New Blog

I've a new blog. all in chinese, maybe i am better in chinese so prefer to blog in chinese. I have time still will blog here i suppose. yeah. and the link is by the side.

http://tinkledreamz.blogspot.com

see ya!!!

I SAW TORNADO LIVE!!!!

Oh my!! today something BIG happen in my life!!! i SAW a TORNADO LIVE!!!!!! cool right? but scary as well la... though is a small scale one~ is once in a life time ma~ not as if i keep gg onto the sea right? so wow. keke... sad that dont have a good camera with me.. if not can take photo of it!! if the guy that took photo send me the photo i will confirm paste it here man!!! keke.. we shall wait n see...

today work till 5pm nia~ kekee... later got tuition. sad. if not can go out. but.. money come first! yeah. so sad~ sea EX this sunday! woo... canoeing wor~ hope nth happen this sunday~~ GOD MUST BLESS US WOR~~~

WHAT IS WRONG WITH THE PPL?

yesh!! what is wrong with the ppl at the bus stop? if u feel that u are going to be late or what, wake up earlier and get earlier buses that dont have the crowd, why must u sleep till whatever time u like, miss a few buses due to the crowd then in the end get on the bus from the exit claiming that u have been waiting for very long? being so thick skin n irritating when the rest also wait patiently for their turn to get on the bus? those ppl are just oo irritating!!!

i really hope one day there will be someone throwing them down the bus let them know the right way to get onto a bus. people in sg just too "nice". they just hate to create scene and hence ppl out there that are nasty enough will win. in stead of getting on the bus from the back push the ppl inwards la~ why must u guys do such things to make ppl hate u???

though i know i write this they also wont get to see, or even they wont understand cause they are those uncivilised aunties and uncles. BUT STILL I HATE IT!!!

will time fade of the feeling or cause the relationship to die down?

relationship is really something very difficult to cope with. one really learn alot and grow up in a relationship. You will learn to accept the strength and weakness of your love one, will got to learn and accept the differences both of u have, got to tolerate with things that you cant stand yet is in him, got to shower him with love though sometimes it hurts on ur side.

thing ppl who view my blog will realise my entry is mostly on my relationship. A bit dramatic i guess, always say till like we gonna break but in the end happy ending. I'm glad that i always end up happy but i am scare that some days things might be different. i put in all i have for this relationship, i really love him alot. i can feel the same from him too, yet seems like not again.

to me, he is just very very complicated. i dont know how to say but just very complicated. in a way he is simple, in a way he is complex. haiz...

dont know.

dont know.

dont know.

wOrkIng!!

yesh!!! i am working already. Currently working in ITE east si mei. Yup! hehee... working under the HR admin Dept. Know couple of nice people around. Rose is the one that i am helping out now and she is VERY helpful!!!

I actually got to leave this place this friday. So.. i actually have the assignment for 2 wks only. But glad to say i am allowed to stay till end june! YEAH! thanks to the new staff that is unable to make it till later date. HAHAHAA... And of course must thank my dear ROSE and myself la! hahaa... if not she help me ask i also cant get, if not for my hardwork also got nth right? kekee..

dArling was sick over the weekend. He so poor thing. visit me last weekend and got himself sick the next weekend. sob. Worst still, he got an exam on monday and he couldnt study for it due to the sickness. Poor boy... in the end he said the paper sure gone~ hopefully nt that bad~ *pray hard hard*

new hair style!!!!

YOZ!!!! yesh! this is my new hair style.. cut it last thurday on the 26th of april!! wow... cool right? IT"S BOB!!! BY STEVE. hahaa.. yeah... dom's hairstylist steve. he is damn good la. very pro too.. used to look very ugly in short hair.. those who've seen should kNow.. but nOW!!! wahhahaa.. everyone say i look nice la.. KAWAII DES!!!!

cool.. like it.. so light.. so refreshing! dar keep calling me bob. hahaa...

yeah... today... kinda unlucky day.. went to high commission of malaysia to do my renunciation stuff.. wah.. then didnt bring daddy's photocopied birth cert! damn sian.. then they allow me to go home take then give them by 1pm though they close at 11. though is kind enough of them. BUT IS I RENUNOUNCE LEHZ!!!! not my parents ma.. want so many things for what.. the form all filled in relavent stuff le ma.. haiz...

then went home by taxi.. surprizingly is only ard 10 bucks.. tot will be much more... cause i feel that is quite far~ then took taxi back.. IT RAIN!!!!! i didnt take umbrella out lor~~ sian... was walking in the rain out to get taxi.. then... RAIN CATS N DOGS SIA... like god is also laughing at my stupidity lor.. all drench like just bath...

in the end... landed up at the petrol station to wait for the rain to get smaller.. then i go out to fetch a cab.. wah~~ come back so COLD!!!! Brrr.... bath le then slp. wake up feel like shit. sian.. coughing non stop. feel like got fever. headache.. etc..

haiz... today kinda down.. kinda suay... kinda fruastrated..

tml got interview.. at ite east campus.. wanna get yet dont want. cause it is quite inaccessible from here.. sian.. yeah... wanna get the tang ling shopping mall de.. but.. no.. sian... JOB!!! FASTER COME!!!

ARGH!!!!

why can we never come to a conclusion?? why?? why cant we ever come to a compromise of what to do?

he will always rub salt into his unhappiness to my family, the way i do stuff, my attitude towards stuff, my forgetfulness and things like that.

i will always make a big fuss of his "friendliness", his way of treating his female friends, his group of female friends, his need of having female friends....

HAIZ... this has been a problem and always a big problem in our relationship but this hasnt been solved and donT kNow how to solve it!!!!!!

he has his need, and is having the freedom to have female friends. not as if i stopped him to have female friends, just that those he has makes me feel sucky. i just cant understand. he had friends that will take hugs, kisses and holding hands as friendliness, but i cant take it i told him. so why cant he change to having other female friend who kNows the basic distant and who will respect him as a friend when he reject those gesture.

just like he cant understand me at time, i dont understand him...

he said i understand him the most among all his gf, he said he love me to most, he said he treasure me the most, but~~ but~~ haiz....

i dont understand the need of finding those kind of female friends, i dont understand the need of gg to pub to relax, i dont understand.... am i nOt enough for him to feel good and complete? he told me i completes his life but he still request to knOw more female friends. that makes me feel like he needs more to complete his life. let me feel like i'm restricting his freedom, let me feel that i made his life less interesting and more boring, let me feel that i caused him to lose his female friends... if they are true friends... why will they leave u cause i feel uncomfortable about the closeness? why?

u left me with lots of question marks...

haiz...

why my xin fu simple times can nv really last... in the middle of it... things will happen... always will.... haiz....

maybe i think too much... maybe... dont know... lots of dont know....