat will happen to my future.. but i;m sure.. with those knowledge i got.. they will guide me thru till the day i can pass down all this wonderful knowledge to the next generation. i salute to all my greatest teachers. i miss all my greatest frenz.. i will think lots abt the schs that i was in.. n i.. will haf to move on...
hmm.. juz now that my tang mei n her bf patch back le.. congrats! hope they will learn to treasure each other more n do take care!
recently really like to Huining hse.. dunno y hahaha.. juz like it. stressfree place. haha.. coz dun need to think abt cleaning up the hse, cooking dinner, doin stuff tt mum reminded us to do..all i do there is SLACK! hahhahahaa.. den her mum oso very nice.. so really can slack eat watch tv n do NTH!! hahahahaa....
yesterday was talking to someone abt frenship.. den talking abt all the ppl i noe.. all the frenz i've made.. den i realise.. the most lasting frenship i'll ever get is from CEDAR! i din say i dun close gd frenz in sr juz that .... hai.. as in like after i go jc.. i will sometime go out with cedar fren (from diff jc) to catch a movie, to walk ard, find a place sit down n gossip. even on the train when i saw cedar ppl... we can juz chat non stop. for those in sr like me.. we are obviously much closer, ppl like huining, sally... we might not be tog everyday, might not do all stuff tog, yet we are still close. once we met, we still pour out all our this n that, sorrow happiness to each other. but.. sad to say... really cant find many this kinda fren in sr.. last yr got lots of frenz de... den.. slowly... all gone... starting got HL got NC got first 3 months buddy (glad that we still do keep in contact), den after 1st three months come our class ppl, got SL got MH got AX... we were a clique. but.. hai... one gone.. got her new classmates... diff timing in lesson this yr.. seldom see each other.. some sort of losing contact le.. another one.. sth happened... working le.. a bit hard to get tog le.. last one... still quite close.. but is the only one le... today at the end of my paper.. i looked ard the hall... thinking abt the times i spent in sr.. seems like everything juz happened yesterday.. yet all are coming to an end. i was thinking wat haf i done in sr? dunno.. seems like alot.. yet like nth.. wat haf i learnt in sr.. seems like alot.. yet like nth... 2 short yrs.. seems very long.. yet like nth.. everyday busy doin whole lots of stuff busy here n there.. end up.. dunno wat i m doin.. ahhahaaa...
i miss cedar... i will miss SR too.. i miss my frenz.. i start to miss the gd old days we used to haf... doin silly things tog.. having lots of fun... i miss SL, i miss MH,i miss SS, i miss Joanna, i miss MZ, i miss TY, i miss mr chan, i miss mr ng, i miss mrs chong, i miss ms lee, i miss mdm tan, i miss 1s25, i miss 1s19, i miss sr band especially batch grad in 2004 i miss auriga, i miss zeal, i miss cedar, i miss cedar band, i miss gj, i miss wp, i miss letchimy, i miss aj, i miss jl, i miss hani, i miss ye, i miss sabri, i miss ty, i miss deb, i miss yuet ee, i miss sa, i miss my tuba section in cedar, i miss those seniors in cedar that made an impact in my life, i miss mr yau, i miss mrs lim, i miss guan lao shi, i miss mr chua, i miss mdm lee (tuition teacher), i miss... i miss... i miss so many ppl.. hai.. once everything is gone.. nth can be retain.. except the only memories we haf.
hai.. as time goes by alot of ppl come into my life.. alot of ppl made great impact in my life. i learnt alot from guan lao shi, mr yau, mr chua n all band teachers in cedar, i learn alot from mr chan, mr ng, mr kwek, mrs kwek, mr azahar, mr leonard tan, mdm tan, mr ang n ms lee from sr. i duno wat will happen to my future.. but i;m sure.. with those knowledge i got.. they will guide me thru till the day i can pass down all this wonderful knowledge to the next generation. i salute to all my greatest teachers. i miss all my greatest frenz.. i will think lots abt the schs that i was in.. n i.. will haf to move on...
Monday, November 15, 2004
last wk!!!
hhahahahahahah.. last wk n feedom with be with me!! hahahah.. cant wait for friday to come
cant wait for the end. oh man i juz.. very excited!!! hahahhaa....
cant wait for the end. oh man i juz.. very excited!!! hahahhaa....
Monday, November 01, 2004
Life
hai... juz read one of my fren's blog n really think that life is so unpredictable. haiyo.. coming to this life topic again. that huang na is really very poor thing lor.. she is juz 8!! oh man.. wat can a 8 yr old ger do?? y muz he kill her? haven read the papers yet la.. but even if is coz of anger? she is juz so young n noes nothing!! how can he be so angry that he kill her??? y can a person be so cruel. it is really true that the world has come to a point that mankind is really getting too much. while some doctors are struggling to keep a person alive n saving them from their illnesses, ppl on the other side are killing innocent kids like nobody's business. life is so precious. y cant they treasure each n every single's life more. even the animals.
talking abt animals. actually i find it kinda unfair for ppl to kill those animals to stop any epidemic. i noe this might be a very absolute n subjective statement bu yet it is really true. u see.. an animal has a life juz like us human. when a human is dying.. ppl will try all ways n means to save them. for example SARS. it is an epidemic that will spread easily like the bird flu n such. once ppl found the first case they start to find ways n means to save them. however, when bird flu is first found. all they do is KILL all the poor chickens n ducks. cant they do something similar?? n worst still is.. it is human that cause the poor animals to contract all this weird diseases. they force them to take in things that they dun take. they cramp them in small little places that they cant move. they inject terrible stuff into their body that juz reject. so why instead of blaming the human, the human juz KILL THE INNOCENT??? arent they juz like the person who killed the little ger? ppl might say that i haf no rights to say this coz many ppl eat the animals so they are meant to be killed, sooner or later. BUT i haf the right to comment on all this cruelty as i m a vegetarian. ppl feel sad abt war. ppl feel sad abt someone's death. ppl even feel sad that their beloved pet is dead. BUT HAF ANYONE EVER THINK ABT THOSE POOR ANIMAL THAT U ALL TAKE IN EVERYDAY?? they suffered under much misery once they are born. yet they haf to go thru the fear n face the death juz for the ppl out here who want to haf a "delicious" meal which is optional? guys.. think.. u will nv noe the fear the pain untill u feel it. can u imagine only a cut on ur finger will hurt, wat abt the killing of those little lifes???
okie.. i m not trying to promote vegetarian here. juz to write out my feelings. ya.. think that's abt all. ya...
talking abt animals. actually i find it kinda unfair for ppl to kill those animals to stop any epidemic. i noe this might be a very absolute n subjective statement bu yet it is really true. u see.. an animal has a life juz like us human. when a human is dying.. ppl will try all ways n means to save them. for example SARS. it is an epidemic that will spread easily like the bird flu n such. once ppl found the first case they start to find ways n means to save them. however, when bird flu is first found. all they do is KILL all the poor chickens n ducks. cant they do something similar?? n worst still is.. it is human that cause the poor animals to contract all this weird diseases. they force them to take in things that they dun take. they cramp them in small little places that they cant move. they inject terrible stuff into their body that juz reject. so why instead of blaming the human, the human juz KILL THE INNOCENT??? arent they juz like the person who killed the little ger? ppl might say that i haf no rights to say this coz many ppl eat the animals so they are meant to be killed, sooner or later. BUT i haf the right to comment on all this cruelty as i m a vegetarian. ppl feel sad abt war. ppl feel sad abt someone's death. ppl even feel sad that their beloved pet is dead. BUT HAF ANYONE EVER THINK ABT THOSE POOR ANIMAL THAT U ALL TAKE IN EVERYDAY?? they suffered under much misery once they are born. yet they haf to go thru the fear n face the death juz for the ppl out here who want to haf a "delicious" meal which is optional? guys.. think.. u will nv noe the fear the pain untill u feel it. can u imagine only a cut on ur finger will hurt, wat abt the killing of those little lifes???
okie.. i m not trying to promote vegetarian here. juz to write out my feelings. ya.. think that's abt all. ya...
Saturday, October 30, 2004
WTH
wat the.. stupid idiotic hansheng!! he is an idiot. stupid!!! no brain.. empty vase. juz ask him to be nicer to my cousin only ma.. juz see my cousin very sad ma.. den juz say "BE NICER TO MY COUSIN. STUPID BOY" is this very offending?? is this scoldin him?? wat the hell lor!! n wat he reply??? " dun act smart! F**KING u!!" WAT THE HELL!!! who is he on earth to scold me that? he gd!!! i tot he is a nice person!!! no matter how angry u get... u shld not be saying that ma!!!! wah lao!!!! hate this kind of person!!!!! wah!!! damn angry!!! argh!!!
k... enuff liao.. vent all my anger le.. shld not be too angry n waste too much of my blog space on childish person like him. heheheee.... yesterday.. mummy bought some slimming cream stuff.. hahahhahahahaa.. den can use!!! hahahaha.. heard that it will show some effect after 2 wks. hahahaa... anyway.. i havin a level soon!!! my practical over le.. alright lor.. but the last part no time n cannot do. hahaha.. i stupid ma.. so too bad la!! but except for the last 10 marks. the rest.. can la.. not bad la!! hahaha.. 4th will be my Gp le.. God pls bless me! =D den after that is CLA!!! kekekee... after that will be chem den maths den chem again den maths again!! haha.. coz after Gp n CLA i only haf maths n chem!hahaa.. suddenly think is gd! kekekee... yeah!
k... enuff liao.. vent all my anger le.. shld not be too angry n waste too much of my blog space on childish person like him. heheheee.... yesterday.. mummy bought some slimming cream stuff.. hahahhahahahaa.. den can use!!! hahahaha.. heard that it will show some effect after 2 wks. hahahaa... anyway.. i havin a level soon!!! my practical over le.. alright lor.. but the last part no time n cannot do. hahaha.. i stupid ma.. so too bad la!! but except for the last 10 marks. the rest.. can la.. not bad la!! hahaha.. 4th will be my Gp le.. God pls bless me! =D den after that is CLA!!! kekekee... after that will be chem den maths den chem again den maths again!! haha.. coz after Gp n CLA i only haf maths n chem!hahaa.. suddenly think is gd! kekekee... yeah!
Friday, October 29, 2004
???
lots of questions has been gg thru my mind. alot!! but yet i dunno i really duno how to solve them.. den kinda stress recently with my A's. actually i really dunno how to tackle it. all i can do is juz think far n think ahead. i really not in the mood of study le.. see the family state now.. my sis is damn sick for the pass few days. actually is really nth. she juz sprain her leg a little. den she blow up the thing n went to see doc twice. dunno is subconciously she wants the attention n care from my parents or wat. she juz blow the things till very big lor. den after that duno that stupid doc gave her wat medicine. she ate it had a bad diarrhoea n keep throwin out wateva she ate. real bad. den suddenly become damn skinny. yesterday juz went to see doc again. n the doc say she kena stomach infection or sth like dat lor. kinda bad. but today beta le. though happy for her la.. but she damn irritating lor. today i look more sick den her n yet i have to do all the things all the hse work n all she does is sit in front of the tv n laugh. worst still is she is a patient!!! i cant say anything. juz haf to swallow everything down i guess.
being a ger.. juz feels that being a ger is really a torture. we are expected to be gd with hse work n helpl. we are expected to stay at home whenever needed. we are expected to accept all the torture that comes along (menstrual cramps, giving birth.. etc) that we haf no choice in!! we haf to do hse work even if we are working outside. arent the world working towards equality?? but y are there still gender stereotypes?? hai.. i cant blame ppl for that coz i m stereotyping genders too. hai.. coz the society is like dat. being a ger haf to be more conservative n demure. cant go for the person u like, even if u do.. the person might not like u n even if u two get tog. u wun get ur happiness. this is the world today. really wonderin will there be a day that gers will be the one in control of everything. wonder wat will happen if one day gers become like a guy n guys become like gers?? as in... instead of guys gg for ger n gers waiting to be loved, the gers will be the one choosing who they want n the guys only can wait to be loved try get all ways n means to get the attention of the person they like n yet they cant tell how they feel. wonder wat will it be like when the gers will be in control in a family n after work will juz wait for meals to be serve n enjoy while the guys haf rush home to prepare meals, to do all the hse work. wondering.....
being a ger.. juz feels that being a ger is really a torture. we are expected to be gd with hse work n helpl. we are expected to stay at home whenever needed. we are expected to accept all the torture that comes along (menstrual cramps, giving birth.. etc) that we haf no choice in!! we haf to do hse work even if we are working outside. arent the world working towards equality?? but y are there still gender stereotypes?? hai.. i cant blame ppl for that coz i m stereotyping genders too. hai.. coz the society is like dat. being a ger haf to be more conservative n demure. cant go for the person u like, even if u do.. the person might not like u n even if u two get tog. u wun get ur happiness. this is the world today. really wonderin will there be a day that gers will be the one in control of everything. wonder wat will happen if one day gers become like a guy n guys become like gers?? as in... instead of guys gg for ger n gers waiting to be loved, the gers will be the one choosing who they want n the guys only can wait to be loved try get all ways n means to get the attention of the person they like n yet they cant tell how they feel. wonder wat will it be like when the gers will be in control in a family n after work will juz wait for meals to be serve n enjoy while the guys haf rush home to prepare meals, to do all the hse work. wondering.....
Monday, October 25, 2004
Real me?? Ideal me??
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Sunday, October 24, 2004
Monday, October 18, 2004
Ah Ma is HERE
yeah... my real ah ma came singapore the day before yesterday n came my hse yesterday. quite happy la... yet is kinda hard for me too.. coz i haf to stay at home to look after her when all is not ard. den i can do my own stuff coz i cant possibly throw her aside to do my own stuff lor.. hai.. i oso duno wat to do. i dun wanna be bad la... i oso like her alot. care for her. the worst thing is i actually pon my GP CONSULTATION AGAIN!!! hai.. coz no one at home ma.. all got to work. mummy scare ah ma at home alone. so.. i haf to do this la.. actually is also becoz i dun wanna go la.. den ar... my fren called this morning.. i actually dun dare to pick up the call.. ahhaha.. kinda stupid right? hahaa.. ya la...
yesterday my mum made vege prawn dumpling. i helped her.. hehee... as usual she will knit the dough n i will do the wrappin part. kekee... den ah ma came n say i wrap till very nice!! hahahahahaa.. so proud of myself! THANK U AH MA!!!
nOw i tRyinG tO tYpE tHe wAy tHaT mY cOusIn liKe tO tYpE iN... sOoo mA fAn.. hAhAHhHAaaA.... CMI! kekee... okie la.. she coming later.yuP... yeah!!! yup
yesterday my mum made vege prawn dumpling. i helped her.. hehee... as usual she will knit the dough n i will do the wrappin part. kekee... den ah ma came n say i wrap till very nice!! hahahahahaa.. so proud of myself! THANK U AH MA!!!
nOw i tRyinG tO tYpE tHe wAy tHaT mY cOusIn liKe tO tYpE iN... sOoo mA fAn.. hAhAHhHAaaA.... CMI! kekee... okie la.. she coming later.yuP... yeah!!! yup
Friday, October 08, 2004
dream
why snakes always come into my dream?
i got a dream today.. abt snakes again.. terrible.. always haf bad dreams on snakes. really suspect that i kill a whole lots of snakes in one of my previous yrs, n they cant do anything to me this yr. so they disturb me in my dreams.. hai.. okie here it goes...
i dreamt that i was out with my sis, to some jungle area or wat so ever la. den dunno how n dunno why, i fell into a very deep trap i guess. den is very very muddy in there. den i saw lots of snake. REALLY ALOT! den is so disgusting n scary la.. i'm really SCARED of snakes lor. den is like i was trying to move out of the place. but is so wet n muddy that it really makes it very hard for me to move. den i was moving ard in that area n seems like there is a way as in a "underpass" to somewhere. so trying to escape i went in deeper la.. den land up in a dead end, where there's a way out only if i m able to climb up la.. ya. den all i saw is snakes of all shape n size n all types de la.. they are like very fierce lor. trying to dunno scare me or get me or wat. den one of which in front of me is VERY BIG! only can see the head lor and really dunno where it ends. ya. den think i got hold of some. without me knowing why. den the rest of the snake ard me was very angry with me i think coz i killed their "frenz" den they were like wanna kill me la.. but somehow it seems like i m protected by something or they are block by a layer of glass or wat so ever i can see them clearly as they could too but yet they cant do anything to me lor.. den i think my sis come to my rescue n the place is drying up too den i think i escape le.. or wat la.. den move scene le. move to me "waking" up in my dreams telling my mum abt it. n she said maybe i m somehow or rather related to them ba.. i guess so too... duno la...
that's all abt my scary dreams which seems kinda adventurous here rather den scary. haha.. coz u cant see the scary reaction of the snake.
now abt today. ya.. tot KT will kill me.. but she turns out to be rather nice today. yup. den today had lots of lectures la.. maths chem n wat so ever. den cla. we had our cla lesson "outdoor" today. haha.. is like we wanna haf an early lesson so that we can end early today lor. went to look for our teacher but he was preparing notes so cant start early lor. but he still came earlier den normal in the end la. he told us that wed is our grad, by right we haf to go.. by left. he dunno. haha... but he say my fren YM n i muz go. tot wat happened. den he say coz i top in CLA n YM got the most improve in CLA. so we haf to go. haha.. so surprise. tot will be the china guy or the hong kong one get it.. maybe they are foreigner so they nv gif them. haha.. dunno la.. or they haf other top le? haha.. dunno la.. very happy le! kekekee. yeah!! more motivation to move on le!!!
i got a dream today.. abt snakes again.. terrible.. always haf bad dreams on snakes. really suspect that i kill a whole lots of snakes in one of my previous yrs, n they cant do anything to me this yr. so they disturb me in my dreams.. hai.. okie here it goes...
i dreamt that i was out with my sis, to some jungle area or wat so ever la. den dunno how n dunno why, i fell into a very deep trap i guess. den is very very muddy in there. den i saw lots of snake. REALLY ALOT! den is so disgusting n scary la.. i'm really SCARED of snakes lor. den is like i was trying to move out of the place. but is so wet n muddy that it really makes it very hard for me to move. den i was moving ard in that area n seems like there is a way as in a "underpass" to somewhere. so trying to escape i went in deeper la.. den land up in a dead end, where there's a way out only if i m able to climb up la.. ya. den all i saw is snakes of all shape n size n all types de la.. they are like very fierce lor. trying to dunno scare me or get me or wat. den one of which in front of me is VERY BIG! only can see the head lor and really dunno where it ends. ya. den think i got hold of some. without me knowing why. den the rest of the snake ard me was very angry with me i think coz i killed their "frenz" den they were like wanna kill me la.. but somehow it seems like i m protected by something or they are block by a layer of glass or wat so ever i can see them clearly as they could too but yet they cant do anything to me lor.. den i think my sis come to my rescue n the place is drying up too den i think i escape le.. or wat la.. den move scene le. move to me "waking" up in my dreams telling my mum abt it. n she said maybe i m somehow or rather related to them ba.. i guess so too... duno la...
that's all abt my scary dreams which seems kinda adventurous here rather den scary. haha.. coz u cant see the scary reaction of the snake.
now abt today. ya.. tot KT will kill me.. but she turns out to be rather nice today. yup. den today had lots of lectures la.. maths chem n wat so ever. den cla. we had our cla lesson "outdoor" today. haha.. is like we wanna haf an early lesson so that we can end early today lor. went to look for our teacher but he was preparing notes so cant start early lor. but he still came earlier den normal in the end la. he told us that wed is our grad, by right we haf to go.. by left. he dunno. haha... but he say my fren YM n i muz go. tot wat happened. den he say coz i top in CLA n YM got the most improve in CLA. so we haf to go. haha.. so surprise. tot will be the china guy or the hong kong one get it.. maybe they are foreigner so they nv gif them. haha.. dunno la.. or they haf other top le? haha.. dunno la.. very happy le! kekekee. yeah!! more motivation to move on le!!!
Wednesday, October 06, 2004
wat m i gonna do??
hai.. really duno wat m i gonna do? today nv go sch coz i over slept. den today think like got alot of things happened la. hai... dunno la.. is like.. our gp teacher said those we got worse den a D7 will haf to go see her den might kena kick out by her. hai. den i damn sad lor.. is like i m one of them la.. den our maths teacher oso say twice that he is worried abt me. hai.. i noe this time my maths got a little problem la.. i juz nv study lor. i noe i can do or not de la.. i noe wat to do de lor.. den i oso dunno how to face him. think i quite bad to him la.. i din mean it but juz realise this wk those days that i nv go sch are the days with his period la.. i din notice that only when my fren told me den i noe lor... hai.. dunno la... really feel very pressurise by the teachers. i noe wat i m doin n i really did try to do sth abt it le.. dunno la.. hai... can i juz heck care abt all stuff.. really feel like escaping from this world. feel like escaping from everything. i noe this is not the way to do stuff.. but i really need sometime to myself n not being pressurise by all teachers. i duno. i noe they meant to be gd. i noe they haf gd intentions. but.. i really dunno wat to do... where m i now? at a place that i dunno where i m heading towards. i m really dunno doin wat. i suddenly feel like quiting sch n juz get into society to work. i noe this is not the way to deal with all this problems. but.. i'm really scared. i'm really dunno how to face all the teachers.. i muz mug now.. i really muz.. but.. i really feeling so damn down now.. how? who can help me? who can save me? m i really haf to face all this alone? i seems strong.. but i really feel that i m damn weak now.. im damn vulnerable now. really dunno wat now? in a maze? at the junction of a rd. i'm lost. anyone by my side? ALOT! but who really can help me? none i guess... i haf to face all things alone in the end still...
sad?? i dunno
hmm.. today i mean now i kinda down suddenly. liking a person is real sucky. is like u will be very much be affected by them. juz little act they can make u damn happy n oso coz of little act u will be very very sad. hai.. juz like now la!! hai....
yesterday coz of a little testimonial.. i was really damn happy lor.. tot i m the only one get a testi for him. den kinda expected that he will write for another ger la.. den din see coz she haven check her testi. den now.. hai.. coz of a little testi that i tot i only haf.. hai.. is like i noe she oso has one le la.. den now.. i sad sad liao.. kinda wu liao i noe.. but juz sad lor.. ya...
yesterday coz of a little testimonial.. i was really damn happy lor.. tot i m the only one get a testi for him. den kinda expected that he will write for another ger la.. den din see coz she haven check her testi. den now.. hai.. coz of a little testi that i tot i only haf.. hai.. is like i noe she oso has one le la.. den now.. i sad sad liao.. kinda wu liao i noe.. but juz sad lor.. ya...
Saturday, October 02, 2004
miss me???
hehee.. so long nv put in any entry le.. do u miss me? haha.. anyway.. coz of prelim i nv write entry for lots of days le.. sound like i m very hardworking huh? wrong!! juz that too tired n too busy to put in any. anyway.. i shall start.
on mid autumn festival that day went to wp's hse to eat den to play!! haha.. starting a bit awkward la.. coz like that stupid wy nv talk ar.. den late ar.. den this n that. den got that dog(jackie). it's cute la. ya.. fury de.. den like very nice to hug like dat. but ar. i scare la. so kinda stress to play at the beginning. den later we move to her hse rooftop! COOL.. haha.. we cna see lots of places n oso haf a "peaceul" time to play. no dog no parents. haha.den we light all the candles all the lantern n hang it ard. den we oso burn whole bundle of fireworks. haha.. powerful sia.. den whole thing stuck tog. hehee.. but that's cool la! kekee.. so long nv go out with guijin n wanping le. so very happy to see them. talk alot. ya... den plan to go home at abt 9 la.. den play until forget abt time le. end up we only go home n 9.45. reach.home kena scolded la.. as usual. ya.. kekkee...
den.. yesterday. friday. went out with letchimy n ai jia! MISS THEM SOO MUCH. hahaa.. they nv change lor.. really nv change at all. that let ar.. still as auntie as before. still as cheerful as chatty as before.. miss the gd old days. hehee.. den we talk alot of rubbish. gossip alot. talking who's attach who is still as irritatin as before n such lor.. kekeke.. so cool huh? kekekee... ya.. tt's abt all.. oh ya.. I GOT MY 6230 LE!! kekeke. so happy cool hp!! love it! =D
on mid autumn festival that day went to wp's hse to eat den to play!! haha.. starting a bit awkward la.. coz like that stupid wy nv talk ar.. den late ar.. den this n that. den got that dog(jackie). it's cute la. ya.. fury de.. den like very nice to hug like dat. but ar. i scare la. so kinda stress to play at the beginning. den later we move to her hse rooftop! COOL.. haha.. we cna see lots of places n oso haf a "peaceul" time to play. no dog no parents. haha.den we light all the candles all the lantern n hang it ard. den we oso burn whole bundle of fireworks. haha.. powerful sia.. den whole thing stuck tog. hehee.. but that's cool la! kekee.. so long nv go out with guijin n wanping le. so very happy to see them. talk alot. ya... den plan to go home at abt 9 la.. den play until forget abt time le. end up we only go home n 9.45. reach.home kena scolded la.. as usual. ya.. kekkee...
den.. yesterday. friday. went out with letchimy n ai jia! MISS THEM SOO MUCH. hahaa.. they nv change lor.. really nv change at all. that let ar.. still as auntie as before. still as cheerful as chatty as before.. miss the gd old days. hehee.. den we talk alot of rubbish. gossip alot. talking who's attach who is still as irritatin as before n such lor.. kekeke.. so cool huh? kekekee... ya.. tt's abt all.. oh ya.. I GOT MY 6230 LE!! kekeke. so happy cool hp!! love it! =D
Saturday, September 25, 2004
GARFIELD!!
went watch Garfield yesterday with mei hui n alan.. oh man.. SO FUNNY!! haha.. garfield is sooo cute lor!! chao funny n witty.. den lazy too.. but always li yong ppl.. haha..so bad!! but i like it!! ahhahaaa...
ya.. yesterday went raffles city.. den very funny... saw this guy.. CHAO GAY LOR!! he put on lipstick, mascara.. wah! everything that gers put on the face de lor.. still put hair band lor! CMI leh.. he sell perfume de.. GUYS de somemore.. which guy on earth of the right mind will wanna go n buy from him?? sure scare ppl off de!! hahhahaa...
hmm.. actually yesterday not watching garfield de.. is cinderella story or 13 goin on 30.. den in the end we decided to watch new police story.. BUT!! STUPID ALAN XU!! dun want la... make us walk from lido to cine to see whether got cinderella anot.. den dun haf la.. end up watching garfield..gd thing that it is NICE!! if not he DIE!! hahaa.. btw.. saw K in lido yesterday. last time crush him b4. now no more le la.. but ar.. dunno y.. see him still blush!! hahaha.. so funny!! lekekekeke ... k.. end... hehehe...
ya.. yesterday went raffles city.. den very funny... saw this guy.. CHAO GAY LOR!! he put on lipstick, mascara.. wah! everything that gers put on the face de lor.. still put hair band lor! CMI leh.. he sell perfume de.. GUYS de somemore.. which guy on earth of the right mind will wanna go n buy from him?? sure scare ppl off de!! hahhahaa...
hmm.. actually yesterday not watching garfield de.. is cinderella story or 13 goin on 30.. den in the end we decided to watch new police story.. BUT!! STUPID ALAN XU!! dun want la... make us walk from lido to cine to see whether got cinderella anot.. den dun haf la.. end up watching garfield..gd thing that it is NICE!! if not he DIE!! hahaa.. btw.. saw K in lido yesterday. last time crush him b4. now no more le la.. but ar.. dunno y.. see him still blush!! hahaha.. so funny!! lekekekeke ... k.. end... hehehe...
Sunday, September 19, 2004
Down on LUCK!!!!
wat can be more SUAY?? went out yesterday.. waiting for my fren.. den walk ard see whether she reach le anot.. den this boy... oso dunno how he walk.. dunno is my fault of his fault.. den he kena trip n fall flat on the floor.. den his mum scolded him say he nv walk properly.. den i apologise n got him up... den feeling so guilty yet dunno wat to do.. juz walk away.. on the way back with my frenz saw that boy grandma i guess.. she pointing at me dunno say wat.. hai... feeling chao guilty lor.. den after that went into the mall.. was looking for my other fren waiting for us upstairs.. nv see the rd in front den knock into this old indian lady.. sian... den she chao bu shuang me la.. dunno wat she mumbling all in tamil.. hai.. all i can say is sorry... so sad...
TOdAY?? slpt very late last nite.. so hopin can slp a bit later.. den my mum EARLY in the morning go make mooncake.. those who know how to make mooncake will know u haf to knock that stupid mooncake out of that mould de... den is chao noisy lor.. den kena force to wake up unwillingly... sickening lor.. den ar.. nth to do.. juz woke up nv eat haf to help her prepare things for lunch de.. den ar.. juz now ar.. went to help my dad get the clothes down from the bamboo stick.. he was holding the clothes under his armpit n trying to get the bamboo stick up den i go get it.. he dunno how lost the bamboo in his hand n BOMB it landed on my shoulder den on the floor.. knock onto a little pail with some water.. n the water spilled on the floor..unknowingly... i almost slipped n fall... shiok HUH?
TOdAY?? slpt very late last nite.. so hopin can slp a bit later.. den my mum EARLY in the morning go make mooncake.. those who know how to make mooncake will know u haf to knock that stupid mooncake out of that mould de... den is chao noisy lor.. den kena force to wake up unwillingly... sickening lor.. den ar.. nth to do.. juz woke up nv eat haf to help her prepare things for lunch de.. den ar.. juz now ar.. went to help my dad get the clothes down from the bamboo stick.. he was holding the clothes under his armpit n trying to get the bamboo stick up den i go get it.. he dunno how lost the bamboo in his hand n BOMB it landed on my shoulder den on the floor.. knock onto a little pail with some water.. n the water spilled on the floor..unknowingly... i almost slipped n fall... shiok HUH?
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